mae2 jiou4 le

zen de mae jiou le
zang wo hen sang shing
swo yi
wo jure de
wo hen ben han hen chi gui
swo yi wo shur yao hao yi dian
hwai yo bang zu
heres the deal:
wo shi hwan de zen shi hwan wo de hao pen yo
wo de liang ge hao pen yo shi hwan de zen si yi yang de
wo de hao pen yo shi hwan de zen shi hwan ling yi wai nur sen
na yi ge nur sen si yo nan pen yo de
swo yi
wo hen tzan
what a twisted life we lead, huh
lol
i know, very sad
if you didnt understand too bad
it wasnt meant to b read
im just in a not happy mood today
swo yi wo hen sen chi
shang yao sa zen
bwahahahahaha
ok ill stop being mean
btw if you read it out loud it will sound familiar
but only if u speak mandarin
i think justins and me just dont get along
justin from school kicked me becuz im not christian
i kicked him back
mutual hate
justin from chinese school asked me out on a dare
mutual hate for embarrasing eachh other
(i started yelling at hime in front of his friends)
its so very sad
wo je yang ze de si hou wo yao ku
i know i know my pin yin sucks
but its better than bens
XPPP
yes
and reasons why i shouldnt like the person i do:

• they like sum1 else
• a friendship would b broken if my crush were known
• i dont WANT to like this person, im perfectly fine as friends
• stupid hormones
• >: [
• my friendship with that other persoon (the one who my crush is REALLY close to) is getting stronger evry day
• i hav few enough guy friends as is
• im being a poophead
• i know i dont hav a chance
• ivy would turn me into chopped liver becuz both of us know who he likes

hen tzan si ma

wo ye shang swo bu hao

therefor i die