Current Mood: Annoying
I think Mrs. Kol would have enjoyed Pythagoras’ company very much. “All is Number.” Terrifying, don’t you agree? Alright, I’ve been doing homework for about 8 hours now (and am going to drop…) with a single hour break for lunch. I got desperate…and used Spark Notes. –looks innocent— Sophie’s World is more than slightly depressing. Who knows, maybe we’re in a story too! But whoever comes up with our story must be frighteningly brilliant to be able to put so many details in. And morbid, as well, to make humanity so doomed. Or perhaps this is their paradise, and it’s only depressing because we’ve grown up in it. The whole appreciation deal, you know? I think I’m going crazy. Homework is seriously devouring my brain…my Cuneiform tablet is really pitiful. If it breaks on the way to LA/SS I will be murderous. And in need of superglue, as well. It better not… Anyways, it’s New Year’s Eve! Positively amazing. Any New Year’s Resolutions? I haven’t quite thought of mine yet. I’ve been…a tad preoccupied. –coughhomeworkcough- Yes. Did you know that Word is very annoying? Sure, it’s plenty helpful when typing actual homework…but it’s too nitpicky. I wish I could turn off the green and red lines. They’re driving me crazy… Stupid lines. –munches- I’m going to type in a large, solid chunk today, just to be annoying. I don’t want to grow up. Can you imagine? I mean, we think life is hard now. School, school, school then homework, homework, homework. Then sleep. And eat. What a life. But imagine. School is…what, 7 hours? And homework is about, say, 3 hours. That’s 10 hours. But what else do we do? The occasional chore, sure, cooking dinner, maybe, babysitting a younger sibling, okay. An instrument, that’s another hour. And so we get about 8 hours of sleep. Nice, isn’t it? No, I’m not being sarcastic. Think about it. What do our parents do? I’ll use my dad as an example. He works an 8 hour day, picks us little kids up, buys groceries and random stuff we need for school about twice a week, wakes up an hour earlier than he has to because he takes me to school, has to do the same boring old thing at work every single boring day (ew. Sitting in front of a computer programming…bleh), thinks of ways to amuse us, cooks meals, has to make sure the house doesn’t get burned down…you get the idea. Now to my mom. Depending on the day, she works between 4-6 hours. She teaches Chinese classes, by the way. For each class she teaches (each is at a different level and a different age group), she has to prepare supplies and plan out what she’s going to do for about 1 hour. That’s another 3 hours. So each day, she works 7-9 hours. That’s alright, yes? Okay. She’s also got to wake up at 6:30 to take me to school. Until about 9:00, she can’t do anything related to work because she also has to take Derek to school. She has to drive Derek and I to our after-school activities, blocking up that time as well. She also has to prepare dinner and lunch for Derek. In addition to that, her weekends are nonexistent because on Saturday she teaches classes while Derek and I are at Chinese school, and when we’re at home she takes teaching classes at CTY (or whatever it’s called) so she can get a teaching degree. (She can be a math sub now! =O) On Sundays she goes to the temple while I do homework…and Derek wrecks the house. (haha) Aren’t you really glad now that you only have to focus on school? Our whole lives are school. All we have to do is keep our grades up and our parents are happy. And they spend every one of their minutes doing something that generally goes to us…pretty depressing. I don’t want to be a parent.
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OMGOMGOMG
BLOG POST #200!!!!
-hops up and down in glee-
...
yeh i normal.
^ ^
wheeee
back to typing with lotsa enters.
i should...
type a...
New Year's Resolution.
...
-___-
i'll think about that maybe later.
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Randomness
Current Mood: Wanting to post mood because I feel like it yay.
Dissociative Disorder, otherwise known as Multiple Personality Disorder, is when a single person acts differently at different times, sometimes being completely bewildered by their own actions afterwards (constantly, not just a “I cannot believe I did that”) or not remembering what they have done. Not quite classified as an actual disorder, 1% of the population is actually diagnosed with this…though it might just be a figment of the human race’s screwed up imagination. It is associated with childhood abuse. It seems that this disorder was just a fad that lasted 15 years. It has been mostly disregarded.
This disorder makes no sense. So why should the next? Maybe it doesn’t. But I’ll talk about it anyways. Bipolar Disorder is a personality disorder where the person afflicted with the disorder will have sudden and extreme mood swings. The pattern is generally between mania and depression with mania being a lack of common sense, a disregard for danger and what appears to be an adrenaline rush. Just like the previous disorder, 1% of the population has been diagnosed with this disorder. Perhaps Bipolar Disorder is also just in our heads. Just like our emotions. Makes you wonder what else could be lurking in that squishy, mushy mess we call our brains.
There’s nothing else that has been labeled the mood swing disease. What could it be? Sure, we jokingly say whoever is being crazy is PMS-ing, but that…doesn’t really work. Especially because guys can’t exactly do that. So what is it, really? I don’t know. Maybe there isn’t actually anything going on, and the sudden mood swings should be labeled off as the result of hormones or something. Random topic, yes I know. Suddenly thought of it. I wonder if there is an anti-anger pill.
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Right-o! Moving on to…the next topic! (yay) I shall talk about…future jobs! This is what I want to be: a nutritionist, a geneticist, a person-who-makes-medicines (I forgot the name, I’ll find it someday) or a…I don’t know. Something to do with science! Hopefully not too many numbers. Evil numbers. Goodbye, little history dates and such. Goodbye, the need for proper English. I win. =D What do you want to do/be?
Dissociative Disorder, otherwise known as Multiple Personality Disorder, is when a single person acts differently at different times, sometimes being completely bewildered by their own actions afterwards (constantly, not just a “I cannot believe I did that”) or not remembering what they have done. Not quite classified as an actual disorder, 1% of the population is actually diagnosed with this…though it might just be a figment of the human race’s screwed up imagination. It is associated with childhood abuse. It seems that this disorder was just a fad that lasted 15 years. It has been mostly disregarded.
This disorder makes no sense. So why should the next? Maybe it doesn’t. But I’ll talk about it anyways. Bipolar Disorder is a personality disorder where the person afflicted with the disorder will have sudden and extreme mood swings. The pattern is generally between mania and depression with mania being a lack of common sense, a disregard for danger and what appears to be an adrenaline rush. Just like the previous disorder, 1% of the population has been diagnosed with this disorder. Perhaps Bipolar Disorder is also just in our heads. Just like our emotions. Makes you wonder what else could be lurking in that squishy, mushy mess we call our brains.
There’s nothing else that has been labeled the mood swing disease. What could it be? Sure, we jokingly say whoever is being crazy is PMS-ing, but that…doesn’t really work. Especially because guys can’t exactly do that. So what is it, really? I don’t know. Maybe there isn’t actually anything going on, and the sudden mood swings should be labeled off as the result of hormones or something. Random topic, yes I know. Suddenly thought of it. I wonder if there is an anti-anger pill.
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Right-o! Moving on to…the next topic! (yay) I shall talk about…future jobs! This is what I want to be: a nutritionist, a geneticist, a person-who-makes-medicines (I forgot the name, I’ll find it someday) or a…I don’t know. Something to do with science! Hopefully not too many numbers. Evil numbers. Goodbye, little history dates and such. Goodbye, the need for proper English. I win. =D What do you want to do/be?
BOXES
Current Mood=loca
WHEEE
OMG I LoVEEEE BOXES
THEY ARE POSITIVELY AWESOME
=D
likelike
derek/i built a house
yayy
yeh inormal. veryvery, dontcha agree very much?
okay
enough about boxes
nowwww
HOMEWORK!
YAYYy
OMFG I SO SCREWED
...
must stop wasting time.
i'll find time to post later.
after done.
haven't played piano in 4 days
x.x
donna=murderous on tuesday
-shudders-
....
i think i'll fail LA/SS for fun.
yeh.
^ ^
buhbye.
WHEEE
OMG I LoVEEEE BOXES
THEY ARE POSITIVELY AWESOME
=D
likelike
derek/i built a house
yayy
yeh inormal. veryvery, dontcha agree very much?
okay
enough about boxes
nowwww
HOMEWORK!
YAYYy
OMFG I SO SCREWED
...
must stop wasting time.
i'll find time to post later.
after done.
haven't played piano in 4 days
x.x
donna=murderous on tuesday
-shudders-
....
i think i'll fail LA/SS for fun.
yeh.
^ ^
buhbye.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Did you know...
...that you're really stupid?
Current Mood: Sugar high
XD
Okay, I just felt like saying that. I've run out of titles. Bug off. XD
Lah.
Helen: No, I thought of that. Though I did leave it out...-cough- XD
Break...is pitiful. Like, HOMEWORK.
Seriously. It's a BREAK. Like, you know, when you don't have to do anything beyond computer games and email and sleep and eat? It's the HOLIDAYS. Evil teachers. -coughbenzingercoughkol-
Well, Mrs. Kol didn't actually give that much. Mostly Mrs. Benzinger.
Let's see....
~Portfolios
~Odyssey
~Mediterranean Civilizations
~Extra Credit
~Sophie Stuff (a lot...)
~Philosopher notes
~Blue Packet (math)
...
You see? BLAHH. ...
...
We should...eat the teachers. >D
Yay.
^ ^
OHH. Okay, so right now I'm at a friend's house. You guys don't know her. Them. Same thing. XD
o__O
They burned a part of a pillow...now it's leaking (XD)
-laughs to death-
Now they're...getting it a band-aid! o__O
Very normal. Yup.
Wheee.
I went skiing with Ben, James and Preston. Well, I skiied and they snowboarded. XD
Ivy was supposed to go too...but...she couldn't. -sighs-
OMG I WANT TO WATCH NATIONAL TREASURE!!!!
(sorry about the sudden topic switch, hehheh)
Oh, I made cinnamon cookies. And lemon icing. And they taste reallyyyyy good.
(yay)
I should...bring them to school for Anita's birthday! February something.
Okay, time to move on. I'll post some other day...
Current Mood: Sugar high
XD
Okay, I just felt like saying that. I've run out of titles. Bug off. XD
Lah.
Helen: No, I thought of that. Though I did leave it out...-cough- XD
Break...is pitiful. Like, HOMEWORK.
Seriously. It's a BREAK. Like, you know, when you don't have to do anything beyond computer games and email and sleep and eat? It's the HOLIDAYS. Evil teachers. -coughbenzingercoughkol-
Well, Mrs. Kol didn't actually give that much. Mostly Mrs. Benzinger.
Let's see....
~Portfolios
~Odyssey
~Mediterranean Civilizations
~Extra Credit
~Sophie Stuff (a lot...)
~Philosopher notes
~Blue Packet (math)
...
You see? BLAHH. ...
...
We should...eat the teachers. >D
Yay.
^ ^
OHH. Okay, so right now I'm at a friend's house. You guys don't know her. Them. Same thing. XD
o__O
They burned a part of a pillow...now it's leaking (XD)
-laughs to death-
Now they're...getting it a band-aid! o__O
Very normal. Yup.
Wheee.
I went skiing with Ben, James and Preston. Well, I skiied and they snowboarded. XD
Ivy was supposed to go too...but...she couldn't. -sighs-
OMG I WANT TO WATCH NATIONAL TREASURE!!!!
(sorry about the sudden topic switch, hehheh)
Oh, I made cinnamon cookies. And lemon icing. And they taste reallyyyyy good.
(yay)
I should...bring them to school for Anita's birthday! February something.
Okay, time to move on. I'll post some other day...
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
fwee
Current Mood: Really Stupid Feeling
Yay for me!
XD
Yeah. I spent 7,100g on an OMG box. And the object I recieved? Hah. Hah. Hah. -twitches- An eggshell! Wonderful, don't you think? Yeah. To put it into perspective, it's sold for 70g in the marketplace. Same price as the OMG box in gaia cash, though. -sighs at self's stupidity- I should really stop clicking buttons without thinking it through. Specially when the click is worth a ton of gold...>< Oh well. I have so much homework to make up...Yay, I wasted Larry's life. (XD) Sorry. It was amusing. XD And yeah, my break is positively WONDERFUL. -note sarcasm- Daddy=piano crazy telling me to practice lots. Me=very annoyed wanting to disect piano. Yay. Mom=not wanting me to go skiing. Me=buried under giant mounds of homework. Wheeee.
Okay. I'll post later. Lots of homework! Tata.
Yay for me!
XD
Yeah. I spent 7,100g on an OMG box. And the object I recieved? Hah. Hah. Hah. -twitches- An eggshell! Wonderful, don't you think? Yeah. To put it into perspective, it's sold for 70g in the marketplace. Same price as the OMG box in gaia cash, though. -sighs at self's stupidity- I should really stop clicking buttons without thinking it through. Specially when the click is worth a ton of gold...>< Oh well. I have so much homework to make up...Yay, I wasted Larry's life. (XD) Sorry. It was amusing. XD And yeah, my break is positively WONDERFUL. -note sarcasm- Daddy=piano crazy telling me to practice lots. Me=very annoyed wanting to disect piano. Yay. Mom=not wanting me to go skiing. Me=buried under giant mounds of homework. Wheeee.
Okay. I'll post later. Lots of homework! Tata.
Monday, December 24, 2007
HELLO
Hiii
I is back.
(yay)
From terrible, terrible internet connection. =O
OMG
I WANT TO GO SKIING!
It snowed in Canada
It was SOOOO COOOL
!!!
LAH.
...
It was like snowing.
and the swimming pools/hot tubs (harrison hot springs) were like wheeee snow
except for the stupid 18 year old rule that says you have to be old to go to the outdoor hottub
-dies-
-glares-
-___-
I FEEL HYPERRRR
YAYYY
-hops up and down-
i just woke up
(yay)
^ ^
went to bed at 12:30
andand...slept for 11 hours!!!
yayyyy
OKAY!
So ima talk about my previous post!
To tell you the truth...
I had nothing planned!
(yayyy)
I just wanted to see what random 4 letter verbs you'd come up with.
XD
okay time to play on gaia
ttyl!
I is back.
(yay)
From terrible, terrible internet connection. =O
OMG
I WANT TO GO SKIING!
It snowed in Canada
It was SOOOO COOOL
!!!
LAH.
...
It was like snowing.
and the swimming pools/hot tubs (harrison hot springs) were like wheeee snow
except for the stupid 18 year old rule that says you have to be old to go to the outdoor hottub
-dies-
-glares-
-___-
I FEEL HYPERRRR
YAYYY
-hops up and down-
i just woke up
(yay)
^ ^
went to bed at 12:30
andand...slept for 11 hours!!!
yayyyy
OKAY!
So ima talk about my previous post!
To tell you the truth...
I had nothing planned!
(yayyy)
I just wanted to see what random 4 letter verbs you'd come up with.
XD
okay time to play on gaia
ttyl!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
20/20 Hindsight!
o__O
rather annoying, really
...
though I suppose i'm lucky cos i generally forget all the details and am left with a 'mood' for each year -___-
okayyy.
starting with...
4th grade!
(i was a weirdo)
no kidding.
my best friend was...darren wu...and...hannah taub o__O
frightening.
i mean, darren is okay now (o__O he's taller than me now, and has a rly low voice XD)
but...hannah?
-dies of laughter-
okay srry. ^ ^'
hrmm...
but it was a fun year.
hannah and i made up a world (XD)
lah...
at least i still had my imagination...
5th grade!
this year, i barely remember.
the only bright pictures i get are of going to ms. gottlieb's room and playing with the rats...and one of them having a tumor o__O
also, of smearing the soapy lumps on danielle's stuff (why was i so mean?)
terribleee.
oh yeahhhh and going to taiwan!
that was a highlight =D
i got a big red coat.
(or was that 4th grade...)
but i was rather...um...mean at the time so aviv and alin called me 'little red violent hood' T__T
XD
that still makes me laugh
lol.
oh yeah, and i was besties with ivy.
not that i remember much of that at all...
o__O
-pokes head-
-random stuff-
i remember the weirdest things.
like, i get flashes of pictures of stuff from long,longlong time ago.
like...when i was...5? 4? dropping my dad's camcorder and breaking it
and when i was...6? almost getting my head chopped off by the window -___-'
and...random junk. -____-'
sighsighsighsigh.
im such a psycho.
6th grade!
lahhh
i think i had serious problems here....
i was wayyy weird.
plus family problems and a new parent schedule...
i had Cs in LA/SS and occasionally my SS grade would dip to a D.
-___-'
i remember that really well...
and 6th grade camp
fun, but REALLY pointless.
i wish we could have camp in 8th grade rather than 6th.
XD
so much more fun...
i suddenly realize now that shing (idk how spell his name) was in my 6th grade camp group.
i remember that really, really well.
i mean, 6th grade camp
the rest of the year is pretty much a blur.
i went out with alin that year, right?
...
-thinks-
yeah.
and i had no classes w/ ivy T___T
(just like this yr, but i didn't have lunch with her either!!)
7th grade!
was fun but kind of boring too.
i mean, nothing out-of-the-ordinary happened.
alin broke up w/ me, and i got Bs in LA/SS =D
and math, too -.-'
-sighs as mrs.kol-
-pokes-
-wishes mrs.ito graded our papers/made our tests-
XD
we had the PRISM field trip, too
did anything else special happen?
lotsa ppl started going out XD
it was a prettiful year.
boring lyke heckkk tho.
-wishes something exciting (not a test) would happen-
lol, at the end of the year ben told me he liked me XD
that was...amusing
-can actually remember that o__O-
i got rly obsessed near the end of the year...
and justin/sam (i sat between them in LA/SS -sigh-)
teased me about it and drove me crazy with random things (like talking about gun models), respectively.
actually, it was a purty fun year.
^ ^
huh.
ohhh and i got my first A on an SS test.
XD (it was ahmazinggg)
=D
ivy and i had tonsss of classes together =D
NOWWW
YAYYY
-hops up and down-
now...i actually life is being pretty nice.
to me, at least.
sure, lotsa poopie happens.
(complaining is a greattt stress reliever.)
(haha -takes it out on meh blog visiters-)
reading is also great
baking + sewing is awesome too...
-pounds dough- XD
lolll.
mrs. benzinger wants us all to have ulcers.
XD
(she nodded in agreement when i said we were all going to get ulcers =O)
lah.
necesito vitamin C and vitamin B12 (shrink the 12)
lahh, fingers dying
stupid 'etudes'
-pokes bartok-
which pianist has huge hands that can reach that far, anyways?
-___-'
lah.
i should try to type in a big fat ugly chunk.
some other day.
XD
(procrastinators unite!! ... tommorow)
harharhar.
oww back hurts -___-'
-pokes self-
lahlahlahlahlah.
the end, for now.
rather annoying, really
...
though I suppose i'm lucky cos i generally forget all the details and am left with a 'mood' for each year -___-
okayyy.
starting with...
4th grade!
(i was a weirdo)
no kidding.
my best friend was...darren wu...and...hannah taub o__O
frightening.
i mean, darren is okay now (o__O he's taller than me now, and has a rly low voice XD)
but...hannah?
-dies of laughter-
okay srry. ^ ^'
hrmm...
but it was a fun year.
hannah and i made up a world (XD)
lah...
at least i still had my imagination...
5th grade!
this year, i barely remember.
the only bright pictures i get are of going to ms. gottlieb's room and playing with the rats...and one of them having a tumor o__O
also, of smearing the soapy lumps on danielle's stuff (why was i so mean?)
terribleee.
oh yeahhhh and going to taiwan!
that was a highlight =D
i got a big red coat.
(or was that 4th grade...)
but i was rather...um...mean at the time so aviv and alin called me 'little red violent hood' T__T
XD
that still makes me laugh
lol.
oh yeah, and i was besties with ivy.
not that i remember much of that at all...
o__O
-pokes head-
-random stuff-
i remember the weirdest things.
like, i get flashes of pictures of stuff from long,longlong time ago.
like...when i was...5? 4? dropping my dad's camcorder and breaking it
and when i was...6? almost getting my head chopped off by the window -___-'
and...random junk. -____-'
sighsighsighsigh.
im such a psycho.
6th grade!
lahhh
i think i had serious problems here....
i was wayyy weird.
plus family problems and a new parent schedule...
i had Cs in LA/SS and occasionally my SS grade would dip to a D.
-___-'
i remember that really well...
and 6th grade camp
fun, but REALLY pointless.
i wish we could have camp in 8th grade rather than 6th.
XD
so much more fun...
i suddenly realize now that shing (idk how spell his name) was in my 6th grade camp group.
i remember that really, really well.
i mean, 6th grade camp
the rest of the year is pretty much a blur.
i went out with alin that year, right?
...
-thinks-
yeah.
and i had no classes w/ ivy T___T
(just like this yr, but i didn't have lunch with her either!!)
7th grade!
was fun but kind of boring too.
i mean, nothing out-of-the-ordinary happened.
alin broke up w/ me, and i got Bs in LA/SS =D
and math, too -.-'
-sighs as mrs.kol-
-pokes-
-wishes mrs.ito graded our papers/made our tests-
XD
we had the PRISM field trip, too
did anything else special happen?
lotsa ppl started going out XD
it was a prettiful year.
boring lyke heckkk tho.
-wishes something exciting (not a test) would happen-
lol, at the end of the year ben told me he liked me XD
that was...amusing
-can actually remember that o__O-
i got rly obsessed near the end of the year...
and justin/sam (i sat between them in LA/SS -sigh-)
teased me about it and drove me crazy with random things (like talking about gun models), respectively.
actually, it was a purty fun year.
^ ^
huh.
ohhh and i got my first A on an SS test.
XD (it was ahmazinggg)
=D
ivy and i had tonsss of classes together =D
NOWWW
YAYYY
-hops up and down-
now...i actually life is being pretty nice.
to me, at least.
sure, lotsa poopie happens.
(complaining is a greattt stress reliever.)
(haha -takes it out on meh blog visiters-)
reading is also great
baking + sewing is awesome too...
-pounds dough- XD
lolll.
mrs. benzinger wants us all to have ulcers.
XD
(she nodded in agreement when i said we were all going to get ulcers =O)
lah.
necesito vitamin C and vitamin B12 (shrink the 12)
lahh, fingers dying
stupid 'etudes'
-pokes bartok-
which pianist has huge hands that can reach that far, anyways?
-___-'
lah.
i should try to type in a big fat ugly chunk.
some other day.
XD
(procrastinators unite!! ... tommorow)
harharhar.
oww back hurts -___-'
-pokes self-
lahlahlahlahlah.
the end, for now.
Monday, December 10, 2007
-gasphies-
=D
iconss.
-finally figured out how to do teh html poop-
great, iconator just died.
-____-'
...
it doesn't work -___-'
Sunday, December 09, 2007
BEETHOVEN SYMPHONY NO. 5
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
uh yeah i'm good.
^ ^
well, not really.
x.x
haven't started on my essay, studying, sophie OR philospher notes (i'm really, really behind) and...math.
oh darn, i forgot about math.
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tower of deadness.
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-sigh-
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oops that one got an extra mouth
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haha, siamese twins
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and that ones missing an eye...
XD
i should stop.
not being productive.
x.x
AHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
UGHHHH
screwed.
-diediediediedies.-
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i need a thesis....
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rah.
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i'm soooo stupid
i shouldn't have waited till the end of the book to take notes
x.x
each chapter takes about 15 min...
x.x
i need to make up 21 chapters
x.x
therefore...
o__O
4.25 hours of NOTES
x.x
that's only sophie notes
then i have to do philospher notes
x.x
grr.
i shouldn't be posting.
-sigh-
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im soo screwed.
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yup.
i need a thesis!
ima write about kierkegaard.
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stupid person who doesn't make any sense.
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andand i need to write about EFFECT
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prolly about hegel's effect on kierkegaard
but how am i supposed to say that?
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"hegel influenced kierkegaard"
not arguable...
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grrrr.
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that looks funny
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any ideas?
lets see...
hegel's ideas made kierkegaard crazy
XD
that would work...
if she'd accept it...
Kierkegaard’s philosophy was a response to Hegel’s ideas.
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well, i'm going w/ that.
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too bad if im screwed.
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uh yeah i'm good.
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well, not really.
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haven't started on my essay, studying, sophie OR philospher notes (i'm really, really behind) and...math.
oh darn, i forgot about math.
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-sigh-
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oops that one got an extra mouth
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and that ones missing an eye...
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i should stop.
not being productive.
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AHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
UGHHHH
screwed.
-diediediediedies.-
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rah.
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i'm soooo stupid
i shouldn't have waited till the end of the book to take notes
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each chapter takes about 15 min...
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i need to make up 21 chapters
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therefore...
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4.25 hours of NOTES
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that's only sophie notes
then i have to do philospher notes
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grr.
i shouldn't be posting.
-sigh-
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im soo screwed.
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yup.
i need a thesis!
ima write about kierkegaard.
x.x
stupid person who doesn't make any sense.
x.x
andand i need to write about EFFECT
x.x
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prolly about hegel's effect on kierkegaard
but how am i supposed to say that?
x.x
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"hegel influenced kierkegaard"
not arguable...
T____T
grrrr.
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that looks funny
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any ideas?
lets see...
hegel's ideas made kierkegaard crazy
XD
that would work...
if she'd accept it...
Kierkegaard’s philosophy was a response to Hegel’s ideas.
x.x
well, i'm going w/ that.
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too bad if im screwed.
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Saturday, December 08, 2007
DUNDUNDUN
Beethoven's 5th!!!!
I will buy from iTunes and set as meh ringtone =O
(yayyy)
everytime sum1 calls:
dundundundun.
XDDDD
harharhar.
^ ^
OKAYYy
i have some definitions i want from you guys::::
(don't read other ppls replies b4 you answer or ur answer will be screwed up)
1. Define "friend"
2. Define "trust"
andand fun stuff:
1. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? Why?
2. What superpower, if you could have one, would you want?
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I have no definitions. Ima leech of urs. =O
andand i'd rather be a girl because being a guy would be....weirdddd. with all those macho-pride issues and asking ppl out and...other...stuff...XD
I want to power to stop time. after all, it's the only thing we can't get back. (beyond life, but who would want to live forever?? forever is a long,long time.)
I will buy from iTunes and set as meh ringtone =O
(yayyy)
everytime sum1 calls:
dundundundun.
XDDDD
harharhar.
^ ^
OKAYYy
i have some definitions i want from you guys::::
(don't read other ppls replies b4 you answer or ur answer will be screwed up)
1. Define "friend"
2. Define "trust"
andand fun stuff:
1. Would you rather be a girl or a guy? Why?
2. What superpower, if you could have one, would you want?
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I have no definitions. Ima leech of urs. =O
andand i'd rather be a girl because being a guy would be....weirdddd. with all those macho-pride issues and asking ppl out and...other...stuff...XD
I want to power to stop time. after all, it's the only thing we can't get back. (beyond life, but who would want to live forever?? forever is a long,long time.)
Friday, December 07, 2007
-glomp-
-crunches on heads-
mashing fruit flies is sick.
i mean, picking up the live ones o___O
they made a crunchy noise which was really gross.
-____-'
MIC sucked.
well, to be specific, i did.
(harharhar)
during pressure round my team got pwned...by washington...we lost 6 to 1
T__T
pitifullll.
-____-
and i really need to start reading the whole problem, and listening to the whole problem while im at it.
pitifulpitifulpitifulme.
stupidstupidstupid.
(oh well, that's not new)
time to...
STUDY!
i'm still on aristotle in notes.
-___-'
that's chapter like 10, btw.
around...pg 100 or less.
there are...500 pgs in the book
-dies-
must finish over weekend.
D<
IM EFFING SCERWED
i need to study for the timeline test too
and write the kierkegaard essay (which i haven't started)
(or thought about, for that matter)
and make a history outline (which thinking about is just painful)
alright....
i'm screwed.
dun
dun
dun
dun
must eat worms to relieve stress.
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mashing fruit flies is sick.
i mean, picking up the live ones o___O
they made a crunchy noise which was really gross.
-____-'
MIC sucked.
well, to be specific, i did.
(harharhar)
during pressure round my team got pwned...by washington...we lost 6 to 1
T__T
pitifullll.
-____-
and i really need to start reading the whole problem, and listening to the whole problem while im at it.
pitifulpitifulpitifulme.
stupidstupidstupid.
(oh well, that's not new)
time to...
STUDY!
i'm still on aristotle in notes.
-___-'
that's chapter like 10, btw.
around...pg 100 or less.
there are...500 pgs in the book
-dies-
must finish over weekend.
D<
IM EFFING SCERWED
i need to study for the timeline test too
and write the kierkegaard essay (which i haven't started)
(or thought about, for that matter)
and make a history outline (which thinking about is just painful)
alright....
i'm screwed.
dun
dun
dun
dun
must eat worms to relieve stress.
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
Essay!
Current Mood: Stressed and screwed. (from LA/SS)
Note: lol, I said if anyone needs my help. I don't think you do. XD
Prompt:
Would you choose your friends or your feelings? (beliefs) Support. (Assume that your feelings nad your friends are contradictory)
So someone came up and asked me this question, probably relating it to the recent stuff that has been happening. I wanted to know their responses too. And so here are their opinions as well as mine:
Me:
I would choose my feelings over my friends to avoid living a stressful, unhappy existence of a life. But my feelings are never in conflict with my friends, so I will not and do not ever need to make a decision like that. Otherwise they wouldn't be my friends. Also, my friends generally agree with me on the important things...at least enough for whatever I'm doing to be accepted (maybe even supported).
Dong:
Feelings over friends. I agree with Terry. Friends are either bad guides or great guides. Your feeling is what really decides your future and what you are trying to do.
Ben:
I would say friends, but there's a limit (e.g. James). In the end, doing what you feel is right is most important. If your friends won't let you do that, then they aren't your friends.
Preston: I don't trust my feelings. I trust moral laws. Yes, those are what I live by. But if they don't conflict, friends.
Emily: I would choose friends cause if you have firends you don't need to face life by yourself. =] If you choose your eelings over friends that seems arrogant. Be selfless rather than selfish!! However, if you choose something your friends do over your really strong beliefs like religion, then you should definitely choose your feelings!! Put others in front of you frist--in mild situations. Though you should enjoy life with friends, don't ever forget about yourself!
Yvonne: Friends, because if they were really my friends, they would understand and not bother me about my thoughts.
Pei: Friends over feelings. Otherwise you'd be all alone in the world.
Okay. Please comment and answer it too, even if you already have, you can add on to it (or correct me if I made a mistake in typing it)
Note: lol, I said if anyone needs my help. I don't think you do. XD
Prompt:
Would you choose your friends or your feelings? (beliefs) Support. (Assume that your feelings nad your friends are contradictory)
So someone came up and asked me this question, probably relating it to the recent stuff that has been happening. I wanted to know their responses too. And so here are their opinions as well as mine:
Me:
I would choose my feelings over my friends to avoid living a stressful, unhappy existence of a life. But my feelings are never in conflict with my friends, so I will not and do not ever need to make a decision like that. Otherwise they wouldn't be my friends. Also, my friends generally agree with me on the important things...at least enough for whatever I'm doing to be accepted (maybe even supported).
Dong:
Feelings over friends. I agree with Terry. Friends are either bad guides or great guides. Your feeling is what really decides your future and what you are trying to do.
Ben:
I would say friends, but there's a limit (e.g. James). In the end, doing what you feel is right is most important. If your friends won't let you do that, then they aren't your friends.
Preston: I don't trust my feelings. I trust moral laws. Yes, those are what I live by. But if they don't conflict, friends.
Emily: I would choose friends cause if you have firends you don't need to face life by yourself. =] If you choose your eelings over friends that seems arrogant. Be selfless rather than selfish!! However, if you choose something your friends do over your really strong beliefs like religion, then you should definitely choose your feelings!! Put others in front of you frist--in mild situations. Though you should enjoy life with friends, don't ever forget about yourself!
Yvonne: Friends, because if they were really my friends, they would understand and not bother me about my thoughts.
Pei: Friends over feelings. Otherwise you'd be all alone in the world.
Okay. Please comment and answer it too, even if you already have, you can add on to it (or correct me if I made a mistake in typing it)
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
-glomp-
Current Mood: ANNOYEDDDDD
Like heckkk.
-___-'
Oh well, not my problem. If anyone needs me, gimme a call. Otherwise, I'll just hide over here doing homework...have fun killing each other, too.
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Ribbons of magma spiralled outwards, reaching into the dark night sky. Ash and rock spewed into the air as the volcano erupted. The earth was plunged into a cloud of sulfuric dust and within weeks the tempurature of the earth had plummeted to below freezing. Humanity was gone.
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That was pretty sad, huh. -__- That's the type of video we're watching in Bio...
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Polypod: (sentence)
The polypod's many feet squirmed and twitched as the centipede was crushed under the car's wheel.
^ ^
Like heckkk.
-___-'
Oh well, not my problem. If anyone needs me, gimme a call. Otherwise, I'll just hide over here doing homework...have fun killing each other, too.
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Ribbons of magma spiralled outwards, reaching into the dark night sky. Ash and rock spewed into the air as the volcano erupted. The earth was plunged into a cloud of sulfuric dust and within weeks the tempurature of the earth had plummeted to below freezing. Humanity was gone.
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That was pretty sad, huh. -__- That's the type of video we're watching in Bio...
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Polypod: (sentence)
The polypod's many feet squirmed and twitched as the centipede was crushed under the car's wheel.
^ ^
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Current Mood: Peeved/Worried
o___O
1. I'm sorry that I can't understand what you're going through, but if you need help just ask. ><
2. Uh...James...did you comment that here for any particular reason? o__O And sure, spill your heart out. Um no, I don't particularily want to see you "turn into the monster you can become" or something like that...
o___O
1. I'm sorry that I can't understand what you're going through, but if you need help just ask. ><
2. Uh...James...did you comment that here for any particular reason? o__O And sure, spill your heart out. Um no, I don't particularily want to see you "turn into the monster you can become" or something like that...
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
im meltinggggg
-steam hisses out-
-___-'
i haven't taken a shower yet...
its sooo late...
stupid LA/SS stuff...
i'm still on the top hat for sophie notes
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iscrewed.
idoomed.
ahhhhhhhhh
-stress attacks me-
-dies-
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now im just tired.
must...stop...reading...fanfic...
-___-
ugh.
ima post...random junk!
yay =D
tmr is future problem solving and...
im stupid. T__T
oh well.
roper will be there XD
harharhar.
-ish lazy-
the only stuff i know is random medical/science junk.
liekliek most of the stuff is literature or history.
and that's like....unpleasant.
(and i hav noooo idea what it be talking about)
-fails-
lah!
guess what.
im screwed.
(haha, i bet you didn't know that) XD
erm. yah. ^ ^
IM SUCH A BAD, STUPID LITTLE GIRL.
x.x
i need do hw nao.
buhbai.
maybe i should play on gaia...
-___-'
i haven't taken a shower yet...
its sooo late...
stupid LA/SS stuff...
i'm still on the top hat for sophie notes
-____-
iscrewed.
idoomed.
ahhhhhhhhh
-stress attacks me-
-dies-
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now im just tired.
must...stop...reading...fanfic...
-___-
ugh.
ima post...random junk!
yay =D
tmr is future problem solving and...
im stupid. T__T
oh well.
roper will be there XD
harharhar.
-ish lazy-
the only stuff i know is random medical/science junk.
liekliek most of the stuff is literature or history.
and that's like....unpleasant.
(and i hav noooo idea what it be talking about)
-fails-
lah!
guess what.
im screwed.
(haha, i bet you didn't know that) XD
erm. yah. ^ ^
IM SUCH A BAD, STUPID LITTLE GIRL.
x.x
i need do hw nao.
buhbai.
maybe i should play on gaia...
Sunday, December 02, 2007
RAHHHH
I. Want. To. Kill. Something. Right. Now. Please? You. May. Want. To. Keep. Away. Thank. You.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
ICONS
(yay I win)
This better work...
hahahaha. =D
that one's depressing...
<3
Finally, someone understands. XD
isn't that sun positively awesome =D
XDDDD
This one is cool. yay, let's all die.
(yay.)
=]
(for you ppl)
(for pei. alchoholics!)
(hahahaha)
XD Larry has these:
OMG I LOVEE THIS:
YAY. =D
P.S. ...is there something not-interesting-enough or wrong with my posts? because i have 7 votes on my poll but comments from 3 different people...-___-' or perchance you guys are too lazy. that's okay. XD ima be lazy too. but what's the point of visiting a blog to vote? o__O well, unless you guys are voting multiple times. that would be lame. -gaspshockhorror- one person doesn't. want. candy. =O
This better work...
hahahaha. =D
that one's depressing...
<3
Finally, someone understands. XD
isn't that sun positively awesome =D
XDDDD
This one is cool. yay, let's all die.
(yay.)
=]
(for you ppl)
(for pei. alchoholics!)
(hahahaha)
XD Larry has these:
OMG I LOVEE THIS:
YAY. =D
P.S. ...is there something not-interesting-enough or wrong with my posts? because i have 7 votes on my poll but comments from 3 different people...-___-' or perchance you guys are too lazy. that's okay. XD ima be lazy too. but what's the point of visiting a blog to vote? o__O well, unless you guys are voting multiple times. that would be lame. -gaspshockhorror- one person doesn't. want. candy. =O
RAH
STRESS.
POOP.
Life is exciting.
Well, not mine. And I'm just being mean now.
But hey, life IS exciting.
Though in a bad way.
We should eat life.
And all the feelings.
And all the poop that's happening.
And all the counselors, too--before they can attempt to "help".
Hahahahaha.
>D
Lah.
I need to do homework. -sighsigh-
Too much work to do...David, where's your reasearch? ><
I found an awesome website on Berkeley...the same source as for my Anaxagoras project. In case you have no idea what I'm talking about, they're stupid, ugly poop-heads called "philosophers".
XD
Lahlahlahlha. Oops, I spelled the last one wrong.
Yay.
Ahhh I need candy too. To get high (heeheehee).
Ugh, our heater broke, the tempurature won't go higher than 58 F. Most annoying.
POOP.
Life is exciting.
Well, not mine. And I'm just being mean now.
But hey, life IS exciting.
Though in a bad way.
We should eat life.
And all the feelings.
And all the poop that's happening.
And all the counselors, too--before they can attempt to "help".
Hahahahaha.
>D
Lah.
I need to do homework. -sighsigh-
Too much work to do...David, where's your reasearch? ><
I found an awesome website on Berkeley...the same source as for my Anaxagoras project. In case you have no idea what I'm talking about, they're stupid, ugly poop-heads called "philosophers".
XD
Lahlahlahlha. Oops, I spelled the last one wrong.
Yay.
Ahhh I need candy too. To get high (heeheehee).
Ugh, our heater broke, the tempurature won't go higher than 58 F. Most annoying.
it's snowing
o___O
yesh it is.
even on mercer!
-gaspshockhorror-
well, actually
-gaspshockexcitement-
got to skip chinese school today ^ ^
but then i got banned from recreational internet by mommy...
-sighsigh-
yesh it is.
even on mercer!
-gaspshockhorror-
well, actually
-gaspshockexcitement-
got to skip chinese school today ^ ^
but then i got banned from recreational internet by mommy...
-sighsigh-
Thursday, November 29, 2007
For Procrastinating:
150 things not to do at hogwarts. XD
it's an awesome icon. not sure if it'll work...-crosses fingers-
^ ^
yayyy.
if you don't have like 30 min to spare, go read my other, more purposeful posts.
XD
otherwise, watch this (i don't blame you if you don't get all the way to one, i haven't either o__O XD)
lah.
and i'll go find some more to add too. ^ ^
it's an awesome icon. not sure if it'll work...-crosses fingers-
^ ^
yayyy.
if you don't have like 30 min to spare, go read my other, more purposeful posts.
XD
otherwise, watch this (i don't blame you if you don't get all the way to one, i haven't either o__O XD)
lah.
and i'll go find some more to add too. ^ ^
arghhh where'd it go D<
nuuuu its not working D<
T___T
-fails-
okayyy then.
yes.
(i know my layout sucks, shaddup. i spent 5 min.)
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
I think....
...
I've got some serious mental issues. I care about him a lotttt. A lottttlotttlottt. But when there are any problem-stuffs, I totally shut down. Like, emotion-wise. I don't know, is it like self-defense or something? But somehow I can convince myself to not care about whatever it is I don't want to feel. Yeah, mental issues for sure. There's something wrong with my head...o__O And the word "love" is a freakishly confusing one. I should...eat it. Just like I ate my emotions. It's almost as if 'happy' and 'mad' are all I can be...and I'm like always happy >< It's scaryyy. Hide meh. Just thinking makes me laugh...ahhhh what's wrong with me >< -dies- Er...yeah. Oh yeah....and I get jealous too easily. -___-' -pokes self- For all my "idontcare"-ness, I suppose I can't be in control all the time. I'm nuts. But still, I'm so grateful for all the good stuff that has happened...(yay) You know what. I have a theory! I'm always happy because I have the memory of a goldfish. Like, the emotions sometimes stick with me, but the cause of the emotion doesn't. So let's say that my "normal" is "happy". When I learn about something that is upsetting, my mood becomes "sad" or "distressed" as long as I think about that thing, right? Well, when I begin to forget, I return back to "happy" and have to be reminded to return to "distressed". After the first forgetting, I can't go back to as "distressed" as before. Still making sense? But it's different for other emotions. Anger, for example, sticks with me. I don't really know why. Last year after James made Pei cry, I was really pissed at him. And I stayed pretty pissed at him until the end of the year...but I'd forgotten why. It wasn't until Ben brought it up in a conversation that I remembered...And that's really kind of scary. I can't believe I just forgot...-pokes head- But I was still mad, even though I totally didn't know why. It only works for some things though. If whatever thought is pushing me out of "neutral" ("happy") is constantly being pulled back into my head either by myself or some other...whatever...then I'll stay out of neutral. Not for long though, it's like a disease-wears off over time. Then it's back to the hyped-up stuff as usual. Yay, I explained it. Whoohoo, I have a brain that probably resembles swiss cheese.
Oh yeah, I have another new post if you feel like checking it. It's rather a waste of time (helped me stop hyperventilating ^ ^) but just saying. =D
I've got some serious mental issues. I care about him a lotttt. A lottttlotttlottt. But when there are any problem-stuffs, I totally shut down. Like, emotion-wise. I don't know, is it like self-defense or something? But somehow I can convince myself to not care about whatever it is I don't want to feel. Yeah, mental issues for sure. There's something wrong with my head...o__O And the word "love" is a freakishly confusing one. I should...eat it. Just like I ate my emotions. It's almost as if 'happy' and 'mad' are all I can be...and I'm like always happy >< It's scaryyy. Hide meh. Just thinking makes me laugh...ahhhh what's wrong with me >< -dies- Er...yeah. Oh yeah....and I get jealous too easily. -___-' -pokes self- For all my "idontcare"-ness, I suppose I can't be in control all the time. I'm nuts. But still, I'm so grateful for all the good stuff that has happened...(yay) You know what. I have a theory! I'm always happy because I have the memory of a goldfish. Like, the emotions sometimes stick with me, but the cause of the emotion doesn't. So let's say that my "normal" is "happy". When I learn about something that is upsetting, my mood becomes "sad" or "distressed" as long as I think about that thing, right? Well, when I begin to forget, I return back to "happy" and have to be reminded to return to "distressed". After the first forgetting, I can't go back to as "distressed" as before. Still making sense? But it's different for other emotions. Anger, for example, sticks with me. I don't really know why. Last year after James made Pei cry, I was really pissed at him. And I stayed pretty pissed at him until the end of the year...but I'd forgotten why. It wasn't until Ben brought it up in a conversation that I remembered...And that's really kind of scary. I can't believe I just forgot...-pokes head- But I was still mad, even though I totally didn't know why. It only works for some things though. If whatever thought is pushing me out of "neutral" ("happy") is constantly being pulled back into my head either by myself or some other...whatever...then I'll stay out of neutral. Not for long though, it's like a disease-wears off over time. Then it's back to the hyped-up stuff as usual. Yay, I explained it. Whoohoo, I have a brain that probably resembles swiss cheese.
Oh yeah, I have another new post if you feel like checking it. It's rather a waste of time (helped me stop hyperventilating ^ ^) but just saying. =D
x.x
-hyperventilates-
-freaks out-
-procrastinates some more-
-dies-
-stares at chinese hw-
-pokes piano-
-looks at shower-
-stares at clock-
-dies again-
-thinks about SS-
-thinks about everything that has forgotten-
-feels really, really screwed-
-wants to play on gaia-
-stares at skit script-
-stares at edits-
-pokes lizzy for email-
-nothing happens-
-dies again-
-attempts to memorize lines-
-freezes to death because heater is broken-
-wants to read book-
-feels stupid-
-needs to finish sophie-
-opens word document-
-leaves blank-
-stares at book-
-dies for the third time-
-eats sophie's world-
-eats albert knag too-
-has indigestion-
-wants to freeze time-
-wishes had magical power-
-wants to kill something-
-kills something-
-dies-
-freaks out-
-procrastinates some more-
-dies-
-stares at chinese hw-
-pokes piano-
-looks at shower-
-stares at clock-
-dies again-
-thinks about SS-
-thinks about everything that has forgotten-
-feels really, really screwed-
-wants to play on gaia-
-stares at skit script-
-stares at edits-
-pokes lizzy for email-
-nothing happens-
-dies again-
-attempts to memorize lines-
-freezes to death because heater is broken-
-wants to read book-
-feels stupid-
-needs to finish sophie-
-opens word document-
-leaves blank-
-stares at book-
-dies for the third time-
-eats sophie's world-
-eats albert knag too-
-has indigestion-
-wants to freeze time-
-wishes had magical power-
-wants to kill something-
-kills something-
-dies-
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Worm Song (humanified)
Current Mood: Hyped
Lolllll well everyone is a bit crazy and nuts. Well okay, some people are less nuts than others, but hey-our hamsters all die at some point. ^ ^
Ohhhh so I was feeling rather vicious on the car...and I wrote a sequel to the worm song! It has nothing to do with worms though. And I fail at rhyming. =D
The Worm Song
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll go eat worms—
Long ones, short ones,
Fat ones, skinny ones,
Ooey, gooey, icky, sticky worms.
Chomp off the heads and
Squish out the juice and
Throw the tails away—
Nobody knows how I survive on worms three times a day!
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll go eat worms—
Big fat juicy ones,
Eensy, teensy, squeensy ones,
See how they wiggle and squirm.
Long, thin, slimy ones go down easily,
Big fat fuzzy ones don’t.
Big fat fuzzy ones stick to your teeth while the juice runs down your throat.
Down goes the first one,
Down goes the second one,
Feel how they wiggle and squirm—
Now I found out,
Nobody hates me,
Why’d I eat those worms?
(introduced to me by Anita)
The Worm Song (Humanified)
By Theresa
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll kill them all—
Kick them, punch them,
Shoot them, eat them,
Stupid, ugly, fat, retarded pee-oh-pall.
Chop off the heads and
Stomp out the life and
Throw the guts away—
Nobody knows how I survive on blood three times a day.
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll kill them all—
Fat, short, ugly ones,
Tall, thin, stupid ones,
Watch how they scream and bawl.
Down goes the first one,
Down goes the second one,
Look at the bright red wall—
Now I found out,
Nobody hated me,
Why’d I kill them all?
Yayyy. ^ ^
Thankies Anita, for the suggestion XD.
Heeheehee. =P
Blahhh got banned from blogger for a week. Well, as long as my mom doesn't catch me...-giggles hysterically-
Okay sorry I'm being weird again. ... ... ...
Lolllll well everyone is a bit crazy and nuts. Well okay, some people are less nuts than others, but hey-our hamsters all die at some point. ^ ^
Ohhhh so I was feeling rather vicious on the car...and I wrote a sequel to the worm song! It has nothing to do with worms though. And I fail at rhyming. =D
The Worm Song
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll go eat worms—
Long ones, short ones,
Fat ones, skinny ones,
Ooey, gooey, icky, sticky worms.
Chomp off the heads and
Squish out the juice and
Throw the tails away—
Nobody knows how I survive on worms three times a day!
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll go eat worms—
Big fat juicy ones,
Eensy, teensy, squeensy ones,
See how they wiggle and squirm.
Long, thin, slimy ones go down easily,
Big fat fuzzy ones don’t.
Big fat fuzzy ones stick to your teeth while the juice runs down your throat.
Down goes the first one,
Down goes the second one,
Feel how they wiggle and squirm—
Now I found out,
Nobody hates me,
Why’d I eat those worms?
(introduced to me by Anita)
The Worm Song (Humanified)
By Theresa
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll kill them all—
Kick them, punch them,
Shoot them, eat them,
Stupid, ugly, fat, retarded pee-oh-pall.
Chop off the heads and
Stomp out the life and
Throw the guts away—
Nobody knows how I survive on blood three times a day.
Nobody likes me,
Everybody hates me,
Guess I’ll kill them all—
Fat, short, ugly ones,
Tall, thin, stupid ones,
Watch how they scream and bawl.
Down goes the first one,
Down goes the second one,
Look at the bright red wall—
Now I found out,
Nobody hated me,
Why’d I kill them all?
Yayyy. ^ ^
Thankies Anita, for the suggestion XD.
Heeheehee. =P
Blahhh got banned from blogger for a week. Well, as long as my mom doesn't catch me...-giggles hysterically-
Okay sorry I'm being weird again. ... ... ...
-dices fingers-
Yeah, I'm totally not feeling gory lately.
Current Mood: Retarded (and nuts)
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. lalala. ^ ^ Lalalalalalaaaaaalaaaaalaaaaa. !!! Lah.
Uh yeah that was really normal of me, wasn’t it? No copy/pasting. ^ ^ We all have our momentary snatches of madness. We all suffer from marble-losing infections. No, it’s not exactly contagious. Sure, it spreads—but not like –cough- you-have-the-disease-now type of spread. ^ ^ Brainwashing…Fun, isn’t it? It’s amazing how crazy us little middle school people can get. Brilliant, really. (Amusing too)
P.S. Because I changed my blog to show only the most recent post, you might want to check the older posts just to check if you missed something important. ^ ^
P.P.S. (or is it PSS?) I'm probably going to profile Helen first. Any other suggestions?
Current Mood: Retarded (and nuts)
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. lalala. ^ ^ Lalalalalalaaaaaalaaaaalaaaaa. !!! Lah.
Uh yeah that was really normal of me, wasn’t it? No copy/pasting. ^ ^ We all have our momentary snatches of madness. We all suffer from marble-losing infections. No, it’s not exactly contagious. Sure, it spreads—but not like –cough- you-have-the-disease-now type of spread. ^ ^ Brainwashing…Fun, isn’t it? It’s amazing how crazy us little middle school people can get. Brilliant, really. (Amusing too)
P.S. Because I changed my blog to show only the most recent post, you might want to check the older posts just to check if you missed something important. ^ ^
P.P.S. (or is it PSS?) I'm probably going to profile Helen first. Any other suggestions?
Sunday, November 25, 2007
-rips out heart-
=D
Just like beowulf did to that dragon-thing...that was his son XD
^ ^
Hrm. Since lotsa you seem to be voting on the polls instead of commenting (whether you're simply too lazy or don't want to ruin the 0=] face) i suppose i'll be mean and not set up a poll for profile ppl ^ ^
okay
sososo this is what i want you to do:
nominate a person (who isn't yourself) to be profiled
and say why, or at least why you picked them...mayber you're just curious?
anyways, just tell me the person you want to see a profile on (keep in mind it's all what i see, might be totally different from whatyousee/whatitis/whattheymean)
okay?
first: I can't do a profile on someone who has less than 30 posts. like actual posts, not random little sentences strewn about everywhere XD
second: Don't kill me for my profiles-opinions are great though, I'd love so read about your thoughts on each person
third: I'm feeling rather crazy lately so the profiles might be a bit...off
fourth: If you ask me to do another profile on the same person several profiles later, I might do one again-and have a totally different outlook
^ ^
Just like beowulf did to that dragon-thing...that was his son XD
^ ^
Hrm. Since lotsa you seem to be voting on the polls instead of commenting (whether you're simply too lazy or don't want to ruin the 0=] face) i suppose i'll be mean and not set up a poll for profile ppl ^ ^
okay
sososo this is what i want you to do:
nominate a person (who isn't yourself) to be profiled
and say why, or at least why you picked them...mayber you're just curious?
anyways, just tell me the person you want to see a profile on (keep in mind it's all what i see, might be totally different from whatyousee/whatitis/whattheymean)
okay?
first: I can't do a profile on someone who has less than 30 posts. like actual posts, not random little sentences strewn about everywhere XD
second: Don't kill me for my profiles-opinions are great though, I'd love so read about your thoughts on each person
third: I'm feeling rather crazy lately so the profiles might be a bit...off
fourth: If you ask me to do another profile on the same person several profiles later, I might do one again-and have a totally different outlook
^ ^
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Idea?
I'm not sure, but this might be fun. ^ ^
At least it'll be something to write about. I've been noticing how different people are on blogger in comparison to real life. And so, I'm going to write a series of people profiles based on your blog posts. I can't write good ones if you haven't been on blogger for long/don't have many posts, so I'm sorry if I don't write one for you...^ ^' But yes. I'm probably not going to have much time to do this, so I'll have tons of posts in-between the profiles...Do you think it's a good idea? Who should I start with?
At least it'll be something to write about. I've been noticing how different people are on blogger in comparison to real life. And so, I'm going to write a series of people profiles based on your blog posts. I can't write good ones if you haven't been on blogger for long/don't have many posts, so I'm sorry if I don't write one for you...^ ^' But yes. I'm probably not going to have much time to do this, so I'll have tons of posts in-between the profiles...Do you think it's a good idea? Who should I start with?
Friday, November 23, 2007
ARGH
I haven't posted in agesss.
I'm sooo...purpose-less.
...
Oh well, I suppose that's a good thing, yes?
heehee.
I will...
eat cookies...
and get fat.
=O
Oh oh oh I have a goal! Today I will write a chunk post. Yay. Likelikelike a big, fat chunk. With no enters. Yay, kill everyone-who-tries-to-read-it's eyeballs. Heeheehee. -is totally normal- I haven't played piano for...3 days now. I'm sooo screwed. My piano teacher be very mad on Tuesday. Wait actually I haven't played piano for 4 days. -giggles nervously- Um, yeah. Doomed. Ah, I think I failed the SS test. And all that stress for nothing, too. How lame. What a waste of an increase in blood pressure. -sighsigh- Alright, time to find something interesting to post about...lalala...I'm dying of boredom...-sighsigh- Oh....I'm going to watch Beowulf on Sunday with several friends...lah...-yawn- I was going to binge on sleep this weekend but gaia is too addicting...I need another 100k of gold to get all the junk I need...-sighsigh- gold takes too long to earn...and the amount gets less and less...-sighsigh- I wish it was as easy as neopets...-yawn- I still don't know how to use the stupid digital image processing thing. It's like Microsoft's photoshop. My dad is all like "I don't know" but he should! He was one of the designing people! Goshies. -glares at dad- Oh well. Instruction manuals suck. Moving on to the next thing that pops into my head...Okay, facebook is definitely retarded. Arghh. New account=more pains. And photobucket sucks too. I forgot my old username...too many accounts....-dies- Time to go watch some random movie my dad rented...Argh I'll continue maybe some other time. Sorry this isn't a very interesting or big chunk...I'm rather brain dead right now...
--
ARGHHHH!!!! I lost my AE all-access pass...the whole packet thing full of it...-sighsigh- and I got three things today...D< Ugh. Time to search. You know what? I'm a pig. I live in a pigsty. Seriously. Everything is such a mess! And I can remember seeing the pass everywhere-like a month ago. A month is a very long time. And the car, downstairs, my room and the dining room are very big. With lots of trash cans. Though I don't think I threw it away. Must keep searching. After a nights of sleep, that is. And play piano. (Hey I actually finished my homework) And earn lots of gold on gaia. And make a Hogwarts holiday banner. Alright, I'm screwed.
--
Crappp. I lost my cellphone. Why does this always happen to me? First my camera, now my cellphone. Ugh. I think I left it in the PE locker rooms on Wednesday. This is really, really stupid. I want to kill something now. I never found my camera. Probably someone took it. My cellphone just so happens to be off, too. Damnnnnn.
I'm sooo...purpose-less.
...
Oh well, I suppose that's a good thing, yes?
heehee.
I will...
eat cookies...
and get fat.
=O
Oh oh oh I have a goal! Today I will write a chunk post. Yay. Likelikelike a big, fat chunk. With no enters. Yay, kill everyone-who-tries-to-read-it's eyeballs. Heeheehee. -is totally normal- I haven't played piano for...3 days now. I'm sooo screwed. My piano teacher be very mad on Tuesday. Wait actually I haven't played piano for 4 days. -giggles nervously- Um, yeah. Doomed. Ah, I think I failed the SS test. And all that stress for nothing, too. How lame. What a waste of an increase in blood pressure. -sighsigh- Alright, time to find something interesting to post about...lalala...I'm dying of boredom...-sighsigh- Oh....I'm going to watch Beowulf on Sunday with several friends...lah...-yawn- I was going to binge on sleep this weekend but gaia is too addicting...I need another 100k of gold to get all the junk I need...-sighsigh- gold takes too long to earn...and the amount gets less and less...-sighsigh- I wish it was as easy as neopets...-yawn- I still don't know how to use the stupid digital image processing thing. It's like Microsoft's photoshop. My dad is all like "I don't know" but he should! He was one of the designing people! Goshies. -glares at dad- Oh well. Instruction manuals suck. Moving on to the next thing that pops into my head...Okay, facebook is definitely retarded. Arghh. New account=more pains. And photobucket sucks too. I forgot my old username...too many accounts....-dies- Time to go watch some random movie my dad rented...Argh I'll continue maybe some other time. Sorry this isn't a very interesting or big chunk...I'm rather brain dead right now...
--
ARGHHHH!!!! I lost my AE all-access pass...the whole packet thing full of it...-sighsigh- and I got three things today...D< Ugh. Time to search. You know what? I'm a pig. I live in a pigsty. Seriously. Everything is such a mess! And I can remember seeing the pass everywhere-like a month ago. A month is a very long time. And the car, downstairs, my room and the dining room are very big. With lots of trash cans. Though I don't think I threw it away. Must keep searching. After a nights of sleep, that is. And play piano. (Hey I actually finished my homework) And earn lots of gold on gaia. And make a Hogwarts holiday banner. Alright, I'm screwed.
--
Crappp. I lost my cellphone. Why does this always happen to me? First my camera, now my cellphone. Ugh. I think I left it in the PE locker rooms on Wednesday. This is really, really stupid. I want to kill something now. I never found my camera. Probably someone took it. My cellphone just so happens to be off, too. Damnnnnn.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
-bingebingebinge-
(on sleep)
=O
YAY
OHOHOHOH I HAVE TWO STORIES
^ ^
YAYYY
yesh.
sososo one is like not happy and the other is like awesomeful
background info:
I was feeling high but I needed to get to sleep to I tried to calm myself down with a story. But the story is all depressing and weird -___-'
There was a single amoeba floating amongst a large group of amoebas. All the other amoebas were gathered in little clumps. Each amoeba appeared to be exactly the same. They were all copies of the same creator amoeba. So why am I so alone?
heeeheeheehee
magical, yesh?
very normal. made me want to sleep.
I FAIL AT WRITING FANFICTION
but hey, i tried.
my 2nd story:
A little green puffle was eating ice cream, and dropped it. Staring at the ice cream on the floor, the green puffle growled and stepped on it in anger. Then the green puffle devoured the universe for having gravity.
Yay. ^ ^
=O
YAY
OHOHOHOH I HAVE TWO STORIES
^ ^
YAYYY
yesh.
sososo one is like not happy and the other is like awesomeful
background info:
I was feeling high but I needed to get to sleep to I tried to calm myself down with a story. But the story is all depressing and weird -___-'
There was a single amoeba floating amongst a large group of amoebas. All the other amoebas were gathered in little clumps. Each amoeba appeared to be exactly the same. They were all copies of the same creator amoeba. So why am I so alone?
heeeheeheehee
magical, yesh?
very normal. made me want to sleep.
I FAIL AT WRITING FANFICTION
but hey, i tried.
my 2nd story:
A little green puffle was eating ice cream, and dropped it. Staring at the ice cream on the floor, the green puffle growled and stepped on it in anger. Then the green puffle devoured the universe for having gravity.
Yay. ^ ^
Monday, November 19, 2007
...2
Can you die from lack of sleep? Cause that would stink.
I wonder if I'm destroying my kidneys. Or liver. Or whatever. D<
I really need to concentrate...I think I'll do it all tomorrow (ha)
Alright, time to sleep.
First, I'm going to write a bit of my fanfic!
Or maybe, I should create...an autocosm. Yay.
I think I've lost my marbles, and the hamster died too.
Isn't that wonderful?
Okay, I definitely need to make up for all the 5-hour nights...
I wonder if I'm destroying my kidneys. Or liver. Or whatever. D<
I really need to concentrate...I think I'll do it all tomorrow (ha)
Alright, time to sleep.
First, I'm going to write a bit of my fanfic!
Or maybe, I should create...an autocosm. Yay.
I think I've lost my marbles, and the hamster died too.
Isn't that wonderful?
Okay, I definitely need to make up for all the 5-hour nights...
Sunday, November 18, 2007
PLEASE HELP MEEEEE
AHHHHHHHHH.
How do you make the dead verbs "is" and "are" alive?
Like, the gods are ______ and the other god is _______
but are and is are (hahaha) dead.
ARGHHH
areareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareare.
are
are
are
are
is
are
is
are
is.
is
isisis.
isisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisis.
WHAT NOW, MRS. BENZINGER.
ps. Ivy got into Ravenclaw =D
How do you make the dead verbs "is" and "are" alive?
Like, the gods are ______ and the other god is _______
but are and is are (hahaha) dead.
ARGHHH
areareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareareare.
are
are
are
are
is
are
is
are
is.
is
isisis.
isisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisisis.
WHAT NOW, MRS. BENZINGER.
ps. Ivy got into Ravenclaw =D
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Why?
Because I love you that much.
Because I am that obsessed.
Because you mean that much to me.
Because you are that big of a part in my life.
Because you are always there for me.
Because you make me that crazy.
Because you are sweet.
Because of how awesome you are to me.
Because you make me that happy.
Becaues of the warm feeling I get whenever I see you.
Because of my uncontrollable attachment to you.
Because you have that much of an influence on me.
Because being away from you for too long makes me depressed.
Because I can depend on you.
Because you care about me.
Because you are that adorable.
Because I feel safe and secure just by being around you.
Because you are kind and sincere to everyone.
Because I adore you that much.
Because I need you so much.
Because you make me want to laugh.
Because I want you to feel the spark too.
Because you cheer me up.
Because I don't want to follow other people's paths.
Because I would be hollow without you.
Because you make my lows and highs.
Because you make me feel amazing.
Because I don't want to make the same mistakes as other people.
Because of the time you've given me.
Because you make my day.
Because I could never let you go.
Because you're the only one who can make me feel insecure.
Because shutting down is painful.
Because you make me feel.
Because I have problems.
Because you make me vulnerable.
Because I need you more than you think.
Because you're okay with my normalness.
Because everything else is changing.
Because I don't want things to change.
Because you are comforting.
Because everyone has lost their marbles.
Because everything is different now.
Because...
Because I am that obsessed.
Because you mean that much to me.
Because you are that big of a part in my life.
Because you are always there for me.
Because you make me that crazy.
Because you are sweet.
Because of how awesome you are to me.
Because you make me that happy.
Becaues of the warm feeling I get whenever I see you.
Because of my uncontrollable attachment to you.
Because you have that much of an influence on me.
Because being away from you for too long makes me depressed.
Because I can depend on you.
Because you care about me.
Because you are that adorable.
Because I feel safe and secure just by being around you.
Because you are kind and sincere to everyone.
Because I adore you that much.
Because I need you so much.
Because you make me want to laugh.
Because I want you to feel the spark too.
Because you cheer me up.
Because I don't want to follow other people's paths.
Because I would be hollow without you.
Because you make my lows and highs.
Because you make me feel amazing.
Because I don't want to make the same mistakes as other people.
Because of the time you've given me.
Because you make my day.
Because I could never let you go.
Because you're the only one who can make me feel insecure.
Because shutting down is painful.
Because you make me feel.
Because I have problems.
Because you make me vulnerable.
Because I need you more than you think.
Because you're okay with my normalness.
Because everything else is changing.
Because I don't want things to change.
Because you are comforting.
Because everyone has lost their marbles.
Because everything is different now.
Because...
Friday, November 16, 2007
BLAH
I feel a tad crazy.
I am to try and be more self-controlled.
Yesh.
Think out everything before saying anything.
And don't let anythinggg get to you.
-carves into brain-
heehee.
I'm working on it.
But for now...
gaia!
I am to try and be more self-controlled.
Yesh.
Think out everything before saying anything.
And don't let anythinggg get to you.
-carves into brain-
heehee.
I'm working on it.
But for now...
gaia!
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
gaia ppl!
blah poll=too much effort...
okay then.
but poll=about 6 or poll dies
-___-
i make new ones!
yayyy!
tmr.
XD
Blah.
This is seriously psycho. (mind, spirit)
Lah. I normal. Very, very normal. Yay. Errr…
Fanfiction!
I’m Gaiaonline obsessed.
Wasting all my time.
Need sleep.
Must think of something else.
Beyond Gaia.
-twitches-
I’m in a Harry Potter guild!
Pei’s in it too.
But she hasn’t been sorted yet.
Why am I telling you this?
I’ll post later when I have something ‘meaningful’ and ‘interesting’ to talk about.
Which will be…years and years from now.
But then again posting meaningless random stuff is cool too.
I’m going to write a Harry Potter Holiday fanfic because there’s going to be a competition for it in the guild. Heehee.
okay then.
but poll=about 6 or poll dies
-___-
i make new ones!
yayyy!
tmr.
XD
Blah.
This is seriously psycho. (mind, spirit)
Lah. I normal. Very, very normal. Yay. Errr…
Fanfiction!
I’m Gaiaonline obsessed.
Wasting all my time.
Need sleep.
Must think of something else.
Beyond Gaia.
-twitches-
I’m in a Harry Potter guild!
Pei’s in it too.
But she hasn’t been sorted yet.
Why am I telling you this?
I’ll post later when I have something ‘meaningful’ and ‘interesting’ to talk about.
Which will be…years and years from now.
But then again posting meaningless random stuff is cool too.
I’m going to write a Harry Potter Holiday fanfic because there’s going to be a competition for it in the guild. Heehee.
Monday, November 12, 2007
voteeee
tell me which one you like the best ::D
(or order them in preference, etc)
-copies pei-
they're all based off of meh gaia avvie...
(1)
voted #3 three times
(2)
voted #1 twice
voted #2 once
(3)
voted #1 once
voted #2 once
(4)
voted #3 once
(5)
voted #2 twice
voted #3 once
(6)
voted #2 once
(7)
(8)
voted #1 once
voted #4 once
(9)
voted #1 once
(or order them in preference, etc)
-copies pei-
they're all based off of meh gaia avvie...
(1)
voted #3 three times
(2)
voted #1 twice
voted #2 once
(3)
voted #1 once
voted #2 once
(4)
voted #3 once
(5)
voted #2 twice
voted #3 once
(6)
voted #2 once
(7)
(8)
voted #1 once
voted #4 once
(9)
voted #1 once
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Fairy Dust
Yay.
You know
what? I feel
very happy right
now, but I have no
idea why. I am just feeling
kind of happy and hyper. Maybe
I should not eat so much sugar at once.
There is a test coming up. That is slightly not
happy. I have so much homework, I should be doing
that instead of staying up very late typing something random
and completely time-wasting such as this. But I'm demented like
that. The latest fanfic hasn't come out yet. I need to make up a ton of
LA/SS stuff which is very stupid. I think I should kill something maybe.
I'm exhausted. Did you know that Spokane is very, very, very far
away? Amazing, don't you think? Spokane is so far away it is
poopie. And the car broke down on the way back, which is
even more poopie. Because now the car is retarded.
We were stuck in the middle of nowhere between
Ellensburg and Spokane. I mean, seriously. Of
all the places to have your car break down...
Haha. But I still think pianos are evil and
one day I'll get squished flat by one of
them. Evil, nasty things. We should
eat them. Yes, that is a good idea.
Along with all the history text
books in the world. Who
cares if we learn
history or not?
It's not as if
knowing
our
past
mistakes
is stopping
us from making
them again...cough.
Stupid people. Aren't
you kind of glad that written
records have only existed for so
long? Imagine in another thousand
years. Think of how many dates students
in the far, far future will have to memorize.
They might even have to memorize time and
exact date and stuff like that. Terrible. Disgusting.
Numbers. And math! I need to make up all of that too.
Especially because logs are a bit on the confusing side. Okay
not really, but 16 pages of math is very stressful just to think about.
Of all the things I could have missed in math, I just had to miss
the day Ms. Kol went over logarithms. Stupidness. Why?
Gah. I should write another story. Except all my
creativity got drained. I read all of the fanfic
links that Sprite put up. Now I'm bored.
Maybe I should sleep....Nah. I can't!
The car ride was horrible! Like
sleep but not really. BLAH.
I'm beginning to think
that I should actually
try to stick to a
semi-normal
sleeping
schedule, but
then thinking about
that is kind of exhausting
...poopie. I need to stop rambling.
Mrs. Benzinger would be ashamed. Oh
well. Did you actually read down to here? Wow.
I'm not happy anymore. Just tired. Stupid post. And
I was all happy and sugar high before. Jeesh. Evilness. --____--
You know
what? I feel
very happy right
now, but I have no
idea why. I am just feeling
kind of happy and hyper. Maybe
I should not eat so much sugar at once.
There is a test coming up. That is slightly not
happy. I have so much homework, I should be doing
that instead of staying up very late typing something random
and completely time-wasting such as this. But I'm demented like
that. The latest fanfic hasn't come out yet. I need to make up a ton of
LA/SS stuff which is very stupid. I think I should kill something maybe.
I'm exhausted. Did you know that Spokane is very, very, very far
away? Amazing, don't you think? Spokane is so far away it is
poopie. And the car broke down on the way back, which is
even more poopie. Because now the car is retarded.
We were stuck in the middle of nowhere between
Ellensburg and Spokane. I mean, seriously. Of
all the places to have your car break down...
Haha. But I still think pianos are evil and
one day I'll get squished flat by one of
them. Evil, nasty things. We should
eat them. Yes, that is a good idea.
Along with all the history text
books in the world. Who
cares if we learn
history or not?
It's not as if
knowing
our
past
mistakes
is stopping
us from making
them again...cough.
Stupid people. Aren't
you kind of glad that written
records have only existed for so
long? Imagine in another thousand
years. Think of how many dates students
in the far, far future will have to memorize.
They might even have to memorize time and
exact date and stuff like that. Terrible. Disgusting.
Numbers. And math! I need to make up all of that too.
Especially because logs are a bit on the confusing side. Okay
not really, but 16 pages of math is very stressful just to think about.
Of all the things I could have missed in math, I just had to miss
the day Ms. Kol went over logarithms. Stupidness. Why?
Gah. I should write another story. Except all my
creativity got drained. I read all of the fanfic
links that Sprite put up. Now I'm bored.
Maybe I should sleep....Nah. I can't!
The car ride was horrible! Like
sleep but not really. BLAH.
I'm beginning to think
that I should actually
try to stick to a
semi-normal
sleeping
schedule, but
then thinking about
that is kind of exhausting
...poopie. I need to stop rambling.
Mrs. Benzinger would be ashamed. Oh
well. Did you actually read down to here? Wow.
I'm not happy anymore. Just tired. Stupid post. And
I was all happy and sugar high before. Jeesh. Evilness. --____--
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
ZAP
-fried-
-toast-
-dead-
DEATH BY PIANO!!!!!!!!!!
-hides under table-
i have a story too!
...
Once upon a time, there was a pikachu. The pikachu wanted to be special and magical and so ate a lump of fairy dust. (which was actually meth) The pikachu felt very magical indeed after eating the fairy dust and started zapping random people. Yay.
...Yeah I'm totally normal...
Another one!!!
Once upon a time, there was a beach. Many people went to the beach every day, passing through it and playing on it. Sometimes people would take a part of the beach away. Though the ocean was always bringing back more things and adding to the beach, the people who visited the beach took too much stuff away from the beach that slowly the beach began to disappear. The beach was dying and falling apart. The beach was sad and started crying. It flooded itself, and became angry and irrational. Suddenly, the beach flew up and started destroying everything around it. All that was left was....a giant hole. And a ton of little kids fell into the hole because they were stupid. The end.
Yay for symbolism. ::D
Though I guess the destroying stuff can't be applied because no one actually started destroying everything....but that made the story fun ==D
-toast-
-dead-
DEATH BY PIANO!!!!!!!!!!
-hides under table-
i have a story too!
...
Once upon a time, there was a pikachu. The pikachu wanted to be special and magical and so ate a lump of fairy dust. (which was actually meth) The pikachu felt very magical indeed after eating the fairy dust and started zapping random people. Yay.
...Yeah I'm totally normal...
Another one!!!
Once upon a time, there was a beach. Many people went to the beach every day, passing through it and playing on it. Sometimes people would take a part of the beach away. Though the ocean was always bringing back more things and adding to the beach, the people who visited the beach took too much stuff away from the beach that slowly the beach began to disappear. The beach was dying and falling apart. The beach was sad and started crying. It flooded itself, and became angry and irrational. Suddenly, the beach flew up and started destroying everything around it. All that was left was....a giant hole. And a ton of little kids fell into the hole because they were stupid. The end.
Yay for symbolism. ::D
Though I guess the destroying stuff can't be applied because no one actually started destroying everything....but that made the story fun ==D
Saturday, November 03, 2007
...
i feel kinda drained.
i think im unintentionally pushing him away.
because nothing has really changed, but there's awkwardness.
poopie.
weekends are annoying.
im so clingy.
i think im unintentionally pushing him away.
because nothing has really changed, but there's awkwardness.
poopie.
weekends are annoying.
im so clingy.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I
...
don't have any problems.
therefore...
hahaha i hav nothing to post about --_____--
-sigh-
i rlyrlyrly should be studying for the test.
or playing piano.
bad theresa.
-slaps self-
-procrastinates further-
i wonder wat high school will be like.
more/less problem filled?
i wont get to see all of you anymor TT.TT
ugh.
ughughughugh.
btw if ur seeing 'hug' ur just imagining things.
alicia keys "karma" is very hoppy.
lah.
now i shall...
write in a solid chunk!
which means i have to actually...kinda write in sentences? not really. five min to studying. crappp. im sorry for u orchestra ppls who have so much less time. not that i used my time...heh. oh wait i do have something to post about! actually im just kinda pissed about this. but it really isn't my problem, though it def. affects me. a lotttt.
lets give these ppl names. uhhh....Lily, Jenna and...Keith. Okay? We don't know anyone with those names, yes? ah. lily is keith's ex. jenna and keith are going out now. lily is aware of this. she still likes keith, even though she broke up with him. keith still likes her too. keith and jenna argue a lot. jenna went on vacation and now keith and lily are talking a lot (b4 they totally ignored each other). jenna is totally unaware of this. lily's mom hates keith. ah yes. to add to this problem? jenna and keith are engaged.
yes this a bigbigbigbigbig fatfatfatfat problem. but i refuse to be affected at all. they not going to involve me at alll. no way. -becomes a rock-
yay for me. thats about it. time to study...TT.TT
don't have any problems.
therefore...
hahaha i hav nothing to post about --_____--
-sigh-
i rlyrlyrly should be studying for the test.
or playing piano.
bad theresa.
-slaps self-
-procrastinates further-
i wonder wat high school will be like.
more/less problem filled?
i wont get to see all of you anymor TT.TT
ugh.
ughughughugh.
btw if ur seeing 'hug' ur just imagining things.
alicia keys "karma" is very hoppy.
lah.
now i shall...
write in a solid chunk!
which means i have to actually...kinda write in sentences? not really. five min to studying. crappp. im sorry for u orchestra ppls who have so much less time. not that i used my time...heh. oh wait i do have something to post about! actually im just kinda pissed about this. but it really isn't my problem, though it def. affects me. a lotttt.
lets give these ppl names. uhhh....Lily, Jenna and...Keith. Okay? We don't know anyone with those names, yes? ah. lily is keith's ex. jenna and keith are going out now. lily is aware of this. she still likes keith, even though she broke up with him. keith still likes her too. keith and jenna argue a lot. jenna went on vacation and now keith and lily are talking a lot (b4 they totally ignored each other). jenna is totally unaware of this. lily's mom hates keith. ah yes. to add to this problem? jenna and keith are engaged.
yes this a bigbigbigbigbig fatfatfatfat problem. but i refuse to be affected at all. they not going to involve me at alll. no way. -becomes a rock-
yay for me. thats about it. time to study...TT.TT
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I HATE YOU!
...
in a good way of course.
:P
-____-
yesh.
unfortunately people can not seem to understand how hate can be in a good way, but being "wind" and not-hearable isn't very hateful.
therefore...
i shall be "hateful" XD (difficult, i know) as an example!
only to one person.
for as long as it takes for him to understand the difference between hate in a good way and hate in a bad way.
though i was kidding when i said that >.>
poopy.
he shunned me for a class and a half.
T.T
oh well :3
-hops up and down-
sprite got me addicted to fanfic...
and the person who wrote the stranger trilogy has another story!
:O
"Harry Potter and the Emerald Scepter"
magical.
unfortunately i read all the completed chapters of the stranger trilogy T.T
time to wait....
a lot.
yesh.
my internet is all screwed up now...
well actually more like my computer.
-____-
poopyness.
nothing interesting happening lately, same old schoolclassesassignmentshomework
i need to practice two hours of piano each day now, as my piano teacher is severely pissed.
mostly because OAC/MTNA (i'm going to OAC) is in...what, 2 weeks? and i don't have my pieces memorized x.x
yeah, i'm screwed.
-sigh-
oh well.
i should....finish up homework. amazingly, i only have to play piano and do chinese.
:O
and its only 6:15...
-gasp-
lol.,
im writing a story!
that sucks right now, but im working on it...:P
ima try and see if i can get to 50 pages for the whole story.
that will take me a long,long,long time.
>.>
oh well.
ima prolly have to completely rearrange the story otherwise its like a history textbook -____-
ugh.
oh well.
its easy to make up a world in my head...but hard to write it down in an interesting way...
-twitch-
time to get to work!
ttyl.
in a good way of course.
:P
-____-
yesh.
unfortunately people can not seem to understand how hate can be in a good way, but being "wind" and not-hearable isn't very hateful.
therefore...
i shall be "hateful" XD (difficult, i know) as an example!
only to one person.
for as long as it takes for him to understand the difference between hate in a good way and hate in a bad way.
though i was kidding when i said that >.>
poopy.
he shunned me for a class and a half.
T.T
oh well :3
-hops up and down-
sprite got me addicted to fanfic...
and the person who wrote the stranger trilogy has another story!
:O
"Harry Potter and the Emerald Scepter"
magical.
unfortunately i read all the completed chapters of the stranger trilogy T.T
time to wait....
a lot.
yesh.
my internet is all screwed up now...
well actually more like my computer.
-____-
poopyness.
nothing interesting happening lately, same old schoolclassesassignmentshomework
i need to practice two hours of piano each day now, as my piano teacher is severely pissed.
mostly because OAC/MTNA (i'm going to OAC) is in...what, 2 weeks? and i don't have my pieces memorized x.x
yeah, i'm screwed.
-sigh-
oh well.
i should....finish up homework. amazingly, i only have to play piano and do chinese.
:O
and its only 6:15...
-gasp-
lol.,
im writing a story!
that sucks right now, but im working on it...:P
ima try and see if i can get to 50 pages for the whole story.
that will take me a long,long,long time.
>.>
oh well.
ima prolly have to completely rearrange the story otherwise its like a history textbook -____-
ugh.
oh well.
its easy to make up a world in my head...but hard to write it down in an interesting way...
-twitch-
time to get to work!
ttyl.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
ancient
college!
coming up faster than i thought.
exhausting.
ACT and SAT for real in two years.
choosing a high school?
three months.
less, because i need to fill out advance placement forms if i'm going to MI.
pooh.
anyways, thinking about high school is nerve-racking...so i'll think about college instead.
-sighs softly-
i always wanted to go the UW to get my undergrad, then to a better college for my majors...etc.
>.>
screweedddd.
i don't want to grow up.
but then i kind of do.
i discovered the California Institute of Technology.
the SAT score average for the undergrads are all higher than yale/harvard/stanford (two of them, i think it was yale and stanford but idk)
:O
unfortunately, the classes offered there are all tech classes.
duh.
(the tuition is less-like 5,000 less-than the tuition for yale/harvard/stanford)
o___O
5,000 is like a year for the UW.
in-state, which we all are.
durr.
scary >.>
i think the class types offered at caltech are interesting :D
biology...chemistry...engineering...social stuffs...planet/geo stuff...math...physics...astronomy
:D
it would be funn.
but to get in i'd have to hav rlyrlyrly good math.
cos the 50% average SAT score is 780-800 in math.
o___O
scaryful.
>.>
oh well.
the reading/writing arent that scary.
but still freaky XD
i forgot.
but the 50% average for all of them doesnt go lower than 750 as the top number o___O
ahhh.
-scared-
ima lookup MIT...
architecture/planning...engineering...humanities/art/social science...management...science...health...technology
...
gahhh the website is so green x.x
yeah i got distracted again and read the website for a COLLEGE for 30 min >.>
yesh.
oh well.
more thought-ing to do.
>.>
coming up faster than i thought.
exhausting.
ACT and SAT for real in two years.
choosing a high school?
three months.
less, because i need to fill out advance placement forms if i'm going to MI.
pooh.
anyways, thinking about high school is nerve-racking...so i'll think about college instead.
-sighs softly-
i always wanted to go the UW to get my undergrad, then to a better college for my majors...etc.
>.>
screweedddd.
i don't want to grow up.
but then i kind of do.
i discovered the California Institute of Technology.
the SAT score average for the undergrads are all higher than yale/harvard/stanford (two of them, i think it was yale and stanford but idk)
:O
unfortunately, the classes offered there are all tech classes.
duh.
(the tuition is less-like 5,000 less-than the tuition for yale/harvard/stanford)
o___O
5,000 is like a year for the UW.
in-state, which we all are.
durr.
scary >.>
i think the class types offered at caltech are interesting :D
biology...chemistry...engineering...social stuffs...planet/geo stuff...math...physics...astronomy
:D
it would be funn.
but to get in i'd have to hav rlyrlyrly good math.
cos the 50% average SAT score is 780-800 in math.
o___O
scaryful.
>.>
oh well.
the reading/writing arent that scary.
but still freaky XD
i forgot.
but the 50% average for all of them doesnt go lower than 750 as the top number o___O
ahhh.
-scared-
ima lookup MIT...
architecture/planning...engineering...humanities/art/social science...management...science...health...technology
...
gahhh the website is so green x.x
yeah i got distracted again and read the website for a COLLEGE for 30 min >.>
yesh.
oh well.
more thought-ing to do.
>.>
Friday, October 19, 2007
pooness.
im not happy.
my mom:why do you want to go to a sleepover with ivy?you have a house and a bed, why don't you use them?it's not like a special event or anything...NO YOU CAN'T GO
me:o____O
-.-
-grumblegrumbleispissed-
yes.
I GIVE UP
thats....a poo.yesh.
my mom:why do you want to go to a sleepover with ivy?you have a house and a bed, why don't you use them?it's not like a special event or anything...NO YOU CAN'T GO
me:o____O
-.-
-grumblegrumbleispissed-
yes.
I GIVE UP
thats....a poo.yesh.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
:O
OMG OUTAGE IN 6 MIN T.T
Here's a Quiz for You on QuizYourFriends.com
CLICK on the link below or PASTE it into your browser.http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071017185007-679460&
takeyquizzy :DDD
i made one thas on meh myspace (which is rly out-of-date)
myspace.com/memememehaha
...
yeah.
no time to post, 5 min left.
buhbai. ^ ^'
checky ur bloggs.
as many as possibleee.
Here's a Quiz for You on QuizYourFriends.com
CLICK on the link below or PASTE it into your browser.http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=071017185007-679460&
takeyquizzy :DDD
i made one thas on meh myspace (which is rly out-of-date)
myspace.com/memememehaha
...
yeah.
no time to post, 5 min left.
buhbai. ^ ^'
checky ur bloggs.
as many as possibleee.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Bubbly
Colbie Caillat, Bubbly
Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin like a child now
Cause everytime I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I gonna say?
When you make me feel this way
I just...mmm
And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holding me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever you go
Always know
Cause you make me smile even just for a while
(not horny or retarded! :3)
Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin like a child now
Cause everytime I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I gonna say?
When you make me feel this way
I just...mmm
And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I'll always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now
Holding me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever you go
Always know
Cause you make me smile even just for a while
(not horny or retarded! :3)
Sunday, October 14, 2007
i...give...up...
drawing is soooo not in my future.
-.-
or painting, or ANYOFTHATSTUFF
-sigh-
i took the rose ben gave me and set it on a piece of white paper.
i turned on a lamp behind it and adjusted it so the shadows looked awesome.
i took(ed) XD out another piece of paper and started with drawing out the stem.
btw the rose is glass, with a gold highlights on the thorn, the leaves and the...little curly things under the petal XD and pink highlights on the pedals.
so basically, little dashes of color (which will look great on white!!!)
andthen.....
i tried to draw the stem (cos its straight. and easy)
AND IT TOOK ME A FREAKING 45 MIN TO GET THE STEM RIGHT D:<
-.-
i cheated too, using a ruler :P
-sigh-
-glares at paper-
yesss.
and so i got lazy.
like always ^ ^'
and thennnnn
i took out the...
CAMERA!!!!
:D
yay.
and took a bunch of pictures.
hahahaha what now, paper.
:P
i think im a bit...abnormal.
thasokay, right? :P
moral:
nomoredrawing. drawingevillll.killkillstabstab. yesss.
lookie happy thing good shading yayyy camera. nonono don't touch pencil. :P
see, you learn something useful everyday...
:D
ohohoh i hav stuff to talkish about.
i was going 2 take shower but my dad/debbie r in the shower....
...
...
posty then.
i feel so loved :3
now for serious-ness!
not rly, but mor.
Hooray for codenames. Even better? Numbers. Haha. I'm being original! (not) It isn't exactly a real life situation but something that I want discussed...not that blogger is a great place for discussions...
Let's say for a moment that you really like 1. If 1 liked 2 and 2 liked 1 (and they both knew it), how would you act around 2? (assuming you know about the...stuff)
Yes, you may answer that. But I want to argue over all these retarded answers, and give one of the reasons why the world has so many issues.
The results I thought would be most likely are:
1. You would think of 2 as competition and be a total poop to them, saying bad things about them...etc. Become a hater just because you like 1.
2. You would be really sad and try to get the attention of 1 by acting out very strangely.
3. You would be sickly sweet to 1 and try to 'win them over'.
4. You would be happy that 1 is happy and continue being obsessed.
5. You would go find a new person to like and stay friends with both 1 and 2 because it really isn't that big of a deal.
You see, all of these have problems. But then, everyone has problems (me in particular) and so...I shall be critical!
1. Yeah, and 1 will really like you if you start being a poop to the person he/she likes. And it is such a wonderful idea to become a poop just for a crush. Let's be jealous for all of eternity, yes?
2. We all are attention-loving self-centered dodos, aren't we?
3. Sickly sweet is called 'sickly' for a reason, you know...
4. That's depressing how you are such a pushover. Get a life...
5. Makes you wonder what is a big deal...
YAYYY.
being critical is so fun :P
NEXT TOPIC!
-overwhelms u ppl-
CHAMPAGNE! (and stuffs)
whoaaa lotsa ppl i kno hav drunken (nods at spelling) alcohal b4.
ewieee.
nastyyy.
i hav too, but it tastes rlyrlyrly baddd.
-.-
and several of meh friends hav gotten drunk.
i mean underage, legal prolly a lotsa ppl i kno hav been drunk 1 pt or another...
lolll.
still.
I PROMISE TO:::
never drink again (unless by honest accident) until i am 21.
never allow myself to become drunk. cos thas kinda ridic.
never get addicted to caffeine.
(lol the last one not related)
heeheeeheee.
i nvr said anything about sugar tho...
lollllies.
OMG I RAN OUT OF TOPICS T.T
ah.
time to lookat bloggies!
-.-
or painting, or ANYOFTHATSTUFF
-sigh-
i took the rose ben gave me and set it on a piece of white paper.
i turned on a lamp behind it and adjusted it so the shadows looked awesome.
i took(ed) XD out another piece of paper and started with drawing out the stem.
btw the rose is glass, with a gold highlights on the thorn, the leaves and the...little curly things under the petal XD and pink highlights on the pedals.
so basically, little dashes of color (which will look great on white!!!)
andthen.....
i tried to draw the stem (cos its straight. and easy)
AND IT TOOK ME A FREAKING 45 MIN TO GET THE STEM RIGHT D:<
-.-
i cheated too, using a ruler :P
-sigh-
-glares at paper-
yesss.
and so i got lazy.
like always ^ ^'
and thennnnn
i took out the...
CAMERA!!!!
:D
yay.
and took a bunch of pictures.
hahahaha what now, paper.
:P
i think im a bit...abnormal.
thasokay, right? :P
moral:
nomoredrawing. drawingevillll.killkillstabstab. yesss.
lookie happy thing good shading yayyy camera. nonono don't touch pencil. :P
see, you learn something useful everyday...
:D
ohohoh i hav stuff to talkish about.
i was going 2 take shower but my dad/debbie r in the shower....
...
...
posty then.
i feel so loved :3
now for serious-ness!
not rly, but mor.
Hooray for codenames. Even better? Numbers. Haha. I'm being original! (not) It isn't exactly a real life situation but something that I want discussed...not that blogger is a great place for discussions...
Let's say for a moment that you really like 1. If 1 liked 2 and 2 liked 1 (and they both knew it), how would you act around 2? (assuming you know about the...stuff)
Yes, you may answer that. But I want to argue over all these retarded answers, and give one of the reasons why the world has so many issues.
The results I thought would be most likely are:
1. You would think of 2 as competition and be a total poop to them, saying bad things about them...etc. Become a hater just because you like 1.
2. You would be really sad and try to get the attention of 1 by acting out very strangely.
3. You would be sickly sweet to 1 and try to 'win them over'.
4. You would be happy that 1 is happy and continue being obsessed.
5. You would go find a new person to like and stay friends with both 1 and 2 because it really isn't that big of a deal.
You see, all of these have problems. But then, everyone has problems (me in particular) and so...I shall be critical!
1. Yeah, and 1 will really like you if you start being a poop to the person he/she likes. And it is such a wonderful idea to become a poop just for a crush. Let's be jealous for all of eternity, yes?
2. We all are attention-loving self-centered dodos, aren't we?
3. Sickly sweet is called 'sickly' for a reason, you know...
4. That's depressing how you are such a pushover. Get a life...
5. Makes you wonder what is a big deal...
YAYYY.
being critical is so fun :P
NEXT TOPIC!
-overwhelms u ppl-
CHAMPAGNE! (and stuffs)
whoaaa lotsa ppl i kno hav drunken (nods at spelling) alcohal b4.
ewieee.
nastyyy.
i hav too, but it tastes rlyrlyrly baddd.
-.-
and several of meh friends hav gotten drunk.
i mean underage, legal prolly a lotsa ppl i kno hav been drunk 1 pt or another...
lolll.
still.
I PROMISE TO:::
never drink again (unless by honest accident) until i am 21.
never allow myself to become drunk. cos thas kinda ridic.
never get addicted to caffeine.
(lol the last one not related)
heeheeeheee.
i nvr said anything about sugar tho...
lollllies.
OMG I RAN OUT OF TOPICS T.T
ah.
time to lookat bloggies!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
QUIZZESSSS
:O
i need do hw but 2 quizzes first!!
:D
Geek Purity Test:
http://www.armory.com/tests/geek.html
You answered "yes" to 25 of 129 questions, making you 80.6% geek pure; that is, you are 80.6% pure in the geek domain (you have 19.4% geek in you). Your Weirdness Factor (AKA Uniqueness Factor) is 9%, based on a comparison of your test results with 191614 other submissions for this test.
The average purity for this test is 80.1%. The first submission for this test was received December 30, 1995.
reedic. :P
nextnextnext hurry !!!
How Evil Are You?:
http://necrobones.com/stuff/eviltest.shtml
OMG THIS TEST IS AWESOME XDDDDD
ok.
(Score: 132 out of 200) 66%
Fairly Evil
You are definitely doing some fine work for us, you evil thing you! We're proud of your efforts to corrupt the world in which we exist. We can only hope that you will continue in your efforts to be destructive and cruel in the future. While you are certainly considered an asset to us, you will find that there is still room for improvement. If you can refrain from killing them, some of the other evil people around you may give you some inspiration or ideas on how you can continue to grow in your state of being evil. At this stage you are certainly prospering sufficiently to be one of our honored friends. Come to the dark side, you know you want to!
:PPPPP
I LOVE THESE ANSWERS XDDDD
kk.
next quizzy....
:D
The Sparks Personality Test:
http://community.sparknotes.com/
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
T.T
u need a sparksnotes account.-.-
-stamps foot-
kk then, moving on...
What Order of Angel Are You:
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Indefens/quizzes/What%20Order%20of%20Angel%20Are%20You?/
oh, blah, this is boring.
-.-
Where Do You Stand On the Political Compass:
http://www.politicalcompass.org/
this is hard to explain because its a graph and not copy-able.
but basically im nearly in the center and a teeny bit to the communist/anarchist side.
like dilluted gandhi, according to the graph.
the 4 sections:
communist(left)/anarchist (gandhi-kinda in the middle of communist)
communist(left)/fascist (stalin-extreme, both)
liberal(right)/fascist (hitler-extreme fascist, thatcher-extreme, both)
liberal(right)/anarchist (friedman-extreme liberal)
o____O
very special.
next quiz~
Pattern Test:
http://www.psicologi-psicoterapeuti.it/test/testpersonalita.html
Carefree Playful Cheerful
You love a free and spontaneous life. And you attempt to enjoy it to the fullest, in accordance with the motto: "You only live once." You are very curious and open about everything new; you thrive on change. Nothing is worse than when you feel tied down. You experience your environment as being versatile and always good for a surprise.
Lollll.
XD
time to look at the other ones....
Color Quiz:
http://www.colorquiz.com/
:O
this one is weirdddd.
...
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision
Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve herself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
o____O
THATS POOP!!!
ima take test again -.-
lalalaa.
whoaaa the colors changed o____O
Is seeking a solution to existing problems or anxieties, but is liable to find it difficult to decide on a right course to follow
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.
o__O
hrmmm. if u combined the two results i guess it would kinda describe me.
o____O
strangeeee.
next!
Self-Esteem Quiz:
http://www.queendom.com/tests/access_page/index.htm?idRegTest=720
Self-esteem is essential to our ability to function in a healthy way. Without the foundation of a solid sense of self, we are unable to take the risks and make the decisions necessary to lead a fulfilling, productive life. Low self-esteem can corrode our love lives, careers, family bonds, and most importantly, our internal sense of well-being.
My self esteem: 89%
Your results indicate that your sense of self-worth is very healthy. You rarely, if ever, put yourself down or fall victim to self-depreciating statements. There are certain attitudes and beliefs that have been found to contribute to and "feed" a positive self-image, and you appear to have most of them. Examples would be believing that you deserve to be loved or respected, believing that you’re good enough for someone, and focusing on your good qualities rather than only your perceived faults. While you may not necessarily feel all of these things all of the time, your opinion of yourself is quite positive. This is a healthy attitude to have, as a poor sense of self-worth can hold you back from pursuing your goals, cause you unnecessary stress, and even become self-fulfilling prophecies.
yay. :P
g2g do hw.
back for mor quizzies later!!! :P
i need do hw but 2 quizzes first!!
:D
Geek Purity Test:
http://www.armory.com/tests/geek.html
You answered "yes" to 25 of 129 questions, making you 80.6% geek pure; that is, you are 80.6% pure in the geek domain (you have 19.4% geek in you). Your Weirdness Factor (AKA Uniqueness Factor) is 9%, based on a comparison of your test results with 191614 other submissions for this test.
The average purity for this test is 80.1%. The first submission for this test was received December 30, 1995.
reedic. :P
nextnextnext hurry !!!
How Evil Are You?:
http://necrobones.com/stuff/eviltest.shtml
OMG THIS TEST IS AWESOME XDDDDD
ok.
(Score: 132 out of 200) 66%
Fairly Evil
You are definitely doing some fine work for us, you evil thing you! We're proud of your efforts to corrupt the world in which we exist. We can only hope that you will continue in your efforts to be destructive and cruel in the future. While you are certainly considered an asset to us, you will find that there is still room for improvement. If you can refrain from killing them, some of the other evil people around you may give you some inspiration or ideas on how you can continue to grow in your state of being evil. At this stage you are certainly prospering sufficiently to be one of our honored friends. Come to the dark side, you know you want to!
:PPPPP
I LOVE THESE ANSWERS XDDDD
kk.
next quizzy....
:D
The Sparks Personality Test:
http://community.sparknotes.com/
nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
T.T
u need a sparksnotes account.-.-
-stamps foot-
kk then, moving on...
What Order of Angel Are You:
http://www.quizilla.com/users/Indefens/quizzes/What%20Order%20of%20Angel%20Are%20You?/
oh, blah, this is boring.
-.-
Where Do You Stand On the Political Compass:
http://www.politicalcompass.org/
this is hard to explain because its a graph and not copy-able.
but basically im nearly in the center and a teeny bit to the communist/anarchist side.
like dilluted gandhi, according to the graph.
the 4 sections:
communist(left)/anarchist (gandhi-kinda in the middle of communist)
communist(left)/fascist (stalin-extreme, both)
liberal(right)/fascist (hitler-extreme fascist, thatcher-extreme, both)
liberal(right)/anarchist (friedman-extreme liberal)
o____O
very special.
next quiz~
Pattern Test:
http://www.psicologi-psicoterapeuti.it/test/testpersonalita.html
Carefree Playful Cheerful
You love a free and spontaneous life. And you attempt to enjoy it to the fullest, in accordance with the motto: "You only live once." You are very curious and open about everything new; you thrive on change. Nothing is worse than when you feel tied down. You experience your environment as being versatile and always good for a surprise.
Lollll.
XD
time to look at the other ones....
Color Quiz:
http://www.colorquiz.com/
:O
this one is weirdddd.
...
Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities
Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision
Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve herself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
o____O
THATS POOP!!!
ima take test again -.-
lalalaa.
whoaaa the colors changed o____O
Is seeking a solution to existing problems or anxieties, but is liable to find it difficult to decide on a right course to follow
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.
The situation is preventing her from establishing herself, but she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Circumstances are restrictive and hampering, forcing her to forgo all joys and pleasures for the time being.
o__O
hrmmm. if u combined the two results i guess it would kinda describe me.
o____O
strangeeee.
next!
Self-Esteem Quiz:
http://www.queendom.com/tests/access_page/index.htm?idRegTest=720
Self-esteem is essential to our ability to function in a healthy way. Without the foundation of a solid sense of self, we are unable to take the risks and make the decisions necessary to lead a fulfilling, productive life. Low self-esteem can corrode our love lives, careers, family bonds, and most importantly, our internal sense of well-being.
My self esteem: 89%
Your results indicate that your sense of self-worth is very healthy. You rarely, if ever, put yourself down or fall victim to self-depreciating statements. There are certain attitudes and beliefs that have been found to contribute to and "feed" a positive self-image, and you appear to have most of them. Examples would be believing that you deserve to be loved or respected, believing that you’re good enough for someone, and focusing on your good qualities rather than only your perceived faults. While you may not necessarily feel all of these things all of the time, your opinion of yourself is quite positive. This is a healthy attitude to have, as a poor sense of self-worth can hold you back from pursuing your goals, cause you unnecessary stress, and even become self-fulfilling prophecies.
yay. :P
g2g do hw.
back for mor quizzies later!!! :P
Avril Lavigne-Hot
http://youtube.com/watch?v=pQWdyG3wHbs
(how do u make the vid show up on the page?)
You're so good to me, baby, baby
I wanna lock you up in my closet, where no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever, I'll say it loud
Now you're in and can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go, oh oh oh...
Yeah!
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
(how do u make the vid show up on the page?)
You're so good to me, baby, baby
I wanna lock you up in my closet, where no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever, I'll say it loud
Now you're in and can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go, oh oh oh...
Yeah!
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me, baby, baby
You're so good to me, baby, baby
If you could be...
an animal?
a fruit?
a color?
my answer:
tiger
mango
red
:P
answeransweranswer! i'll describe 'personality traits' after you guys finish. ^ ^
a fruit?
a color?
my answer:
tiger
mango
red
:P
answeransweranswer! i'll describe 'personality traits' after you guys finish. ^ ^
Friday, October 12, 2007
tweeeet.
IM SO BORED I THINK MY HEAD IS GOING TO FALL OFF!!!!
more or less.
-.-
-twitch-
nuuuuuuu oneeeeeeee elseeeeeeeee isssssssss postinggggggggggg.
-.-
-sigh-
i got 2 zits.
from not sleeping enuff.
i 4got that happened when i dun sleep.
-.-
-burns zits off with lighter-
not good idea.
lollll.
IM SO LONELY!!!
I HATE WEEKENEDS!!!!
(but i would die w/out them)
T.T
-sigh-
pianopianopiano a lot! practice, hour + half, master class tmr, soy screweddddd.
like out of it.
-.-
-twitch-
i be adolescent on saturday!
crudddd, i 4got buy cookies for tmr -.-
mannnn, i stupid.
i thought i 4got sumthing...
ughhhhhhhhh
-bashes head in with binder-
at least now i have excuse
I STUPID I STUPID!!!!
GAHHHHHHHH
yes.
-is totally normal-
:P
u kno vat.
i think ur stupiud tooooo
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
jkjk.
im being very grumpy and annoying and poopy now.
-wants to eat candy-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
ohohoh right im friends with the aliens and we havv a contract.
::D
yayyy.
::P
ok.
moving on...CODE IS WEIRDDDD WHYYYYY ANITA WHYYYYYY T.T
that means that...lazy ppl (ie me) cant read it anymor T.T
-sigh-
--.--
time to check emial.
nothing important, so i laugh at you now uve finished reading this post XD
more or less.
-.-
-twitch-
nuuuuuuu oneeeeeeee elseeeeeeeee isssssssss postinggggggggggg.
-.-
-sigh-
i got 2 zits.
from not sleeping enuff.
i 4got that happened when i dun sleep.
-.-
-burns zits off with lighter-
not good idea.
lollll.
IM SO LONELY!!!
I HATE WEEKENEDS!!!!
(but i would die w/out them)
T.T
-sigh-
pianopianopiano a lot! practice, hour + half, master class tmr, soy screweddddd.
like out of it.
-.-
-twitch-
i be adolescent on saturday!
crudddd, i 4got buy cookies for tmr -.-
mannnn, i stupid.
i thought i 4got sumthing...
ughhhhhhhhh
-bashes head in with binder-
at least now i have excuse
I STUPID I STUPID!!!!
GAHHHHHHHH
yes.
-is totally normal-
:P
u kno vat.
i think ur stupiud tooooo
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
jkjk.
im being very grumpy and annoying and poopy now.
-wants to eat candy-
-.-
-.-
-.-
-.-
ohohoh right im friends with the aliens and we havv a contract.
::D
yayyy.
::P
ok.
moving on...CODE IS WEIRDDDD WHYYYYY ANITA WHYYYYYY T.T
that means that...lazy ppl (ie me) cant read it anymor T.T
-sigh-
--.--
time to check emial.
nothing important, so i laugh at you now uve finished reading this post XD
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Jealousy
I'm just kind of curious. I think jealousy is very, very strange. Obviously it's something strange (probably not green) happening inside your head.
What makes a person jealous?
Duh, I've totally been jealous before. But never of a person. As in, I'm happy the way I am and am perfectly content in...well, how I live. And my life, to me, seems perfect for me. Obviously not everyone would agree. But I guess what's important is that I'm good with it. I feel...great!
Everyone always complains about stuff, and how something else would be totally better. Duh, I do that too. It's...comforting. But not everyone is unhappy with what they have-sometimes complaining is just fun.
I don't know how I got distracted. Back to jealousy. I'm still very confused, obviously. But just asking you guys, what would make you jealous? Right now I don't have much to...be obsessed over. I trust all the people I care about enough to not be jealous. If you don't trust someone enough to be loyal, would that create jealousy?
Anyways, I'm done with that stupid topic. Now to talk and rant about random things that pop into my head while I prepare to...do something purposeful. Eight grade is really, really boring. Well not really, but unexpected stuff doesn't pop up anymore. Everything is like "i thought so". It would be fun to have something totally new and suprising explode...Spice up life a bit, wouldn't that? It's like we've known each other so long and know each other so well now that everything is like "...supposed to be amazing or what?" Boringggg. And the new guy is boring to. Gordon either hates me, thinks I'm too stupid to talk to, or is deaf. Oh well. Classes are routine. I actually kinda like my schedule now. Even though there are no other PRISM girls in my PE class, it forces me to talk to new people and I don't have to be a total klutz in front of the people I know. Skillage. o___O Sunjay runs fast x.x
Beyond that, there is nothing much to talk about. Oh yeah, Biology was really boring so I stared at Ben for 25 minutes and counted the times he looked at me (14). XD Yeah, now you know how retardedly slow bio is...-sigh-I have an idea! I'll try again in different random classes. Actually no, it only works in bio...-.- Oh well. And I'll take an average! And be weird and obsessed and a bit mental. Just a bit, you know? Yeah, and stickers are funnnn. I decorated my bio binder with Pooh XD. Mainly Eeyore and Tigger, but I had the fill up the extra space...
Time to go to dinner. Eating at Red Robin's tonight...-doesnt want to move- -feels lazy-
Oh well. I'm in a writing mood (aka talking-miles-a-minute-in-person mood) right now so I'll grab a notebook to scribble all over.
Gotta buy candy and stuff.
Post more later? Scary movie tonight at 8:00. :D Unfortunately, I'll have to miss Survivor for it...
What makes a person jealous?
Duh, I've totally been jealous before. But never of a person. As in, I'm happy the way I am and am perfectly content in...well, how I live. And my life, to me, seems perfect for me. Obviously not everyone would agree. But I guess what's important is that I'm good with it. I feel...great!
Everyone always complains about stuff, and how something else would be totally better. Duh, I do that too. It's...comforting. But not everyone is unhappy with what they have-sometimes complaining is just fun.
I don't know how I got distracted. Back to jealousy. I'm still very confused, obviously. But just asking you guys, what would make you jealous? Right now I don't have much to...be obsessed over. I trust all the people I care about enough to not be jealous. If you don't trust someone enough to be loyal, would that create jealousy?
Anyways, I'm done with that stupid topic. Now to talk and rant about random things that pop into my head while I prepare to...do something purposeful. Eight grade is really, really boring. Well not really, but unexpected stuff doesn't pop up anymore. Everything is like "i thought so". It would be fun to have something totally new and suprising explode...Spice up life a bit, wouldn't that? It's like we've known each other so long and know each other so well now that everything is like "...supposed to be amazing or what?" Boringggg. And the new guy is boring to. Gordon either hates me, thinks I'm too stupid to talk to, or is deaf. Oh well. Classes are routine. I actually kinda like my schedule now. Even though there are no other PRISM girls in my PE class, it forces me to talk to new people and I don't have to be a total klutz in front of the people I know. Skillage. o___O Sunjay runs fast x.x
Beyond that, there is nothing much to talk about. Oh yeah, Biology was really boring so I stared at Ben for 25 minutes and counted the times he looked at me (14). XD Yeah, now you know how retardedly slow bio is...-sigh-I have an idea! I'll try again in different random classes. Actually no, it only works in bio...-.- Oh well. And I'll take an average! And be weird and obsessed and a bit mental. Just a bit, you know? Yeah, and stickers are funnnn. I decorated my bio binder with Pooh XD. Mainly Eeyore and Tigger, but I had the fill up the extra space...
Time to go to dinner. Eating at Red Robin's tonight...-doesnt want to move- -feels lazy-
Oh well. I'm in a writing mood (aka talking-miles-a-minute-in-person mood) right now so I'll grab a notebook to scribble all over.
Gotta buy candy and stuff.
Post more later? Scary movie tonight at 8:00. :D Unfortunately, I'll have to miss Survivor for it...
Pikachu
Once upon a time, there was a pikachu. It had eaten a lot of pinkleberries and turned green with orange stripes. Everyone laughed at the pikachu, and it was very sad. The pikachu started crying purple tears which flooded the world. Everyone was horrified and shot off in spaceships into the rest of the universe. The pikachu was left all alone in the expanse of purple liquid, and was all lonely. One day, the pikachu discovered a black pikachu who had white polka dots and red squiggles all over it. The black pikachu had eaten many yellowberries. Unlike the green pikachu, whos name was Jared, the black pikachu loved her new colors. The black pikachu's name was Perie. The pikachus set out to explore, and built new cities. In time they discovered other pokemon and built a huge neon yellow metropolis in the midst of all the purple water. As generation after generation passed, hybrids emerged from eating berries. Each pokemon was different, and unique in its own special way. Groups of pokemon ventured outwards into the rest of the planet, colonizing everywhere. It was not long until the pokemon went out into space and colonized other planets. No matter where they went, they always brought along the pictures of the first generation of pokemon (who were all strange-colored) in search of the pokemon who had left them behind. Only one colony stayed where it was, and the pokemon there cried tears of blue, green and light-yellow when a disease ripped accross their colony and decimated their population. They sought to allow their DNA to continue because their DNA was so unique and special. They created giants that were nearly 7 feet tall, and all about the same color. Carefully forming these beings by placing together tiny systems they called 'cells', the descendents of pokemon set a tiny portion of their DNA into a 'safe box' where the DNA would remain untouched and unchanged forever...
Don't ask. I was going to write a bunch of stuff about how there became rainbow pikachus but the story got changed.
XD
Don't ask. I was going to write a bunch of stuff about how there became rainbow pikachus but the story got changed.
XD
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Lacking Brain Cells
So my internet isn’t working right now, so I have to type in nice, full sentences on Word Document. Yes, this is very annoying. Oh well. So I have a couple things to talk about…First, piano—I practiced an hour today and was shocked when the hour was over because I barely did anything. No breaks or being weird and doing nothing, either. Lame…playing each of my pieces once takes half an hour. Seriously…it’s depressing. Anyways, just to tell you, because of piano I probably won’t have as much time on the internet—if I want sleep. Don’t you think piano is all-munching and all-glomping? Anyways, I don’t really care. What now. Beyond that, I have some more stuff to share.
This next thing is directed towards two people, and dedicated to three. Intriguing? Not really. Don’t you think it’s strange to like someone else’s girlfriend? I mean, so not everyone can control who they like. That’s not the point. So you like her, but did you really have to admit it? A secret is no longer a secret when someone else knows. And since people have mouths…and ears…well, oops! When you have a crush on a guy’s (your friend, no less) girlfriend, Truth or Dare is not the smartest thing to play. Even stupider? Admitting it to the girl. Even if you really think you have a chance, I’m going to give you a bit of bluntness… If the girl didn’t like her boyfriend anymore, he wouldn’t be her boyfriend. Simple, isn’t it? If the girl liked…the other person who likes her but isn’t her boyfriend (let’s call this extra person…other) then the girl would be going out with or at least crushing on other, not her boyfriend. Still following? Therefore, no matter who you like, try to make sure you have a chance and are not completely humiliating yourself. Okay, taking risks are fine and asking out someone without knowing at all whether they like you or not is fine too. Just stick it into your head that admitting to liking someone who definitely does not like you (or likes someone else) is not exactly a smart thing to do. Because awkwardness starts eating the world and the sky turns orange. Actually, that would be pretty interesting…Anyways, stop admitting things in the weirdest ways at the worst times. Just a spec of advice, it might help in the future…
Yeah, I’m done with that. I was going to say something really important but now I forget. Oops. Oh wait, I remember now! It was about Teresa in orchestra crying after being…yelled at (?) by Mrs. Shaw. I don’t actually know anything first hand, everything I know is from different people in Orchestra. And everyone has a completely different view…this is the story I have pieced together. Ben and Teresa were talking, and Ben turned away. Preston started talking to Teresa and Mrs. Shaw came over (asked a question?) got mad and yelled (?) at Teresa. Teresa started crying (this part everyone agrees on) and is moved to the back of the room. At lunch certain people (cough) were blaming the…event…on different people. And so I’d like to say something…None of you considered that any of the blame is partially Teresa’s. If you think about it, she was the one yelled at; she was the one talking both times…And I guess the largest thing is that Teresa started crying—if she hadn’t, we wouldn’t be talking about it. What a fiasco. I was going to ask Teresa whether she was okay or not but she disappeared at lunch. Then I had to study for spelling...
Yeah, I’m all done with the opinionated poop that is very strange and annoying. I’m playing a game with the timer! I will time 1 minute, stamp once, and try two minutes, stamp, three minutes, stamp…and on and on. But if I mess up and go over even by a second, I have to start over. Yeah, it’s painful. But it makes me watch the time…the first few are hardest, but around the really long ones I always forget that I’m timing…until several hours later. I’m done ranting! Might add to it later because my internet is being a poop anyways…
-crack- …oops!
Derek goes to Chess Club. We were playing chess. He began to steal my pieces and make them ‘fly’. The…horse…knight (?) was decapitated. Oh yeah, the chess set is made of crystal. Meaning that after superglue, the knight’s head is now crooked. Wonderful story, huh. Sorry, I was feeling random…
This next thing is directed towards two people, and dedicated to three. Intriguing? Not really. Don’t you think it’s strange to like someone else’s girlfriend? I mean, so not everyone can control who they like. That’s not the point. So you like her, but did you really have to admit it? A secret is no longer a secret when someone else knows. And since people have mouths…and ears…well, oops! When you have a crush on a guy’s (your friend, no less) girlfriend, Truth or Dare is not the smartest thing to play. Even stupider? Admitting it to the girl. Even if you really think you have a chance, I’m going to give you a bit of bluntness… If the girl didn’t like her boyfriend anymore, he wouldn’t be her boyfriend. Simple, isn’t it? If the girl liked…the other person who likes her but isn’t her boyfriend (let’s call this extra person…other) then the girl would be going out with or at least crushing on other, not her boyfriend. Still following? Therefore, no matter who you like, try to make sure you have a chance and are not completely humiliating yourself. Okay, taking risks are fine and asking out someone without knowing at all whether they like you or not is fine too. Just stick it into your head that admitting to liking someone who definitely does not like you (or likes someone else) is not exactly a smart thing to do. Because awkwardness starts eating the world and the sky turns orange. Actually, that would be pretty interesting…Anyways, stop admitting things in the weirdest ways at the worst times. Just a spec of advice, it might help in the future…
Yeah, I’m done with that. I was going to say something really important but now I forget. Oops. Oh wait, I remember now! It was about Teresa in orchestra crying after being…yelled at (?) by Mrs. Shaw. I don’t actually know anything first hand, everything I know is from different people in Orchestra. And everyone has a completely different view…this is the story I have pieced together. Ben and Teresa were talking, and Ben turned away. Preston started talking to Teresa and Mrs. Shaw came over (asked a question?) got mad and yelled (?) at Teresa. Teresa started crying (this part everyone agrees on) and is moved to the back of the room. At lunch certain people (cough) were blaming the…event…on different people. And so I’d like to say something…None of you considered that any of the blame is partially Teresa’s. If you think about it, she was the one yelled at; she was the one talking both times…And I guess the largest thing is that Teresa started crying—if she hadn’t, we wouldn’t be talking about it. What a fiasco. I was going to ask Teresa whether she was okay or not but she disappeared at lunch. Then I had to study for spelling...
Yeah, I’m all done with the opinionated poop that is very strange and annoying. I’m playing a game with the timer! I will time 1 minute, stamp once, and try two minutes, stamp, three minutes, stamp…and on and on. But if I mess up and go over even by a second, I have to start over. Yeah, it’s painful. But it makes me watch the time…the first few are hardest, but around the really long ones I always forget that I’m timing…until several hours later. I’m done ranting! Might add to it later because my internet is being a poop anyways…
-crack- …oops!
Derek goes to Chess Club. We were playing chess. He began to steal my pieces and make them ‘fly’. The…horse…knight (?) was decapitated. Oh yeah, the chess set is made of crystal. Meaning that after superglue, the knight’s head is now crooked. Wonderful story, huh. Sorry, I was feeling random…
Friday, October 05, 2007
D:<
I. Refuse. To. Be. Unhappy.
Why is everyone so unstable, anyways?
Seriously, Everyone only sees the terrifying prospects ofeverything. Maybe you don't, but plently of people are -.- all day long. Trust me when I say that that face gets old. WAKE UP. Do something spontaneously random and enjoyable. Recently all the laughs I've heard/seen are like "hah. hahaha...ha?" Does that seem...very laugh-ish? This attitiude is for people who have no life, nothing to look forward to. So you're happy when you talk to someone. Or at least surface-happy, to an extent. Do you ever notice ow when you're alone, the smile drops (if there even was one) and it just isn't as...haha? It's like...mental retardation. Not like I really know anything, but nobody is being proud of themselves and simply happy with what they have. Why? What makes us always want to have something more? It's really kind of pitiful. We've got great futures ahead of us! You can't just have everything. You've got to earn it. Dropping the annoyed-ness, breathe-in-breathe-out.
Would people save manipulation for when we are old, old poos with nothing better to do?
Seriously. If we would just leave relations between other people, the world would be much, much awesomer. No more boderline-obsession actions, please. Use your big heads. USE THEM. If you know certain actions will not be...very beneficial...don't do it! Simple as that. Duhh. You would think that we, as 8th graders, would clearly understand that. Don't screw up another person's life. Even for a day. If you want something, don't push other people down for it. Think about that. Consider it. Mind your own business.
Finally!:]That felt wonderful.
Why is everyone so unstable, anyways?
Seriously, Everyone only sees the terrifying prospects ofeverything. Maybe you don't, but plently of people are -.- all day long. Trust me when I say that that face gets old. WAKE UP. Do something spontaneously random and enjoyable. Recently all the laughs I've heard/seen are like "hah. hahaha...ha?" Does that seem...very laugh-ish? This attitiude is for people who have no life, nothing to look forward to. So you're happy when you talk to someone. Or at least surface-happy, to an extent. Do you ever notice ow when you're alone, the smile drops (if there even was one) and it just isn't as...haha? It's like...mental retardation. Not like I really know anything, but nobody is being proud of themselves and simply happy with what they have. Why? What makes us always want to have something more? It's really kind of pitiful. We've got great futures ahead of us! You can't just have everything. You've got to earn it. Dropping the annoyed-ness, breathe-in-breathe-out.
Would people save manipulation for when we are old, old poos with nothing better to do?
Seriously. If we would just leave relations between other people, the world would be much, much awesomer. No more boderline-obsession actions, please. Use your big heads. USE THEM. If you know certain actions will not be...very beneficial...don't do it! Simple as that. Duhh. You would think that we, as 8th graders, would clearly understand that. Don't screw up another person's life. Even for a day. If you want something, don't push other people down for it. Think about that. Consider it. Mind your own business.
Finally!:]That felt wonderful.
=O
ppl are so...obsessed over thinking too much.
seriously.
throwing a temper tantrum just because someone won't tell you something you want to know?
wonderful.
alright, so a temper tantrum isn't that terrible.
as long is no one is affected.
what if someone feels guilty because you act all sad?
and feel horrible.
is this what you would like?
yeah.
im sure.
just to get what you want.
seriously.
throwing a temper tantrum just because someone won't tell you something you want to know?
wonderful.
alright, so a temper tantrum isn't that terrible.
as long is no one is affected.
what if someone feels guilty because you act all sad?
and feel horrible.
is this what you would like?
yeah.
im sure.
just to get what you want.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Once upon a time...
...there were two little holes in my arm.
actually, that's right now.
I DONT LIKE SHOTS!!
i always want to look...
but then its kinda gross so i turn away.
-.-
vaccines are retarded.
HPV? yeah...i'm totally going to have [s-word =O] with someone.
-.-
-twitch twitch twitch-
yuppp.
sad, dont you think?
blehhhh.
and...menogocci something-or-other.
dudeee.
i went to the doctor's to figure out what was up with the white spots on my face...
and she said it was "post inflammation hypopigmentation"
and i'm like...from what?
and she like..."well, post means after, inflammation from mild (escyma or something. idk), hypo means under, which means all your skin-coloring cells ran away!!
me: -.- i caught that.
yeahhh.
and she prescribed...this hydrocortozone stuff. along with vaseline.
o__O
yucky.
sticky, icky. ooey gooey worms! :D
jkjk. uhhh.
then she started talking about vaccines.
and gave me two shots.
which kinda prickle.
i regret reading the info sheet...
'common' side effects:
-fever
-soreness
-swelling
(for the first)
and for the second, all that and
-dizziness
-fatigue
WAHHh D:
soy dooomed.
ai...1.5 mile on friday!
-does sarcastic happy dance-
-arm prickles some more-
i have a doctor suess bandaid. =O ITS AWESOME!
but my arm is retarded becos its all numbified.
good thing its left arm, or isha doomed.
awww....piano competition (bach..eww) on sat.
SCREWED!
blahblahblah.
i (actually) have a plan today!
i shall:
do math, bio questions, some sophie questions, think about the spanish project (about mosquitos...that talk...) and play piano.
at 8:00 i will watch America's Next Top Model, then take a shower and wash meh hair.
after that i will do chinese (while my hair is drying)
and during today i will carefully observe to ensure that i have no allergic reactions.
that would...suck, to say the least.
XD
i think....
i should maybe get started. well, after i check my email...
XDDD
actually, that's right now.
I DONT LIKE SHOTS!!
i always want to look...
but then its kinda gross so i turn away.
-.-
vaccines are retarded.
HPV? yeah...i'm totally going to have [s-word =O] with someone.
-.-
-twitch twitch twitch-
yuppp.
sad, dont you think?
blehhhh.
and...menogocci something-or-other.
dudeee.
i went to the doctor's to figure out what was up with the white spots on my face...
and she said it was "post inflammation hypopigmentation"
and i'm like...from what?
and she like..."well, post means after, inflammation from mild (escyma or something. idk), hypo means under, which means all your skin-coloring cells ran away!!
me: -.- i caught that.
yeahhh.
and she prescribed...this hydrocortozone stuff. along with vaseline.
o__O
yucky.
sticky, icky. ooey gooey worms! :D
jkjk. uhhh.
then she started talking about vaccines.
and gave me two shots.
which kinda prickle.
i regret reading the info sheet...
'common' side effects:
-fever
-soreness
-swelling
(for the first)
and for the second, all that and
-dizziness
-fatigue
WAHHh D:
soy dooomed.
ai...1.5 mile on friday!
-does sarcastic happy dance-
-arm prickles some more-
i have a doctor suess bandaid. =O ITS AWESOME!
but my arm is retarded becos its all numbified.
good thing its left arm, or isha doomed.
awww....piano competition (bach..eww) on sat.
SCREWED!
blahblahblah.
i (actually) have a plan today!
i shall:
do math, bio questions, some sophie questions, think about the spanish project (about mosquitos...that talk...) and play piano.
at 8:00 i will watch America's Next Top Model, then take a shower and wash meh hair.
after that i will do chinese (while my hair is drying)
and during today i will carefully observe to ensure that i have no allergic reactions.
that would...suck, to say the least.
XD
i think....
i should maybe get started. well, after i check my email...
XDDD
Monday, October 01, 2007
omg!
korean is cool :D
i should...learn more words!!!
(omg!)
LoL.
^^
and japanese, too.
yayyyy.
lalalala.
-bothers joanna-
i think...
life is being...
very special :3
(lol)
no1 is posting....
i dun wanna read a lot of pages.
of stuff.
HEYYY!
ima make my text...happy sized!!1
yayyyy.
but meh color setting is preset.
soooo. what now?
there aren't actually that many sizes.
boringggg.
OMG!!!
i think ur funny.
LOOKING! :DDDDD
okay. srry. ^ ^
recently...
ive been uber mean.
not very...pleasant.
-twitch-
lalalala.
therefore....i shalll....
write a lot of stuff
just because.
:O
pudding is cool.
^ ^
YAYYYY
ginormous. heeheehee.
i have to remind myself not to do retarded things.
ie. use the arrows.
-.-
today i have to...
write a bunch of notes.
today i got...
hugged twice. :O
today i have to...
study for a grammar test.
hth do you study for a grammar test?
blahblahblahblah.
html is veryyy cool.
its....awesome!!!
okayyy i give up.
html wins.
it wont lemme change the percent to something random...
T.T
TODAY i was in club bellevue.
and played truth/dare with bonnie, anita, lucinda and preston.
and chose dare.
(and they couldn't decide)
and so i chose truth instead
then they asked me who i would be if i had to be someone at Odle for a week
before, anita and bonnie had both said preston
and so...i said i would be james.
it would be totally interesting to be a guy for a week.
especially james, whose life is totally polar to mine.
at least in my opinion.
my parents are...staring at me every moment of my life.
james' parents dont seem to...uh...care very much.
he lives right around the "bellevue area"
lol, a lot of people do. but still. it'd be nice to try that out.
yeahhh.
and he takes french, and it would be cool to see what french is like.
:D
and i'd like to see, from james' POV, how the "world is like"
it would be sooooo cool!!!
unfortunately, i can't do that.
XDDD
wowwww.
^ ^
still an interesting idea though.
if you guys could be a different person at Odle for a week, who would it be?
i should...learn more words!!!
(omg!)
LoL.
^^
and japanese, too.
yayyyy.
lalalala.
-bothers joanna-
i think...
life is being...
very special :3
(lol)
no1 is posting....
i dun wanna read a lot of pages.
of stuff.
HEYYY!
ima make my text...happy sized!!1
yayyyy.
but meh color setting is preset.
soooo. what now?
there aren't actually that many sizes.
boringggg.
OMG!!!
i think ur funny.
LOOKING! :DDDDD
okay. srry. ^ ^
recently...
ive been uber mean.
not very...pleasant.
-twitch-
lalalala.
therefore....i shalll....
write a lot of stuff
just because.
:O
pudding is cool.
^ ^
YAYYYY
ginormous. heeheehee.
i have to remind myself not to do retarded things.
ie. use the arrows.
-.-
today i have to...
write a bunch of notes.
today i got...
hugged twice. :O
today i have to...
study for a grammar test.
hth do you study for a grammar test?
blahblahblahblah.
html is veryyy cool.
its....awesome!!!
okayyy i give up.
html wins.
it wont lemme change the percent to something random...
T.T
TODAY i was in club bellevue.
and played truth/dare with bonnie, anita, lucinda and preston.
and chose dare.
(and they couldn't decide)
and so i chose truth instead
then they asked me who i would be if i had to be someone at Odle for a week
before, anita and bonnie had both said preston
and so...i said i would be james.
it would be totally interesting to be a guy for a week.
especially james, whose life is totally polar to mine.
at least in my opinion.
my parents are...staring at me every moment of my life.
james' parents dont seem to...uh...care very much.
he lives right around the "bellevue area"
lol, a lot of people do. but still. it'd be nice to try that out.
yeahhh.
and he takes french, and it would be cool to see what french is like.
:D
and i'd like to see, from james' POV, how the "world is like"
it would be sooooo cool!!!
unfortunately, i can't do that.
XDDD
wowwww.
^ ^
still an interesting idea though.
if you guys could be a different person at Odle for a week, who would it be?
Friday, September 28, 2007
LALALA.
-is totttalllyyyy in love with the worm song-
XDD
loll.
okayyy.
so, like promised.
:D
though its...kinda random/boring.
People I want to get to know [better] this year:
-David
-Preston
-Anita
People I want to be friends with:
....everyone?
XD
Top 5 Guys:
-Ben <3>.>
lol....
i dont wanna do chinese hw.
or anything in particular.
-is lazy-
XD
kk, ttyl!
-insert from 15 min later-
OMGGG!!!
WHERE DID EVERYONE GO?!?!?!
>:K
oh well.
time to....do something interesting.
-nods-
AHH
F-U-uhhh.
yes.
T.T
MY POST DIED.
D:<
OMFG!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHh
i had this long,longlonglonglonglong post all about stuff.
GRRR.
im not typing that again...
oh well.
nvr going to use the arrow thingies.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
-stabs something-
okay.
i'll try to type part of it again.
i give up on artists, songs, moviees and animes.
T.T
top 5 guys:
-ben
-dong
-james
-preston
-david
top 5 girls:
-ivy
-pei
-min joo
-bonnie
-helen
-scowl-
that took way to long.
-gives up-
LALALA.
now is after dinner, and im adding in the rest of the quizzy thingy.
-twitches-
its a bit different, but oh wel.
Top 5 Artists:
-Avril Lavigne
-Pink
-Justin Timberlake
-Kanye West
-Black Eyed Peas
Top 10 Songs:
-"Before He Cheats", Carrie Underwood
-"Numb", Linkin Park
-"Sk8r Boi", Avril Lavigne
-"Remember the Name", Fort Minor
-"Stronger", Kanye West
-"Stupid Girls", Pink
-"Gimme More", Britney Spears
-"Time After Time", Quietdrive
-"Apologize", Timbaland
-"SOS", Rihanna
(#11: The Worm Song) :DD
Top 5 Animes:
-Pokemon
-Kodocha
-Bleach
-Inuyasha
-(that show with the cards andand stuffs.)
Top 5 TV Shows:
-Survivor
-Iron Chef
-CSI: Cold Case
-America's Next Top Model
-Dirty Jobs
yay!
-scowl- better not poof again.
-checks for arrows-
lolll.
^ ^
i think i got evrything.
XDD
loll.
okayyy.
so, like promised.
:D
though its...kinda random/boring.
People I want to get to know [better] this year:
-David
-Preston
-Anita
People I want to be friends with:
....everyone?
XD
Top 5 Guys:
-Ben <3>.>
lol....
i dont wanna do chinese hw.
or anything in particular.
-is lazy-
XD
kk, ttyl!
-insert from 15 min later-
OMGGG!!!
WHERE DID EVERYONE GO?!?!?!
>:K
oh well.
time to....do something interesting.
-nods-
AHH
F-U-uhhh.
yes.
T.T
MY POST DIED.
D:<
OMFG!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHh
i had this long,longlonglonglonglong post all about stuff.
GRRR.
im not typing that again...
oh well.
nvr going to use the arrow thingies.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
-stabs something-
okay.
i'll try to type part of it again.
i give up on artists, songs, moviees and animes.
T.T
top 5 guys:
-ben
-dong
-james
-preston
-david
top 5 girls:
-ivy
-pei
-min joo
-bonnie
-helen
-scowl-
that took way to long.
-gives up-
LALALA.
now is after dinner, and im adding in the rest of the quizzy thingy.
-twitches-
its a bit different, but oh wel.
Top 5 Artists:
-Avril Lavigne
-Pink
-Justin Timberlake
-Kanye West
-Black Eyed Peas
Top 10 Songs:
-"Before He Cheats", Carrie Underwood
-"Numb", Linkin Park
-"Sk8r Boi", Avril Lavigne
-"Remember the Name", Fort Minor
-"Stronger", Kanye West
-"Stupid Girls", Pink
-"Gimme More", Britney Spears
-"Time After Time", Quietdrive
-"Apologize", Timbaland
-"SOS", Rihanna
(#11: The Worm Song) :DD
Top 5 Animes:
-Pokemon
-Kodocha
-Bleach
-Inuyasha
-(that show with the cards andand stuffs.)
Top 5 TV Shows:
-Survivor
-Iron Chef
-CSI: Cold Case
-America's Next Top Model
-Dirty Jobs
yay!
-scowl- better not poof again.
-checks for arrows-
lolll.
^ ^
i think i got evrything.
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