Wednesday, August 29, 2007

life hurts

fudge.
its gonnnneeee.
crud.
time to look for my email.
Due to lies, a lot of miscommunication and clashing personalities, 8th grade may be a bit nastier than 6th and 7th. Oh, not for everyone, but for all those going to be involved with…a problem. Yes, a big problem. Ivy and Krystal. We all basically think “they are good friends” but take a look at current problems. Krystal didn’t say that anything happened…What I summarized from Ivy: Last year, end of year Helen had this…kind of party thing and someone probably talked about it and so Krystal, who was not invited, heard about it. But she couldn’t go without being invited and I guess she didn’t want to talk to Helen so she tried to get the people who WERE going to ask Helen to invite her. Confusing, huh. James didn’t want Krystal to be at Helen’s end-of-year thing, so she tried to make James not like Ivy anymore (how does that help?) Anyways, Krystal told James that Ivy used Krystal to get a 4.0 last year. James believed Krystal and got mad at Ivy, didn’t talk to her for a week. Truth is? Ivy didn’t get a 4.0 last year, and if you look at the fact that several days ago Krystal asked Ivy to give her a copy of summer reading….you can guess who was using who. Does this not speak for itself? Anyways, that isn’t it. After Krystal convinced James to be pissed at Ivy (which didn’t get her an invite) she moved on to Pei. I’m going to be very, very blunt now. Ivy was very, very mad at Krystal, and when confronted Krystal didn’t say anything or pretended to not know anything. I don’t know which, I’m not that psychic. Ivy, after ranting about it to me, posted on blogger “STFU” (which I didn’t read I think lol) But Pei saw it and talked to Ivy about it. Ivy, deciding she trusted and liked Pei a lot more than Krystal, spilled the whole story. Next day Pei told Krystal about the blog post which Krystal otherwise would not have known about (we all know she isn’t a bloggy person) and Krystal replied to Ivy:
From: Krystal Wang <horse7dancer@yahoo.com>Date: Aug 29, 2007 12:15 PM Subject: Blogspot.To: Ivy Zhang <chocolatechipcookie88@gmail.com>I read over the "STFU." and none of that is true at all. So then why'd you lie to me? I ASKED YOU "WHY ARE YOU PISSED AT ME" and you responded, "im not." OKAY, seriously, if you wanna talk smack about me that isn't true, you my as well just tell me other then writing in on ur freakin blog. And btw, during the field day, as i hung out with pei, and you were all in ur little LALA land, pei told me to read ur blog. Then at helen's house, pei showed me, personally. SO HA! btw, this is me trying to relieve my stress. and you are lucky cause i am only sending this to you, other then posting it on blog where everyone can see it. if you want me to type more, and make it as long as ur "STFU." blog then i can. But still i am only doing it through email. Saying lies are not good, and you told me, personally, that you never lie. Sometimes i feel as if you haven't "forgiven" (as you say) me yet, and i really feel like you ARE a good friend. But maybe now i should question it.Why don't you honestly tell me what you think....or i think 8th grade is not gonna look to good.Waiting upon ur response, Krystal (ur used-to-be friend)

Wonderful, don’t you guys think? Seems like someone is mad. And it’s like a stupid, immature fight. Well, I suppose that is how it will turn out. Originally merely between Ivy and Krystal (which could have been resolved by both of them avoiding each other) Pei had to tell Krystal about the post. Not meant for Krystal’s eyes. Plus, “STFU” is really old (end of school year) and this email was sent today. Interesting, don’t you think? Why would Pei bring up something this old? I really don’t want to be stuck in this. But considering that Ivy is my best friend and Pei is pretty close to…I’m going to get ranted at a lot. Bleh. I don’t have anything against Krystal. She sometimes copies other people’s ideas, but I mean, that is easy to solve, just don’t let her see your work! I think Krystal is pretty nice and has an okay-to-get-along-with personality. So why am I talking about this? Because I just want you guys to know about this so the next time you guys have a get-together you won’t invite both of them…or if it’s one of their parties/something you won’t invite the other one. It seems they are all pretty pissed. Oh right, just in case you wanted to refer to it, this is the post “STFU”:
GOSH I AM SO PISSED AT ------- RIGHT NOWI DONT WANT TO BE HER FRIEND ANYMORESHE'S SUCH A TWO FACED BITCH.IM SERIOUS.SHE JUST WANTS THINGS HER FUCKING WAY NO MATTER WHAT IT DOES TO OTHERSAND YOU KNOW?SHE LIED TO -----AND SHE LIED TO MEAND THEN ----- ASKED ME ABUOT ITAND I TOLD HIM THE TRUTH ("TRUTH" THAT ------- TOLD ME)AND HE TOLD ME I WAS LYINGAND THAT HE WOULDN'T TRUST ME ANYMOREAND THAT IM NOT BEING A GOOD FRIEND TO HIMOR -------AND THAT I SHOULD ACT MORE LIKE ONEAND REMEMBER THAT LIES HURT OTHERSAND I WAS LIKEWTF SHE TOLD ME THATAND HE'S LIKE STOP LYINGAND YOU NKOWITS GETTING ME FUCKING PISSED OFFBECAUSE SHE WANTED TO MANIPULATE HIM INTO LETTING HER GO TO THE STUPID STUPID FRIDAY PARTY THING (SHE WASNT INVITED BECAUSE OF HIM AND ---- NOT LIKING HER)AND SHE DID A PRETTY DAMN GOOD JOBBECAUSE NOW ----- THINKS IM THE LIARAND SHES THE GREAT FRIENDAND THAT I'VE ALWASY LIED TO HIMAND THAT I DONT CAREA BOUT HIM AT ALLIS HE CRAZY?AND SHE JUST USES PEOPLEAND WONT LET PEOPLE USE HERAND IM STARTING TO REALIZETHAT ------- IS JUST A BITCH WHO THINKS LIFE REVOLVES AROUND HER AND THAT OTHERS DONT HAVE FEELIGNS.THAT AS LONG AS HER FEELINGS ARE FULFILLED, THEN THE WORLD IS HAPPY.THAT IVY WONT BE SAD, THAT SHE WONT BE RUINING FRIENDSHIPS, RUINING TRUST OR STARTING BETRAYAL.BECAUSE NOW HE DOESN'T THINK OF ME AS GOOD OF A FRIEND AS HERAND YOU NKOW?THAT MAKES ME REALLY SAD.BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HIMAND I'VE ALWAYS CARED ABOUT HIMAND I'VE ALWAYS TRIED TO MAKE THINGS WORK OUT THE RIGHT WAYAND I WAS THERE FOR HIM WHEN HIS PARENTS HIT HIMAND KICKED HIM OUT OF THE HOUSEI WAS THERE FOR HIM.I WAS FUCKING THERE FOR HIM.HE CAME TO MY HOUSEAND I RISKED GETTING MYSELF IN DEEP TROUBLEBUT I TAKLED WITH HIMAND MADE SURE HE WAS GOING TO BE OKAYBEFORE LETTING HIM GO TO HIS FRIENDS HOUSE.AND YOU NKOW?I FEEL REALLY USED. BECAUSE DO YOU KNOWHOW LONG THAT TOOK ME TO BUILD THAT TRUSTAND TO USE THAT TRUSTAND I DONT LIE TO HIMONLY WHEN OTHER TELL ME NTO TO TELL HIM THINGSAND I WILL RESPECT EVERYBODYS WISHESEVEN WHEN HE WANTS TO KNOW SOMETHINGAND I CANT' BELIEVE I WAS ACTUALLY TRUSTING ------- MORE THAN ME. OR AT ALL!SHE JSUT WANTS EVERYTHING HER WAY SO THAT SHE CAN USE EVERYBODY AND SUE ADN USE AND USE AND USE AND USE AND USE UNTIL HER SKINNY ASS FALLS OFF BECAUSE SHE'S LIED SO MUCHAND AT THAT TIME, EVERYBODY WILL REALIZE HOW MUCH OF A BITCH SHE WAS TO THEMAND AT TAHT TIME, I WONT GIVE SHIT ANYMOREAND I DONT THINK SHE REALIZES WHAT THIS DID TO ME.YES, IM PRETTY HAPPY WITH MY LIFEYES, IM FINALLY EXCITED THAT MY LIFE ISN'T SCREWED UPBUT YOU NKOW?SHE JUST RUINED MY LIFE TO A MORE EXTENT THAN ANYONE HAS EVER DONE.BECASUE I'VE TRUSTED HER. AND I'VE RESPECTED HER. AND FORGIVEN HER.------- JUST USES ME (AND ------- AND EVERYONE) SO THAT SHE CAN MAKE HERSELF HAPPY IN HER FUCKING MADE UP WORLD WHERE SHE'S THE CENTER OF ITAND THIS IS REALLY REALLY PISSING ME OFFAND I SHOULD REALLY REALLY FORGIVE HER THIS TIMEBUT WILL I?NOBECAUSE SHE PUSHED IT TOO FAR.SHE TOOK MY FRIEND AWAY FROM MESHE USED HIM TO GET ONLY WHAT SHE WANTEDSHE USED ME LAST YEAR TO GET GOOD GRADESWHEN SHE MADE ME DO HER HWAND SHE ENDED UP GETTING A 4.0 AND I DIDN'T?AND SHE DID?GEEZ, SHE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND HOW THAT MAKES ME FEEL DOES SHE?AND SHE WONT ADMIT ITAND SHE LIED ABOUT IT, NOT ONLY THATWHEN ----- ASKED HER ABOUT IF SHE REALLY DID THATSHE WAS LIKE OF COURSE NOT!AND NOW ----- FUCKING THINKS THAT IM THE ONE WHO LIEDWHERE [ALMOST] EVERYONE KNOWS THAT SEHS THE ONEBUT ----- IS A DUMBASS WHO FALLS FOR EVERYTHING (IM NOT BLAMING HIM.)AND SO HE CAN'T TELLAND I ASKED HIM IF HE TRUSTED ------- MORE THAN MEAND HE JUST SAYS WHATEVER WHO GIVES SHIT ABOUT BOTH OF YOUEVEN THOUGH HES SITTING BY ------- ON THE BUSBEING "NICE" TO HER.WHERE SHE IS ALWAYS BITCHING ABOUT HOW MUCH OF AN IDIOT HE IS NORMALLYAND HOW SHE WOULD NEVER WANT HIM TO DO ACTIVITIES WITH HER VEER.AND THEN YOU NKOW HOW WE WERE GONNA PLAY TENNIS ON THURSDAY?---- WANTED ----- TO GO-------'S LIKENONONONO NO -----AND ----'S LIKE FINE.AND THEN ON THE BUS TODAY, I FOUND OUT ------- INVITED ----- TO GO TO TENNISWOW.I THOUGHT SHE DIDN'T WANT HIM TO GO.AND THEN I ASKED HER THAT, BECAUSE SHE SADI THAT TO ME ON THE BUS THE DAY BEFORE AND DURING PE AND VERY OFTEN.AND SHE'S LIKEI NEVER SAID ANYTHING LIKE THAT IVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT NOT WANTING HIM TO GOARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?AND THEN ----- WAS ALL LKESHUT UP IVY, STOP LYING. STOP MAKING UP EXCUSES. IF YOU DONT WANT ME TO GO, I WONT.I NEVER SAID THAT!!!!WTF?WTF?WTF?WTF?WHAT THE FUCKWHAT THE FUCKWHAT THE FUCKWAHT THE FUCKWHAT THE FUCKI DONT THINK I'VE EVER BEEN THIS PISSED AT SOMEONE BEFOREAND IVE TRIED MY HARDEST TO BE HER FRIENDTO BE WITH HERTO FORGIVE HERTO ALWAYS SIDE WITH HERBUT THIS TIME,SHE REALLY REALLY MADE ME FEEL LIKE SHE DISRESPECTED MEBUT I HAD TO RESPECT HERTHAT'S TOTALY UNFAIRAND NOW SHE'S JUST GONNA MAKE ME LOSE MY FRIEND(S)AND MANIPULATE THEMAND THEY DONT REALIZEAND IM PRETTY MUCH READY TO BREAK SOMETHINGOH, WAIT.I ALREADY DID.A GLASS BOWL.GREAT!AND SHE ALREADY BROKE SOMETHING TOO!MY TRUST, MY FRIENDSHIP, MY KINDNESS, AND MY HEART.THANKS -------, FOR MAKING ME FEEL LOVED.*please note that all names were removed.**sorry about the swearing.
Oh, dude. O.o That is…very scary. –hides under table- Hey, there is something more. “Update on STFU”:
So, Just as David said, ----- got over it, well, enough at least. Hahahaha.So true identities?Let's put it this way.Hints?----- is a boy (if you haven't caught on yet) and seventh grade...um...my best guy friend. (that should give it away)------- is a girl (same thing) and seventh grade...preppy...super skinny...ummm....dancer (that should give it away too)---- was there for like three lines...short korean guy...cute..hahaha....hates his twin sister (hahaha now its obvious)Yup.So all you you guys should get it now.I've gotten over the fact that there is dumb drama in middle school.And that I'm going to be a part of it.If someone is going to piss me off, they'll get ignoreddd.So like today, ------- was ignored.Until i felt like they were completely sorry. [bus ride home]So pretty much, I've had tons of fun this year, and i will go make a post about reflections on this year.Oh yeah, I'm going to use this blog.It's really helpful for me to "vent my feelings"hahaha.not really, but it makes me more....relaxed.:]bye!
Errr. Yeah. Well, that’s about all I have to say. If I get comments and want to respond to them, I guess I’ll just add to this post or comment. Lol, but just info that might be important. And compiled all together. If this took awhile, I think it’s worth it. I don’t want 8th grade to be screwed up for my friends. The end. Or not. Ahhh mom coming.

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yayz.
i typed it up first, then pasted it
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Blobby Squid

Dontcha luv my title :D
lollies, jk
er. today i feel lots mor normaller.
^ ^
anyways, i went to school for that...ready-for-school thingy and had to wait in a line forevsss.
weird and pooishness.
and i saw dong when he was leaving, which was weird becuz min joo said she went monday?
confused.
anyways, ben brought his pomeranian
(i still dunno wat its called...) yups.
LALALA.
i saw amanda sie and emily zhang too
the planner is ugly. better than last year tho.
:D
wahhh a new spanish book...
yo soy doomed
:P
i mean, i dont remember ANYTHING from last year..
-sigh-
-feels extremely retarded-
for those of you in my math level, i just want to say that i got stuck on the belt problem and now want to kill something.
she made the belt pictures really weird...
so tangent angles and triangular crap. i 4get how to prove the similarity of the triangles.
-sigh-
and the other belt problem is worse.
at least triangles make sense....
i is SO SCREWED!!!
should i make note cards for the world history thing?
or should i procrastinate?
idk if my IDs are good enough for note cards.
im gonna set up a study group thing first week. after we get some info. i always do something wrong...
i need to get a 4.0 this year :D so i can skip to 10th grade at Mercer High
no more prism!
i want to go to newport tho...
i dont feel like an eighth grader
>.>
i feel like a poser XD
lollies
oh well.
yeah, i got a new watch :D
my old one...broke...like the strap died. and it was leather! stupid watch
so i got a metal one this time XD and a lifetime warrantee
hehehe.
^ ^
ok.
and my haircut makes my hair poofy and i seriously need to de-poofy it
Seventeen had a way to de-puff it.
YAYYY fulness. go un-poofy
:D
ok ima weird.
too bad, but okay wazevs.
i need check email, dentists appointment soon teeth hurt two cavaties? maybe root retarded
hurt hurt hurt new car is cool! its shinnnny :3 yay
typing lots nothing else to talk about too much summer homework doomed
finished everything but math and chinese and one page LA need to write SS stuff?
test test test doomed stupid schedule wish PE second period poo no one i know in my PE sucks
TA second semester first period maybe visit friends in PE yay wish PE with them
poo. yups. schedule mean walk all over one half then for 7th period i go to spanish II, outside classroom far far far far far away everyone has spanish with me okay no classes with ivy sad poo
>.>

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Selling Cars

TODAY...I'm going to talk about cars. No, not cars in general-but one particular S 320 Mercedes Benz that is about 13 years old. Right before I was born, my mom decided that she wanted to get a car that would be extremely safe and comfortable. At the time my parents were still together and both worked at Microsoft. Today, when my mom picked me up from Ivy's house, she said "I sold the car." And I'm like "...What?" Tommorow we will trade in the Mercedes because the maintanence fees were getting too high. The price that we managed to trade it in for? $5000. The price it would take to fix the broken fan? $4500. So my mom sold it, and will buy a hybrid Lexus something-or-other to replace it. Yay for saving the environment. So I just finished cleaning out the car and taking a ton of pictures...but I feel sad, like I lost a favorite stuffed animal...or something. After all, I've spent my whole life with this car. It's like my dog died. >< -sigh- But it's really old already and we're going to get an awesome new environment-saving silver car...so I guess I shouldn't be complaining. But the new car costs a lot, like hybrids do now, and even though it will pay itself off within 5 years, Then I typed a bunch of stuff that I decided was too private to share so the end.

Friday, August 24, 2007

FROGGIES!!!!

^ ^
That has nothing to do with my post...
Ivy is at my house...and we are going to Bellevue Square later!!
-hops up and down-
im gonna write pretty stuff :3
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yay.
anyways, i feel like playing with html now
not that this is very useful or informative to you...but okay
im pissed at my hair right now
>.>
its all poofy
<.<
i wanna play on gaia!!!
but i cant.
becuz THERE ARE STUPID VIRUSES EVERYWHERE!!!!
-munch-
okay
so i made a video out of pictures from the Leavenworth trip
(im still editing it tho)
and i'll put it on the msnspace slide show thing...
and give u guys the address later.
>.>
okay.
my dad's camera was being retarded and made stuff fuzzy.
needs to be cleaned...stupid lens
-nods-
lotsa pictures look like its foggy
but i deleted them hehe
ok.
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:D
dont ask, i was bored
time to be more productive
-cough-

Sunday, August 19, 2007

quiz! just 4 fun

a b o u t y o u - g i r l s.<3
Name::Terry
Age::213
Birthdate::October 13
Birthplace::You should know.
Location::where i am now
Appearence
Hair Color::Dark brown
Eye Color::brown
Weight::T.T 96 lb
Height::5'3"
Braces?:luckily no
Glasses/contacts?:glasses
Freckles?:nope. i think.
Scars?:on my foot
Style::will change
Favorite
Food::derek's head :K jkjk
Drink::root beer
Store(s)::American Eagle. or Safeway
Color(s)::Red, White, Black
Shoe Brand::New Balance
Clothing Brand(s)::American Eagle
Purse Brand(s)::i dont...use purses
This/That:
Coke/Pepsi::Coke
Bikini/One Peice::Tankini
Love/Money::Love
Resturant/Fast Food::Fast food :P
Boy/Girl::uh. boy for dating, both for friends
Pop/Water::pop
Dogs/Cats::dogs
Abercrombie/Walmart::walmart :D much more fun to shop through
Night/Day::night
Sun/Rain::rain
Have You Ever
Cried in school::no...
Laughed so hard you peed::ew. no
Seen your best friend naked::nope
Taken a shower with someone::derek? x] 4 years ago
Been drunk::off sugar
Smoked::nope
Cried on someones shoulder::no
Let someone cry on your shoulder::no
Slept in bed with same sex::...my mom x]
Used the bathroom in front of a friend::yup
Do You
Smoke:no
Do Drugs:caffeine :D
Drink:water.
Cry often:no
Change in front of your friends:no
Talk about private things with friends:depends which friends
In the Opposite Sex
Favorite eye color::doesnt make a difference
Favorite hair color::see above
height::"
weight::well, long as they...arent humongous x]
drink/smoke::no.
drugs::no.
tatoos::long as they arent everywhere
peircings::o.o
style::understands humor, doesnt smell...etc x]
The last.
person you hugged::Ben
person you kissed::mom
person you talked to::derek
time you cried::4get
time you laughed::a moment ago
thing you bought::mood ring x] im so weird
person you yelled at::derek
person you said i love you to::mom
person you told you they loved you::mom
person you hit::huh. i'd say dong
thing you drank::sugarrrr
thing you ate::brownie :D
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my poor pinky T.T

I swear, they made romantic songs (on the piano) just to torture pinkies. For the last...4 years all the romantic pieces I've played have been PINKY TORTURERS!!!! :O Yup. It's sad ><>< Yesterday was exhausting. I woke up and hour ago and was forced to play piano. Which was actually fun, but killed my pinky. And my hair is a lump on my head which I am too lazy to comb out. I'll...fix that in a couple of days. Ahhhh Derek just squirted a bottle of....o.o ah crap. Athlete's foot medicine o.o on the table. Weird...-wonders where that came from- Time to clean up. THen play on gaia. ^ ^ buh bye

Friday, August 17, 2007

my headddd

i was thinking about how my head hurt
and i finally figured out that "upper left" does not describe my throbbing head
only now do i realize how BIG a head is.
we see in...kind of 2D, we can only see one side of things till we walk around something
so you always see an oval of a head.
and we KNOW a head's size
we just dont picture it....like that
><
that was weirdddd
lollies
^ ^
i think my ear is infected
so my dad scheduled a doctor's appointment 4 tmr
and i think i hav 2 cavities
so im dooooomed
yup, that sums it up
^ ^
i think being sick screws up my balance because usually i can hold a handstand for about 5 seconds...
but today i fell flat on my back
which actually didnt hurt, thanks to gymnastics for teaching me "how to fall right"
yayfulness
my dad was right, taking a bath puts you in a happy mood
this is nice.
but my ear is hurting again...
gah
oh right, today i spent 4 hours on the car and about 3 hours at Leavenworth
great, huh
x]
we ate these weird dutch sausage that tasted funny
and derek drank all his lemonade and half of mine
-sigh-
all the other people there mounted bunches of relish and...yuckyfulstuff on theirs
then you only taste watevs u stuffed on it
i just added ketchup :3
HAHHA
ok.
so the sausage i ordered (which ends up looking like a hot dog cauz they put it on a bun)
was nicknamed "Bob"
no kidding
x]
all the sausages had names
:P
it was very interesting
yupppps
i tried to find a present for ivy and helen because their birthdays are coming up...
but all the stuff at leavenworth is...not interesting
><
well there wwas this wind charm thing that was...hybrid-ified with a dream catcher....but i didnt know where to put it if i bought it.
so yeah.
lalala,
i feel an urge to play on gaia coming....
no one is posting anything interesting lately.
bleurgh
itl to checky email, so my email contacts will be bored-ified
yays. byebye

Thursday, August 16, 2007

its a whirlwind....of change

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I feel. Like the world is going wheee. And crazy, and everyone is doing things too quickly for me to catch up...like everyone else has an extra hour a day...or maybe I just have one less...And like I have one thing...then another...and another...and my head is going to fall off because I turn my head from event to event too quickly. Or my neck will break. Either way, my brain will turn into mush and begin leaking out of my head...And I will be doomed. Anyways, beyond the brain leaking and all that wackyness, I think my 'normal' world is most definately falling apart. Alright, not falling apart because technically it isn't MY world...but I'm definately getting very confused by it. This is because (I'm not sure if this is supposed to be known...but I think it would be better for people to know than not to know...don't make a big deal out of it please?) but first Mitchel broke up with Pei, which most of you should know, and Andrew broke up with Helen. Both of them had been deemed "perfect couples" but they...fell apart. You guys understand? Nothing is working. I guess it is summer, a lot of relationships don't survive a summer or deteriote during it (I've been reading. Don't ask lol) and it's so...sad. I wish people would...I don't know. I really don't know. But this is sad. Because all these people are not being happiful. And this is really annoying...and sad. Yup...enough with my depressingful-ness. Derek is being a butt saying that I can't play on the computer because I "never let him play" and he says I can only have 10 minutes to do stuff. I told him 40 at first, and he keeps on shortening it only because it is "my turn"...He is so annoying. I think he needs to sleep, because he is being quite annoying...Oh right, did I tell you about my one day vacations? So tommorow I'm going to Leavenworth to...I don't know what you do in Leavenworth. Buy stuff? Well, I'm going there because my passport expired so I can't go to Canada, and the day after (which would be Saturday) I'm going to go to ...this place...to go fishing with some family friends. That is, if it doesn't rain...and if my dad buys a fishing pole which he probably won't do because it will rain on Saturday (very likely) so we will be a home being piggies and I will have to do more math. I forgot how to prove equations...so my dad made me do 3 before he gave up on me and sighed and went to play with Derek. Not fair, Derek gets "10-7" and I get "prove that angle 0 is equal to 90 degrees plus half of angle a" annoying...Yes, it is very very annoying and makes me want to eat the questions. That's about it...I'm going fishing on gaia. Yay, gold. x] Hehe, I'll post more tommorow and go visit your blogs. No one is posting very much. So Ben's blog is dead, Auzin's is...gone, Ivy hasn't posted in a while but might soon, Pei is posting once in a very long while, same with Preston...who else. David? Mitch? There are WAY too many blogs. *sigh* Ah well, time is running out because Derek is being annoying. Goodbye.

TODAYYYY




Well. I WAS going to use a different one...but...it was retarded. heh heh. So I'll just use this one again...and see if I can make a new one. But making a new one will require a whole different background picture...which I would have to make myself....well, I'll get there. Lol. I think I can take another picture...I'll try later. For now? I'll stick to this. Do any of you know where to go to find the colors and what they mean? If I figure out the colors then I will know how to do all this stuff. Now...onto "Todayyy" We did this target practice thing during tennis and it was SO EVIL!!!! I always got the ball right next to the target. GAHHHH. Right...anyways, at least I don't hop every time I hit it now. Only half the time ^ ^ lollies. o.o Derek making weird noises *is scared* yeah. Well, I suppose I'm going to have TONS OF CRAZINESS because I'm at my dad's office...and feeling crazy right now. Lol. I'm going to go and play on gaia now. ttyl! (This was a boring post. -sigh-) I barely told you guys anything x]

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Testing!

This is fun! For some reason, I'm a weirdo who enjoys playing with html. I think it is myspace's fault. lollies



Hi! Isn't this special? Unfortunately, it doesn't match the rest of my background...So, I'm going to make my own! That is, when I have an hour to spare. I just want to say that I'm lucky to have all you people as friends and can't wait for school to start again-just so I can see you :] Summer has been a bit boring, but I'm sure when school starts everything will be nuts and everyone will be way to busy to do anything fun. Well, that's life. ^ ^ Alright. This WAS going to be a little "mini profile" that would fit right under the "about me" section, but it is too big. So...I suppose I will post it! And save it for later use because it is pretty :3 Haha. And this is tons of fun because this post will be really long...but in this tiny scrolly thing! Whoohoo, right? Yeah. Anyways, falling off my bike on the way to tennis was not very fun...so I guess I'm not going to try doing that again. And I'm getting really annoyed by the "save now" thing...and it saved at 11:25...yeah well I'm getting distracted again. I'm going to cook lunch! What should I make? Macaroni and Cheese from the box? Chicken noodle soup from the can? I could reheat the...stuff that we ate last night. That is a good idea! I really should be doing my homework, but I just can't bring myself to do that. *sigh* I guess I'm a bad, bad person. I will finish SS first because at least SS is interesting. I'm SO glad we don't have to do US history-I never want to see that unit again. Unfortunately....high school. Oh yeah, now that I somehow managed to wander onto the topic of high schools, which high schools are you people all going to?

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

unpleasantness

wow.
this is sad.
during the whole school year i barely injured myself AT ALL
like, no scratches, cuts, scrapes, broken-ness
nothing.
in two weeks of summer, i:
cut my thumb deep, got two mysterious bloody-nasty yucky (but they didnt hurt) cuts on my left foot, bit my lip --by accident--and there is this HUGE UGLY NASTY dent in it now ><, cartwheeled onto my brother's toolbox and killed the bottom of my foot, got a cold that is lasting forever (how ironic, a cold in summer), got stabbed by a tree branch in the arm doing yardwork, and today's addition to the entourage: I FELL OFF MY BIKE. (isnt that such a lame, little kid type of thing to do?) i cut a corner too quickly....and died. suprisingly, i look okay...if you dont look at my left leg ^ ^or my hands. ^ ^ what a waste of band aids. *sigh*
stupidstupidstupid
yo soy retarde.
yay 4 me :D

Emo?nooooo

From CosmoGirl:
"Despite speculation that the mo mentality is just another manifestation of simple teen angst, experts believe the current culture of depression has deeper roots. There are three key factores at play: an anxiety and hopelessness about the state of the world, the fact that being troubled is a way to express your individuality, and the overwhelming amount of media out there. THink thousands of cable channels, the infinite Internet--there's so much information being thrown at you, yet nothing feels substantial enough to grab hold of. [yesyes, everything is important]"

"In a culture that celebrates confessing our emotions on TV talk shows, in blogs, and in music, it makes sense that everyone's wearing their angst on their sleeve. 'Acting troubled started off being a way to stand out,' sats Kayan, 17, from Peru, Indiana. 'And now it's a way to fit in.'"

"'I got into an emo phase because my best friend was emo,' says Nikki, 15, from Haverstraw, New York. 'But I hated life, and I realized I didn't want to be depressed all the time. So I went back to being the happy, confident person I was. You know what? Life's too short to not fully live it.'"
YAY!
so. I think some people (the emo posers) are really lame
its not a good thing to have problems...
i mean, seriously
even if you have problems you dont have to be sad about them, that doesnt help anything
obvio you try to solve them
if they are unsolvable, you get on with the rest of life and live with the unsolvable problems
you try to make your problems easier, etc.
sometimes i feel like emo people are way retarded but then it is a chemical unbablance set off by events, so it isnt completely their fault
though the way they dealt with those events resulted in the chem unbalance, SO THEY ARE RETARDED TOO
!!
the end

Monday, August 13, 2007

Stuff I Just HAVE to Say

Yay. Yo soy feeling special. That, technically, doesn't make any sense.
lollies
I just noticed that "I write sins not tradgedies" has nothing to do with the song's content
or maybe im slow...watevs
im going to tennis camp!
idk what i have to bring
according to everyone, my racket sucks. ><
not my problem. well, it is but i couldnt care less
im going to research the damaging effects of caffeine to freak out lucinda!!!
yay
^ ^
x.x
this is really sad.
it took me half an hour to finish 6 math questions.
><
and i actually was concentrating on it
i feel extremely retarded. time to fix up my math skills...
*sigh*
(that means more math)
i hope my dad forgets to check my math again x]
o.o I built a tissue mountain
(btw if you forgot I'm sick)
-.-
it is...very disgusting
you needed to know that
x]
lollies
my house is being attacked by bugs.
the bugs are being attacked by:
1. me with a vaccum
2. me with sneakers
3. me with a tissue
4. me with a random object that is aimed at the bug
yayyy
its annoying though because the little bugs fly around
then i clap my hands. but then i have to wash my hands ><
im planning on serving in the national coast guard when im mid-twenties
i mentioned this to my mom (i had planned on being part of the army but she practically chopped off my head for that)
so....shes like >:[ thats too dangerous for you
and im like...so who is it not too dangerous for
"other people"
like...
"other-people-not-you"
so...other people risk their lives to protect us and we be lazy and not contribute?
"we give them money through taxes"
but lives are worth more than money
"so..."
so i'm going to serve in the coast guard!
"NO"
yesyesyesyes
"-.- do you have a fever"
*sigh*
-convo ends-
then she distracted me by saying i had to go play piano
*sigh*
lalala
it will be a great experience
i want to try out lots of jobs + experiences, go lotsa places
so...i really dont want to go serve in all the different nation-protecting system things
so...and cuz mom (prolly dad too, dont wanna mention this to him till im in my twenties lol) will chop off my head if i almost-die (waste of surviving if i get decapitated...) so i suppose coast guard works
mostly defensive. unless we get stuck in a war...then we be doomed ><
yeah.
^ ^
oh yes. on the 16th, did anyone else here get that letter?
no1 responded ><
i think asian parents are too protective.
they expect other people to protect their families, peace, etc.
but they dont want their own children to protect them because "their children are too precious" and so they want other people's children to protect their families
that is beyond lame
so...you getting the idea?
lalala
math is taking too long. *sigh*
that was interesting. did you know that scraping a metal fork on the bottom of a stainless steel pan makes this very annoying screeching noise?
like the fingernails-on-chalkboard thing, but a bit less screechy
and im really...disturbed by that noise to i make it a lot to try to get over it
^ ^
it is hard to eat with you mouth closed when you cant breathe through your nose...
alright. i post and type more on this later.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Aura Quiz

This is just some quiz results that I felt like posting~you don't need to read this

http://www.auracolors.com/auracolors-test.html

1. Red=5 Reds are physical and sexual. They love expressing themselves through their sensuality and their physical bodies. They live their lives in the here-and-now with zest, strength, courage and self-confidence.
Reds love to live in physical reality, to manipulate their environment. Reality must be tangible to them. They must be able to see, touch, hear, taste and smell it. Reds are not abstract thinkers. A wall is a wall and there is no need for further discussion or speculation. Reality is literal, not ethereal or complicated.
Reds require proof that something exists. It must have a concrete and tangible substance. Reds remind us that we have bodies, that we are matter — flesh and blood. These robust personalities enjoy the physical aspect of life. They don't try to see life as an illusion or try to escape from it into a fantasy world.

2. Orange=3 Oranges are the thrill-seekers and daredevils of the aura spectrum. They love the challenge and excitement of physical danger. They love to challenge their environment and go beyond any accepted physical limits.
Oranges put their lives on the line just to feel alive; the stakes must actually be life and death for Oranges to feel a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. They love the adrenaline rush of excitement in the face of danger.
For Oranges , thrills, cunning skill, and excitement are the essentials in life. Everything else is just passive existence. Evil Knievel and actor/stuntman Jackie Chan are well-known examples of Orange auras.

3. Magenta=2 Magentas are rare and not commonly found on the planet these days. Magentas are the nonconformists in the aura spectrum. They are usually seen as bizarre loners. They see life from a different and unusual perspective. They don't choose to abide by society's mores, expectations or standards. They follow the beat of their own drummers.
Magentas love to shock people, to shake them from their ordinary, humdrum existence. For example, Magentas will walk down the street donning wild clothes and purple Mohawk hair cuts. Other people don't usually have the nerve or the desire to live the lifestyle of the Magentas .
Because of their outrageous behavior, Magentas prefer to live in large, crowded cities where they don't stand out as much and aren't pressured to conform. These free spirits aren't usually concerned about what others think, but in large cities they are more apt to have the freedom to express themselves.
(Many Yellow/Violet aura combinations think that they are Magentas because they have so many similar qualities and experiences. Read about the life purposes of Yellows , Violets, and Magentas to discover which are your real Life Colors. Magentas tend to focus on and enjoy the strangeness of the physical world. They are not concerned about spirituality, humanitarian or environmental causes the way Yellow/Violets are. Magentas prefer to live in busy cities. Yellows prefer to live in more natural environments.)

4. Yellow=2 Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet.
Yellows can either be very shy and sensitive, or they can be the life of the party. These playful characters have a great sense of humor. They love to laugh and to make others laugh. Yellows believe life is to be enjoyed. They like to live life freely and spontaneously. With a perpetual smile on their face, they remind people to not take themselves or their problems too seriously.
Yellows would prefer not to work at all, unless their work was fun, playful, or creative. They love nature, and often have concerns for the survival of wildlife and the environment. Dogs are very drawn to Yellows and often become their best friends.

5. Logical Tan=5 The Logical Tan has a light tan-colored band that encircles the body and is usually kept tightly drawn to it. This reflects the Logical Tans' tendency to keep their feelings and thoughts to themselves.
Logical Tans are very logical and analytical. They choose to process every step, from one through ten. Logical Tans do not like to skip or miss anything. Their method of processing cannot be rushed. They need to analyze and comprehend the logic in each step before proceeding to the next.
Logical Tans like to establish a firm foundation, and then slowly build brick by brick, step by step. Otherwise, they are afraid the entire project will collapse on them.
Not being risk-takers, these methodical thinkers need to see all the data and all the facts before making any moves. Everything for Logical Tans is done in an orderly and sequential manner. Every detail is meticulously processed.
Logical Tans typically form very habitual patterns. They are more comfortable repeating the same duties day after day. They don't like their routines to be altered. Even rearranging the furniture in their homes can throw them off and cause them to feel awkward until they are able to readjust to the new situation.
Logical Tans are the least flexible and adaptable personalities of the aura spectrum. Their sense of security is attached to sameness, reliability and predictability.

6. Environmental Tan=5 The Environmental Tan Life Color is a deep tan-colored band layered with a forest-green-colored band. The Environmental Tan is the bridge between the physical family and the mental family.
Environmental Tans experience their reality by physically touching their environment and then mentally analyzing it. (Occasionally, Yellow/Tan Combinations who have suppressed their free-spirited Yellow aspect believe themselves to be Environmental Tans. It is important that Yellow/Tans find a way to reconnect with their Yellow aspect rather than live believing they are Environmental Tan.)
Like their Logical Tan and Sensitive Tan counterparts, Environmental Tans desire security, stability, and logic. They operate best in a world of rules, boundaries, standards, and logical outcomes that follow basic laws of cause and effect.
Environmental Tans prefer structure and discipline. They process life in an orderly and sequential manner just as Logical Tans do, but they have the added ability to judge or measure their environment from an inner perception.
These amazing personalities can intuitively analyze spatial situations. They can sense the exact distance from one side of a room to the other just by looking at it. Environmental Tans relate kinesthetically and mentally to their environment.

7. Sensitive Tan=1 The Sensitive Tan is the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their auras are a combination of a light tan color with a light blue band next to it that encircles the body. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities and the emotional Blue qualities.
Sensitive Tans incorporate the characteristics of mental, analytical logic with loving and intuitive compassion. These gentle personalities are quiet, sensitive and supportive. They prefer, like Logical Tans, to maintain a rational, intellectual foundation while they analytically process data.
Sensitive Tans are more emotional and intuitive than Logical Tans, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. When a problem arises, Sensitive Tans will retreat inside to figure out the most practical solution.

8. Abstract Tan=3 The bright and curious Abstract Tans are unique characters in the mental family. They are the most childlike of all the Tans. Abstract Tans are open, friendly and outgoing. They have incredibly optimistic personalities. Though they frequently have high energy, it is also usually scattered. They tend to go in many directions at once.
All the other Tan personalities process information in a very logical and sequential manner. They process every step in a linear fashion, from one to ten. While Abstract Tans see all the details and steps which need to be handled, they do not proceed in an orderly fashion.
Abstract Tans have random thought processes. Rather than proceeding step by step, they attempt to work on all of the steps simultaneously. They do not sense that any one step is a priority — the first step is just another piece in the project, as is the last one. These sensitive individuals often appear to be scatterbrained to others.
Abstract Tans are consistently misplacing or losing their possessions and they usually can't remember where they put things last. Their lives seem to be in a constant state of confusion and disorder. Abstract Tans energy is so unfocused that people around them can become agitated trying to pin them down.
Abstract Tans have energy similar to that of fireflies or hummingbirds. Their rapidly vibrating wings move a hundred times a second as they constantly change course in mid-air.

9. Green=4 Greens are some of the most powerful and intelligent people in the aura spectrum. Greens are extremely bright. They process information and ideas quickly; jumping from steps one to ten. They do not like dealing with all the steps and details in between.
A project that is too detailed is tedious and boring for Greens . They prefer to develop an idea, organize a plan, and then delegate someone else to take care of the details.
Greens are very drawn to money, power, and business. These quick-thinkers are very organized and efficient. They write lists and efficiently check off the items on the list as they are completed. Greens recognize patterns and discover solutions very quickly.
When Greens are in their power, they can accomplish anything. They love to set goals and are determined to achieve them. Greens are “movers and shakers” when it comes to taking action. They are also typically the workaholics on the planet.
Greens are highly competitive and enjoy challenges. They thrive on taking risks. Gambling is common for Greens , especially if there is a potential for large winnings.
Being strong-willed, these powerful personalities are determined to have their own way, which they usually feel is the right way. A person is rarely able to win an argument with Greens.

10. Blue=1 Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities of the Life Colors. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality.
Blues are traditionally teachers, counselors, and nurses---basically the loving, nurturers and caretakers on the planet. Blues are constantly helping others. They want to make sure that everyone feels loved and accepted. People are always turning to Blues for comfort and counsel because Blues will always be there for them. They consistently provide a shoulder for others to cry on.
Blues are the most emotional personalities in the aura spectrum. They can cry at the drop of a hat. Blues cry when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason at all. Even watching a sentimental commercial on television can bring on tears.

11. Violet=3 Violets are the inspirational visionaries, leaders and teachers who are here to help save the planet. Most Violets feel drawn to educate the masses, to inspire higher ideals, to improve the quality of life on the planet, or to help save people, animals and the environment.
All Violets have an inner sense that they are here to do something important, that their destiny is greater than that of the average person. Most Violets have felt this way since childhood. As children, many Violets imagined becoming famous, or traveling the planet, possibly joining humanitarian causes such the Peace Corp. Many of these charismatic personalities take on roles as leaders and teachers, while other Violets prefer to reach people through music, film or other art form.
Because this era is currently the "Violet Age," any Violets who are not accomplishing what they came here to do are experiencing an inner “push” — even an inner “earthquake.” Inner forces seem to be shaking them up and pushing them to move into action, to fulfill their life purpose. Violets know they are here to do something significant. However, they aren't always sure what that something is or how to accomplish it.
Many Violets were taught as children that their dreams and aspirations were unrealistic, so they have lost touch with their original visions. It's important for Violets to reconnect with their life purpose and vision, and to take action. Otherwise they will always feel unfulfilled. They will always sense something is missing from their lives. Violets need to learn to slow down long enough to listen to their inner voice and to connect with their higher vision.

12. Lavender=0 Fantasy, enchantment, dreams, myths, spiritual beings, angels, fairies are all concepts which fill the Lavenders' mind. Lavenders tend to live in a fantasy world. They prefer to spend their time out of their bodies, where life is pretty and enchanting. It is challenging for these airy beings to live in three-dimensional reality.
Lavenders prefer imaginary pictures of the world, seeing butterflies, flowers and wood nymphs rather than dirt, concrete and large cities. Physical reality seems cold and harsh to them. These sensitive creatures are fragile and frail, and their physical appearance is often weak and pale.
Lavenders' skin is often alabaster white because they don't like being outdoors, unless it is to be gently surrounded by beautiful flowers and gardens. These child-like personalities are sensitive and simple. Lavenders would rather spend time watching clouds float by or daydreaming. They prefer to escape this reality with all of its demands and responsibilities.
The Lavenders behavior tends to frustrate others who may expect them to be dependable and responsible. Lavenders have no understanding of what it means to hold a responsible job or to earn money. They are more familiar with other dimensions and imagined realities.
Lavenders even have a difficult time relating to or connecting with the concepts of time, space and physical matter. They tend to experience events in their imaginations, but they are not usually grounded enough in physical reality to actually accomplish anything tangible.

13. Crystal=3 Crystal is a rare Life Color. Crystals have clear auras and are known as the "aura chameleons." Like chameleons, their auras will change colors to match those of the people they are connecting with at the time. They then take on the characteristics, behavior patterns, emotions and thoughts of that color.
Consequently, in power Crystals can get along quite well with almost anyone. Yellows , for example, feels they can relate to Crystals who, when they are with them, act and think like Yellows . Later, when the same Crystals spend time with Sensitive Tans, the Tans can feel as if they have found kindred spirits.
However, the Crystals' inconsistencies can also confuse people. One minute Crystals think and behave like Greens . A short while later, they can act like Blues . The more they connect and bond with others, the more their personalities change.
Because Crystals tend to absorb the colors of other people's auras, people can, at times, feel an energy drain when they are in the presence of Crystals. In power, Crystals can be a clear conduit or channel for healing energy. Being natural healers, the Crystals' gift is to help their clients clear blockages, thereby enabling the clients' own natural healing processes to take place.
While healing, balanced Crystals are able to keep their thoughts and emotions out of the way, making the healing more pure. Crystals do not always understand their healing abilities. It can often frighten and confuse them or cause them to feel overwhelmed. These rare souls are often physically fragile and delicate.
Because of their unusual sensitivity, they can only heal one person at a time. They then need to go to a peaceful place to cleanse their aura. Working with too many people can short-circuit their system.

14. Indigo=2 Indigo is the most recent aura color to arrive on the planet. Indigos are ushering in a new energy, a new consciousness, and a new age of peace and harmony. Whereas Violets feel driven to help save the planet, to educate the masses, and to improve life here, Indigos are here to live as examples of a new higher awareness.
At this writing, most of the Indigos are children, although there are a few Indigos who came as forerunners years ago. The words used to describe Indigos include honest, aware, highly intuitive, psychic, independent, fearless, strong-willed, and sensitive.
Indigos are old souls who know who they are and where they've come from. Some consider Indigos to be bizarre. These assertive individuals are born with their spiritual memories intact. Many parents report that their Indigo children regale them with vivid details of past lives or recent encounters with spiritual beings. Parents also report that these children can read their minds and seem to have amazing psychic abilities. Parents are often at a loss as to how to raise these amazing little beings.
An unusual characteristic of Indigos is that they frequently appear androgynous. It is often difficult to tell if Indigos are male or female, homosexual, heterosexual, bisexual, or asexual. It's as if Indigos have both the yin and yang, male and female qualities within them. Their sexuality is not their primary concern however; it is their spirituality.

15. Red Overlay=0 People are not born with a Red Overlay. A Red Overlay is usually added to the outer bands of the aura early on in life because the person felt a need for protection. While a Red Overlay can offer protection, it also can become a terrible burden to bear.
The two most common indications that a person is carrying a Red Overlay are either feelings of intense anger and rage, or continuous struggle and self-sabotage. If these people don't eventually remove the Red Overlay from their aura, their protective shield will eventually become their prison.

Here is my reasoning: (based on this quiz...which is a tad strange)
Terrible stuff never happened to me, my head isn't in the clouds, I am not loving but I enjoy stability and manipulating situations, I don't like fun, and I HAVE A HORRIBLE PERSONALITY!!!!
AHHHH
*hides under table*
...
yeah.
time to play on gaia!
x]

A lot of posts!!!

Terry’s Posts

Post 1, 14 Jul 2007
It sucks to be 12. Seriously. A little younger and you can play on all those little kid things (ie playground) without looking like a retard. >< A bit older and you can drive, use a credit card, go to late® night parties…etc. AND you can go places to use the internet when your mom bans you from blogger for a month. (That ban, btw, ends Aug 13) Ok, so here is the whole, retardedly pitiful story: Making cookies, Derek goes beyond “his turn” (3 min) I tell him its my turn x], he says he gets an extended turn because he wants one, and plops dough on my hand to prove his point, I wipe it on his shirt and leave, Derek puts it in my hair (which I just washed) I hit him on the head. Punishment: Derek gets 5 min on his timeout chair, I get 1 month blogger + email banned. That’s cheap. I’m not talking to him for a billion years…2 halves of a donkey put together, if you know what I mean…-.- Do you know where I am writing this? On a tiny notebook with pen at my brother’s Thomas festival thing. I’m being roasted to death and we are not leaving until 6:00 PM. (That is 2 more hours of roasting) UGH IM DYING. At least I’m getting sunglasses after this. *sigh*

Post 2, 15 Jul 2007
I’m on the car, listening to my mom talk to her coworker, comforting her coworker because of the two extra students which changes the lesson plan. Big whoohoo. How complicated. -.- I asked if she would explain to me and she said “xiao3 hai2 bu2 yong4 zhi dao4” which means “kids don’t need to know”. How lame. I would very much like to kill something. T.T Oh yeah! I remembered something! My new sunglasses are awesome. ^ ^ I feel kind of crazy right now. I am determined to think of something to write about. Should I write a story? Harry Potter 7 ! OMG! Ok, there are 7 horcruxes. These would be (as proven) Slytherin Locket, Malvolo’s Ring, Riddle’s Diary. That leaves 4, but maybe 3 if his last one failed. Dumbledore stated that Voldemort would like to have a horcrux for an object from each house .But Gryffindor’s sword is safe. That leaves Ravenclaw (or Hufflepuff’s I forget) cup, something of the leftover house and one extra Horcrux. I think the last horcrux is Harry, but that is just a random guess…And Nagini is a horcrux too. I just figured out something really stupid. By the time I post this the 7th Harry Potter book (Deathly Hallows) will have come out and all of us (who read this series) have read it. :] BTW we are going to get it from Costco. (woot!) lol. Ow, my hand is all cramped up from writing this, I should type this on WORD to copy/paste on the 13th of August! Bleh. *yawn* We are going to eat dinner soon. LALALA My grandma is being annoying again. This is SO getting old…OMG my mom is reading my blog. Fuh. My brother is asking for the pen. I refuse. He increases in volume until nearly the whole restaurant is staring at us. I continue to write. Mom tells him to keep to an indoor voice. He shuts up. Why can’t I do that? T.T Anyways, my mom is being picky and not liking our table because it is outside of the bathroom. I’m too lazy to move. Mom glares at me so we stay at our old table. T.T She is staring at my writing again. She complains that my writing is messy. I complain that hers is so italicized I can’t read it. -.- We ended up moving anyways, and I had to sit on the inside. The table is more than slightly sticky. My hand is turning blue from the pen ink. I’m sure you reallydo not need this step-by-step account of what I’m doing now, but whatever. She is being picky (mom) because I write with my paper sideways. -.- Dubber time! Might write later…Now there is a problem with a spicy dish cause Derek doesn’t eat spicy stuff. HOW ANNOYING. Food change! Hey, I just realized I can still use msn. Sweet. ^ ^ UGH outside smells like cigarette smoke. T.T It is nasty. Cigarettes should be outlawed. Dinner is done! Onto the car we go =] I feel bloated x.x Oh right. I have a resolution too! I shall shut up and keep my stinging thoughts (or unnecessary ones) to myself. They make people mad/annoyed. *sigh*

Post 3, 16 Jul 2007
Hi! I’m in my summer camp right now, supposedly updating my writing/reading log. HAHA. Like that would take more than 2 minutes…It’s not like anything is worth a grade. -.- Beyond that, we just were told to change seats. I used to sit between Pei and Lucinda, now I sit between this guy and a girl in my class called Katerina. I’m not sure if I spelled her name right…Anyways this class moves so slow! I wish we would actually go and do something interesting, because this is getting really old. I want to go play on gaia! Oh right, I’m aloud to post there. I will post stuff on my profile and tell Pei to post the URL. Then I will post these posts…and copy + paste them onto blogger when the ban is lifted. But then maybe you people won’t see this and I will forget to tell Pei. -.- Whatever. Are we moving on yet? Sitting here writing a blog is getting kind of old. *sigh* I got tons of library fines. I have 53 books checked out. >< I will return around 40 today. Maybe some of the random-ones-I-couldn’t-find will pop up. Hopefully. But I have like $10 in fines. What a waste of money. No more mass-checkout for me! For some reason my writing is getting bigger and bigger. Shrink time. Now it is all messy. Guh. Ew, I used waterproof sun block (my normal ran out T.T) and it is all oily and gloopy. Okay back to class. Alright! Now class is almost over, it being 2:20. I have a migraine. I should catch up on sleep. I just watched a movie about this guy called Timothy who videotaped 100+ hours of Alaskan Grizzly Bears until he got killed and eaten by one (His girlfriend got eaten too) It’s kind of sad, really. I think that after writing this I will read. I need to sleep, do summer homework, piano, return library books…*sigh* Ok, I’m going to read now.

Post 4, 17 Jul 2007
My foot hurts. My sneakers suck. I feel like writing with red pen just because I do, alright. (Not that you can see) I’m in class right now. We moved back to our old spots, so Pei and Lucinda are next to me again. I’m writing about a comfy winter night, with a sudden blackout. Not very interesting. Should I post it? Not that you want to read it. I just noticed something. Dong doesn’t wear Pole shirts now! o.o He wears baggy t-shirts. It is cold today. Should I post my posts? Maybe I will…Or I could type everything on an USB and ask Pei to post it. Maybe. I will ask~Quote from Pei: “Wow. Stuff and things. I like pizza. Cherries are good.” Great quote, huh. Lol. Whoa we had to copy + edit the “really bad paragraph” that is about “big furry fat cats” and “mean cats [that] might make me seriously cry”. x] This is lame. I am bored. Maybe I should read. I want to go swimming okay not really because I would have to wash my hair. My conditioner isn’t really working. Maybe I should rinse out more, or leave in more. I’m sure you really care. Anyways, the bath and body works one is better. *sigh* My hair is all screwed up. It is more than slightly annoying. It is 10:10 am, whoohoo.

Post 5, 19 Jul 2007
Hi people! I’m going to be very blunt today. So Pei is going to kill me (or maybe not) after I post this, but communication is the key to a good, healthy relationship (and interaction and fun) so this is a shout out. Um…Whether he read it or not, Mitchell needs to put a bit (more) effort into sharing (or at least trying to) Pei’s interests. According to Pei, she like to talk, IM, blog and “hang out” (w/e that means) and Pei may or may not be accurate but Mitchell apparently likes tennis. (That’s it…or so Pei says) o.o I gave her advice ^ ^ (prolly bad) Me no think she is going to follow it…because both Pei and Mitchell wait for the other to do something…w/e I’m not going to interfere. Actually I lied. I def. will interfere. Muhaha. What now. Now I will talk about my plan things. Well right now I am in class and Pei just for..unknown reasons wrote “^ ^ making out ^ ^” on my notebook. WHAT IS SHE THINKING?!?!?! Oh I get it haha! “Helen likes burning 70 calories an hour” is right above it. Beyond that “shuns disturbing message” I told you about me/Pei’s idea about guy’s AE t-shirts, right? Well, I’m going to set a day…and inform a bunch of people. I suppose it doesn’t have to be AE and can be Hollister or Abercrombie too…^ ^ So…Ivy comes back on Aug 15 and Pei can only do stuff…I forget, after the 28th I think, so on the 29th or the 30th to give Ivy jet lack time and Pei unpack time. HEHEHE I FEEL CRAZY. We go to Bellevue Square (w/ other people) to get clearance guy shirts for 1st day of school! Woohoo. LOL This is fun. We should get all different shirts. Lets see who wants to do it with us…Alright, I know I said shopping=not fun but for this reason? Hehehe. Get my emotion? Lol, high. I get my drugs from the park. They work tons. x] jkjk. I’m hungry. It is only 10:40 T.T IM HUNGRY!!! I WANT TO EAT!!! I also would like to type my handwritten blogs. This is SO lame. My hand hurts, plus this is a total waste of pencil lead. I need to find a computer…Plus I can’t write my essay without a computer (saddening) and we aren’t going to the computer lab anymore because our comp lab requests were losted. BORE-ing. >< Will talk later when I have something interesting to talk about. Must take my book back from Pei…I wonder how to do that…
And this is Pei speaking. AE or Hollister? Well, AE is cheap(er) than A + F and so is Hollister. I say I don’t care. Instead… DRACO MALFOY! ^^ DRACO+HERMIONE!
That is very weird. I’m disturbed. Like a lot. Pei is weird. *pat pat* I mean that in a good way.

Post 6, 20 Jul 2007
hello, im back again
im typing this on gaia, so haha i didn't handwrite it
(that was getting kinda old)
i need to type up my handwritten posts...
x.x
im sleepy
my eyeballs hurt a lot
omg i need 40,000 gold (on gaia)
im saving up for fairy wings!!
guess how much i have now
127 g
isnt that great
only like 39,873 to go!
maybe i did the math wrong
if i did im stupid
too bad
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ughhhh this is going to take forever
at least posting this on gaia will give me 50g
that would make 50 less to go
(you dont really care, do you)
XD
lollll
my avvie is cute
but i need more stuff
stuff stuff stuff
(and gold)
but i need gold to buy stuff
(get the pattern yet)
and after i buy stuff im broke and have no more gold
then i earn gold to buy more stuff
whoohoo
great pattern, huh
im going to steal gold from my other account
muhahaha
^ ^
i feel evil
this comp sucks
it wont lemme play games
that means i cant be cheap
anddddd i cant use all those free gambling tokens i "found on the ground"
retarded, dont u think
><
i feel drunk

Post 7, 21 Jul 2007
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
im once again posting on gaia~~
it says its gonna rain today
it says its raining now
but its sunny
o.o
i hope is stays that way until nighttime
like, rain until 3:30, then stop, then rain after...6:00
isnt that a good plan, rain
so start raining, or you will have leftover water
the clouds are actually pretty white, and patches of sky are visible
idk though, thats just bellevue
issaquah is rain rain rain rain rain (you get point)
><
*wonders what it would be like to stand in one spot raining and move a foot and have no rain*
that would be funnnn
^ ^
im earning 50g with this post
magical, huh
harrassing trees and bushes got kinda boring
specially cuz i saw some....disturbing things
like a girl and a guy in underwear practically sitting on each other
(obviously on the internet)
im scarred....4 lyfe
!!
ive been scarred so much lately!
its sad!
and i drank too much milk w/ my cheerios so now i hav a tummyache
><
time to go earn gold
^ ^

Post 8, 23 Jul 2007
Yesterday was the Microsoft picnic. =] Now I will talk about Harry Potter. I read up to something like 563…>< LOL OMG! Must read the rest! (I don’t have a copy) Time to go to Costco! Oh yeah…IDK where my goggles are. -.- I forgot it somewhere *twitch* Essay Camp is halfway over! Whoohoo. What do I want to learn?...Gah. I got 2 airbrush tattoos! One is a rose piercing a heart (above my elbow) and the other is a rose (above my ankle). Wheee. ^ ^ It’s got holes in it though. Airbrush tattoos don’t seem to last long…ANYWAYS I feel kind of crazy. It is so cold. I don’t like it. Isn’t it supposed to be summer? Ok, well yesterday I snuck onto blogger and visited David’s blog where there was an argument over Taiwan’s Independence. (why do I always feel like I spelled that wrong?!?) But back to Taiwan (is independent) on country maps Taiwan is labeled as a country, not a province. That makes it independent from China. Okay? And Auzin, being Asian doesn’t cut it for us crazy people who like arguing. (great idea though) I mean, we could just all have Asian Pride but no, we just have to fight over stuff that ogenerations before us have been fighting over. Oh. My. God. Becky, look at her butt. >< Sorry the song is stuck in my head. And I can’t remember who sang the song that’s chorus is like…”I dug my keys into the side of that pretty little sooped up four-wheel-drive I carved my name into that legacy…[something about destroying the lights and poking holes in] all 4 wheels [pause] maybe next time he’ll think before he cheats…cause the next time he cheats it won’t be one me…” I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE SONG IS CALLED! OMG! Any of you guys know? (Btw it is sung by a girl (duh, from the lyrics)). DID YOU KNOW that “colloquial” means casual, like language casual? It is what I am usuing now. Interesting, eh? OMG IM GOING CRAZY…^ ^ hehehe. I need to type up these blogs .We are going over passive voice vs. active voice. It is getting old now…I wonder if we will go to the computer lab today. I would very much like to type my many blogs. LALALA no we are going over “show, don’t tell”. Apparently I’m good at that. But telling is fun!! In the 7th Harry Potter Draco is a wimp. How boring. And I will say no more, in case one of you haven’t read it yet and will beat up whoever talks about it next. ^ ^ I like candy. Candy is yummyful. I wrote a lot of blog thingies, I finally figured out why I couldn’t log in yesterday. Hehe. I changed my password. I’m getting obsessed with gaia online. What was the comment about it? I gorget…Hey I just realized something. I can use msn still! YES! Did I say this before? I have fat thighs. I’m ah-nnoyed now. Poopoo. LALA I feel like I would like to…not have fat thighs. (That was great, huh) We are discussing stories, brains and experiences. Getting me? ^ ^ I’m really starting to dislike Truth or Dare. It makes me sad. Ok not really but I think kids made up the game to torture themselves (and in turn us) Ugh I’m changing POVs. *frustrated* Pei keeps on bothering me to read the bloggy things I have written here. *sigh* Lucinda too. *is bothered* NOOOO RAWR *kills something* I’m suffering from blogger (and Harry Potter) withdrawal symptoms. It’s honestly worse than a drug. >< I feel hyper happy. So many summer birthdays. Very interesting. Ineeds sleep…I was writing a list of names (just to see how many people I’m friends with) and Pei wrote :] by her name…then looked down the page.. and :[ at Dong’s. -.- Our convo: “is sad. Everyone thinks Dong is psycho, weird or mean. But he is really nice inside! (deep, deep) But if you get to know him better…[Pei] Yaaaah. Sure, HAHAHA. What’s up? …” >< I’ve got a new assignment/project. Time to get to work. This one will b ea bit harder than the last…I have a good idea for the project after this one. Maybe it will have…completed itself by the time I’m ready to take it on. My last project was a failure on my part, but partially successful (and succeeding further) on “its” part. I think Ivy will be able to help a little with this one—she couldn’t help with the last. AM DAYING TO POST THIS. FUN FUN FUN =] OMG Pei told me what the song I was sondering about. It’s “Before He Cheats” by Carrie Underwood. The lyrics I was thinking about is “I dug my keys into the side of his pretty little suped up 4 wheel drive and dug my key into the side of his pretty little suped up four wheel drive carved my name into his leather seats took a Louisville slugger to both headlights slashed a hole in all four tires maybe next time he'll think before he cheats…*music* I mighta saved a little trouble for the next girl 'cause the next time that he cheats oh, you know it won’t be on me no, not on me” Ew. “Right now, she’s probably saying ‘I’m drunk’ and he’s thinking he’ll get lucky” Uch. >< Alright. Dong/Luke need to wash out their mouths. Dirty dirty. >< “Big Girls Don’t Cry” has good lyrics but a horrible voice. Sounds like she is dying or something. Seriously. Eek my red pen is running out x.x “Lie About Us” by Avant is a weird song. Can barely understand what he is saying. Hey the earphones don’t hurt yet. (I’m listening to Pei’s ipod) It’s still too loud, but Pei wouldn’t be able to hear it otherwise. I wrote a lot today. Gots to type it, seriously. It will take forever to type… >< Poop.

Post 9, 24 Jul 2007
Okay. Today is Tuesday. I’m at the UW summer stretch class right now. My pencil is seriously screwed up. You know the Microsoft fat Foray pencils? The body cracked/split and my pencil repeatedly falls apart. And I have another pencil but it is .5 lead and I just used all my lead. I think. >< Some people bring their laptops to class so they can type their stuff. I wish I had a laptop >< Hehe. I’m going to fill 2 page of writing today! I’m so screwed. I slacked off and didn’t play much piano last week…And today I have my piano lesson right after school. Poopoo. Okay. Beyond my slacking off, right now I’m reading a book called “Mermaid’s Park”. The girl is a psychopath. OMG I let Derek borrow library books on my card and now he can’t find them. UGH I have to return (find) all my books before I am allowed to check out more. I really need to find the books. I have $5.20 in fines and used to have $20+. The calluses on my hand from bars have kind o faded now. And I’m wearing a baggy t-shirt today! YAY! x] How do you write a persuasive essay? I’m going to steal Jerry’s topic and write about what we should do next Friday (we have a free day because we wrote the final essays already) I want to taype my blogs .I think I’m going crazy. On gaia I got 25 “cash” otherwise known as 25 cents. Lame, huh. w/e Ack Pei tried to steal my blog notebook again. >< It actually wouldn’t matter at all if she read this (im posting it, right) I’m just wanting to be annoying. Heehee. We are brainstorming persuasive essay topics. O.o We are…very creative….
Xue-bi says “Harry Potter is NOT overrated!”
Back to me again. Um…that was one of our essay topics…lol…
Bunny says “HP IS overrated!!!”
Theresa backs away from the two crazy people. …What does overrated mean, anyways? I feel stupid -.- OMG! Terry has an idea! I’m going to write a persuasive essay on Taiwan’s independence! =] *does crazy dance* Ok. I normal now. (not really) Crud, we have to practice writing conclusions now. Well, hopefully it will help…I need to get a haircut. Badly. It is all poofy and crazy and retartedly coated in split ends. That is a bit frustrating .I shall get a haircut on Friday at 4:00 pm. You needed that, huh. x] I’m feeling kind of crazy. Are you wishing I would stop now?

Post 10, 25 Jul 2007
omg im so stupid
i forgot to bring my USB and my post notebook
-.-
yo soy estupido
anyways
im going to start taking the bus home instead of getting picked up (i mean summer camp)
><
poopoo
i guess its kind of fun tho
and no1 will have to drive me
becuz im going to derek's classroom
then my parents just pick up both of usat the same time
*sigh*
i have to change buses
i take bus route 271 at the UW...around 2:50 then i switch onto bus route 272 at the transit stop thingy right after we pass bellevue square
big whoohoo
then i get off at crossroads
or somewhere near crossroads
my head hurts
-.-
i htink im gonna get LOST!
(omg)
x]
then i will be screwed and evry1 will yell at me
there are lotsa other people on route 271 too
whoohoo
ok lotsa is an exaggeration
but there are people i kno
(aka pei, lucinda, dong, patty...)
yup
^ ^
i might write more later.
i might not
my hand hurts and i dont know why
maybe becuz i slacked off and didn't play piano for a week then played for 3 hours yesterday
i think i damaged my hand T.T
Hello, I am back again. It is night time now, it was morning when I typed that. Just now I completed typing all the posts I had handwritten in my post notebook. I did not play piano today yet. Not that I’m going to. My piano teacher was kind of mad at me. Hehe. When typing, I discovered how quickly my thoughts jump from one train to another. Like they are eluding capture or something nuts like that. And I used some phrases over and over again. Like “it got old”. I caught myself, I was about to use it again! x] Word document is annoying. You have to type all properly and normally and without enters and messyness and it keeps on giving me red and green lines which are more than slightly driving me crazy. I think I should kill something. So far my posts take up 8 pages, and the three posts with tons of enters are actually very short. I should write posts more often, just to torture those of you who are determined to read my whole set of a month’s posts in one sitting. I don’t think any of you are bored enough to try…but who knows, right? I actually don’t feel that hyper right now. My gums are bleeding (again) I’m so mad at them. I didn’t touch them this time. So much food got stuck between my molars that the pressure made my gums bleed. I need a piece of plastic to block food out…And I need braces or something like that to fix the gap between my molars that let food in but not out. That gets a bit annoying. Just a bit, you know? And I watched ratatouille today with Li Jing and Samantha. And Kenny too, but he doesn’t count because he is Li’s younger brother. Li is visiting from Canada and Samantha from California. Samantha will be leaving tomorrow. Li says she will leave right before school starts. Did that make any sense? Back to ratatouille, after which I got off track. The movie is really cute, and a great laugh. You guys should watch it if you have a chance. Just for fun, I want to rent the sequel to “Bring it On”. It wasn’t that good of a movie, but fun to watch. People flying through air, right? But horror movies are still better. I was reading books on murder and bloody stuff but my mom got mad at me. She said my books were corrupting and making me crazy. Who knows? Maybe they are. But she never gets mad at me if I read books about fairies and dragons and trolls. She didn’t see my vampire books (haha). She noted my witch books (of which levels I have ranging from third grade and up) and all the books I checked out about alternate history. Those are fun to read. Ok. How did I end up talking about books? I’m confused…x] I guess I’m just really easy to sidetrack…Beyond that, what’s going on? I’m lost without constant contact to you blogger people. I guess I could sneak on right now. I won’t post a long post just in case my mom checks my URL to see if I snuck on. ><

Post 11, 26 Jul 2007
=] I’m on the bus right now (going to essay camp x.x) and I am BORED OUT OF MY HEAD! -.- I left all my books at home >< So now…Bored. Catching on yet? Technically I’m supposed to SHOW that I am bored, not tell you. Alright. Little clips of other conversations float to meat my ears. I can feel the hum and vibrations of the bus. The sun gently peeks out above the horizon, making the air a dull gray. I sit on an ugly lump of a vehicle, waiting for the bus to arrive at the University of Washington. Briefly I consider writing my summer math homework, but brush the idea aside. I take out my blog notebook and find there is nothing interesting enough to write about. Hrm I need to work on that. I don’t sound bored—I sound like I’m lacking sleep ><. Not my point. Maybe IAMBOREDIAMBOREDIAMBOREDIAMBOREDIAMBOREDIAMBORED will convey my message better. I hope it did, otherwise everyone is stupidful. Haha. What now. x] Alright, now I’m in my classroom. Did I mention it is on the 4th floor? And the elevator takes longer than alking? I know. Annoying. -.- And we are VERY far away from out lunch place. More annoying. Anyways, one of Pei’s posts contain fanfiction stories and I read all but the last 2 chapters of “10 Ways to Kill Draco Malfoy”. Hello? It is supposed to be plots and stabbing and stuff! Not tons of making out (snogging haha) and Hermions + Draco taking it further. -.- Some people are very retarded. Hermy is such a whore! Gah. After reading THAT story, no wonder Pei loves Draco. In the movies he uses too much hair gel (like Snape, but Snape’s isn’t hair gel) The story is very good though. I stayed up late reading it. ^ ^ Now I’m sleepy. Anyways…Ooh I have an idea! We should post quizzes and in comment people take the quizzes! YAY (I have a ton passed around w/ Ivy and Ben ^ ^) we could definitely do that—and it is a great time filler, anyways. Up to you guys. Better than arguing, which we do all day long…x] I’m going to look for where Lucinda hid the chalk. One moment please…Aw, I can’t find it. In hindsifht I will think I am stupid. *sigh* Time to search harder. She said it was ‘near’ the blackboard (which is actually green). Ok. Jerry just told me she hid it in a windowsill, he put it on the carpet and now it is gone. Poor chalk. Lame ending. -.- We people are so unimaginative. Should I do my homework? Nah, too lazy. I have 15 minutes left to kill. Okay. I need to shut up. (class has been going on for hours) I keep on talking and talking. Guh. *snore* I haven’t worn the shirt I am wearing now for AGES. It has this air bubble space right at the stomach so it makes me look fat. *sigh* I am embroidering my name into a hankerchief. Candy makes me happy. Whoohoo. Lifesavers are yummy gummies. =] Gummies are better than jelly beans. Jelly beans are cute but taste yucky. Ben says “Jelly beans taste like jally beans” HAHA. Which taste nasty. I need to go on a giant email spree. I’m going to bother a ton of people with email and see how many people reply. Now I’m going to write a bunch of nonsensical babble. When I get to blogger I’m going to change my layout. You guys are right, the pink is annoying. I’m going to make it…rainbow! Yeah! Ok. We are leaving for the sculpture park now. I will be back…That sounds funny hehe. Ok ttyl. Though technically its not y and the t doesn’t work. WATEVS you get point.

Post 12, 27 Jul 2007
Hi again! Today I got a haircut! (It was really expensive though) He cut out a whole two buckets of my hair. Now it is nicely layered and only 2 inches past my shoulder >< My bangs are lots normaller but I will need to grow out the top layer. Fun fun fun. –BEEPBEEPBEEP- brother. On car now, Derek whacking shoulder yelling top-of-lungs got mad grabbed his arm kept asking whether he was ready to stop he dug his nails into my arm and bit me! Now I’m scooted to the very far end of my seat away from him. Stupid –beep-. Whoohoo. I’m so tired. I left the pillow I made for Katie at ELC Studio. Derek is a retard. He said we can’t get the pillow till after his soccer class, which is 11:00 AM. Beep. Beep beep beep. I very much need to calm down…

Post 13, 30 Jul 2007
Ok, right now it is 6:57 AM and I am sleepy even though I slept 7 hours yesterday. Humph. I’m typing this but my fingers are being really retarded and making tons of mistakes. You know what I discovered? Angela and Larry are from Taiwan too. I didn’t know that…x] My head hurts…a lot. I have an essay (persuasive) due tomorrow. I haven’t started on it yet. I am so screwed. I really have to stop procrastinating so much. I need to get a good grade on it because I have to pull up that other low one. This is annoying. Should I edit my last essay and see if it will bring my score up? Ok, I will do that…Today I’m feeling sad. (I’m to lazy to show it, so I’m telling it) Hehe. Ugh. I want to kill something. I have classes with nearly all my friends except Ivy. ACH! I need to call Melanie and Anita for schedules. *sigh* I’m going to have to talk to Ivy through passing periods. Ugh. T.T It is just like 6th grade again. You know what is sad? (too) Mitchell broke up with Pei. I need something sugary. It is cold today. I need to to wear more. I am cold. This is very poo-ish. Pei wants to “bother me and be emo” o.o Okay then. Ugh I have fat arms. Does Pei want to be emo? No, she just thinks she does. Hehe. Okay, I have a theory that I read (and that has proven true with me) It takes half the time (about) of a relationship to recover completely from it. (sometimes less) Pei says hers lasted 3 months and 16 days. So…she should recover in a bit less than 2 months. Just a bit into the school year then. Poop we have UW grades. HEHE the grades that will be sent home are going to be higher than the grades she shows us. Guh she wants us to share our essays on the last day of school -.- LALALA I’m feeling crazy. Time to write Letter #7. I’ll get back to the blog. Alright I finished Letter #7 now. We will go to the computer lab later. I will type up my blog posts. Right now I’m listening to Pei’s ipod. Big whoohoo. We have 5 more minutes of “writing time” funfun, huh. I’m so tired. I don’t remember, did I change my blog background or not? I think it is purple or something now. I’ll go check. You know the boring black layout? If you go to the color section you can change everything. And I don’t remember whether I changed my piture or not. I’m going to post my myspace quizzes onto blogger. That will be fun…^ ^ I have so many of those. Ow I just cracked my neck. Very noisy. I should stop writing the more I write the more I have to type later. I only have 1.5 hours later in the computer lab. Taking the bus home today. I bet you couldn’t care less. “Took a Louisville slugger to both headlights” *wonders what a Louisville slugger is*I just realized something. When I post all my month’s posts on blogger in one post I’m going to have a very long post. And the superficiality of everything will make you want to fall asleep. I feel boring. I must not be boring! What is a good way to not be boring? Or should I post each post separately? No, I’m too lazy to do that. You guys are going to have a heck of a time reading this. Haha. If you actually attempt to do it…Our teacher just swore. Shame shame on her. BAD teacher. X] lol. And now she is talking about jelly doughnuts. I have a bug bite on the back of my left shoulder. It is itchy (no duh) very annoying. Poooooop on it. The bug, I mean. Stupid conclusions. WHY are we atalking about conclusions. LAMELAMELAME. Ok. What shall I discuss today? Blogger (during summer) is boring. We have nothing much to talk about. Kind of disappointing. It seems there is nothing for us to connect over now that we don’t see each other much. Hey, I wrote a lot today. Bleh. Maybe I will write even more! Whoohoo. I need a purpose! (To write about, I mean) I’m cold. I shouldn’t have worn such a short skirt. It might even rain today. Back to jeans I guess. *sigh* Our conclusion will be about death. Poopoo. It’s supposed to be about death-but-not-cheesy-because-death-is-near-but-far-away -.- Like that makes any sense. Death is a great way to end an essay, huh (not the sarcasm) sigh. Okay, conclusions are suppoed to be “sneaking up with a sledgehammer” great. Big whoohoo. Pei keeps on drawing a star thing on her ankle with a fel pen. …I’m going to look up random facts! YAY! I have a purpose now ^ ^. Did you know that writing with ink takes away minutes of your life? (Like cigarettes, but not nasty-smelling) Peisie is being emoful. Her conclusion ends with “He is dead to himself, dead to the world” OMG nothing. For some reason Pei is typing a blog about Dong. That is…disturbing. *hides under table* I am finding it difficult to understand everyone’s overall dislike towards Dong. Refer to Pei’s post: Dong is Dead ^ ^. *sigh* In case the post got moved down too much by the time I post this, I will post my comment here. 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LALALA. I just felt like banging on the keyboard, okay? Wonderful message, huh. Red lines under all the words. ^ ^
>:]
im feeling very nasty
like going-to-be-nasty-to-other-people-nasty not sick-nasty
^ ^
Need to comment. Did you ever notice how the song “Party Like A Rock Star” actually sounds a lot like “horny like a rock star” when the singer person sings? It is very amusing, really, because right after that, they make these strangled-dying noises that make them seem very horny indeed. Heh heh. I am very frustrated. Writing my essay is hard. What would make a good thesis…

Post 14, 31 Jul 2007
“WHAT is the difference between flirting and teasing? WHERE is the line drawn? WHY do people always say flirting for two people of opposite gender, and teasing between those of the same? Ok, done with the questions. I was just curious. I’m handwriting this on my friend’s car. So Samandtha is visiting from California and Li is visitng from Canada. ^ ^ We are going to Nordstrom Rack…I’m not going to buy anything though (MUHAHA) I’m going to soak up the air conditioning =] I just came from an air conidioned place though, so I feel okay. LA Soon I’m going to feel WAY TOO WARM to live. *breathes in boling air* I want to eat something alty. IDK what. We are going to Jamba Juice. I feel my eardrums being destroyed by the overloud radio. Li is trying to steal my notebook. T.T I will finish this page! Lol. Anyways, I found Goddess of Yesteday. I thought I lost it…Um…the radio is playing “My Humps” -.- *sigh* HOW (another question) can any self-respecting person sing that?!? *closes ears to disturbing phrase that I will not write here* Whew, song change. It is…a classical song? O.o That’s creepy. No, I take that back. Wth is this? The guy is either saying “some girl”, “sombrero” or “so real” over and over again. What a lame song. It is 99 F in the car now. After the parking lot? 102 F prolly. Gonna get cooked. X.x LALALA I’m feeling high. I need to sharpen my pencil, seriously.” Well, I wrote that a long time ago. Um. Dong is being his usual annoying self again (I’m at UW, class hasn’t started yet) I’m annoyed. LALALA Mooooo Ok. I don’t know where that came from. I DON’T WANT TO GO TO TENNIS CAMP! Gah! Mercer Island is supposed to have the best tennis team (high school) This sucks. I’m going to be humiliated. *wonders what the racket is for* x] I’m not that hopeless. Close though…Glah. So Dong is going on and on and on…-.- *poke* SHUT UP YOU STUPIDHEAD. Moving on now. Ben (Black) got a haircut. HAHA he looks funny. The girls in front of me are being strangely immature, threatening each other with pliars. I’m sleepy. Pei and Lucinda got Starbucks Fraps. Now we (Me, Pei, Lucinda, Jerry) are talking about an editorial about giant man-eating toxic slugs from the POV of a giant man-eating toxic slug who has renounced his human eating habits and will turn to being a tomato eating household pet, entertainment for little kids, a weapon of mass destruction (that is, after he creates his large family) and garbage collecting psychopath. Whoohoo. And though the slugs are running for their lives away from the salt pellets, they uncover more digits of pi everyday and have found the meaning o life. Yay. Oh yeah—here is my Taiwan’s Democracy essay. Skip it if you don’t have time to read it.

We Stand Free:
Taiwan’s Independence
Theresa Wang
Essay Essentials
30 Jul 2007

China is able to stop Taiwan’s move towards independence only because it has over a billion people, a huge (and growing) economy and over 900 missiles aimed at the little island. For several generations already, the Taiwanese have struggled to gain self-determination. Being passed like a toy between Japan and China, the Taiwanese are sick of being placed under the rule of others and wish to stand alone. Taiwan deserves to be independent.
China is attempting to force Taiwan into becoming a county of China. As a communist nation, it “has all but abandoned any social agenda other than the maintenance of power, and that leaves only nationalism as a ruling ideology.” On October 25, 1971, Taiwan is kicked out of the United Nations and the seat is given to the “People’s Republic of China”, the name China gave to Taiwan. President Richard Nixon issues the Shanghai Communique in 1972, cutting off Taiwan from the support all the previous US presidents had offered. When the US decides it will terminate its diplomatic relations with Taiwan, several countries change Taiwan’s capital, Taipei, to China’s capital, Beijing. “On June 20, 2000 Taiwanese President Chen Shui-Bian invites Chinese President Jiang Zemin to join hands at a summit for peace. Chen says he was inspired by the historic agreement signed by North and South Korea on June 15 to work towards reunification. Chinese officials respond coldly to the invitation, re-iterating the country’s long-standing policy that Taiwan must accept the “one China” principle before any talks can begin.”
Taiwan is the victim of China’s struggle for power. As Taiwan’s economy begines to grow at a rate of 10% and Taiwan becomes less dependent on the US, the US decides to announce a “two China” policy, placing Taiwan into the UN. Yet on September 15 of 1971 (the same year) the US Secretary of State Henry Kissinger secretly visits China—resulting in Taiwan’s expulsion from the UN in October. From 1972 to 1979 the United States pushes Taiwan further away from independency. Taiwan continues to make an effort and asks the US for support when in 1995 Taiwanese president Lee Ten-Hui visits the US as an alumnus of Cornell University. China begins taking over, reverting Hong Kong, a former British colony, to Chinese rule in 1997. Then China pulls the US over when “US president Bill Clinton embraces the ‘three no’s’ policy—no ‘two Chinas’, no independence for Taiwan, and no membership for Taiwan in international organizations that require statehood for membership.” The United States, from wishing to make Taiwan the Republic of China, begins to agree with China that Taiwan should not be a country. China blocks all the routes Taiwan can use to become a recognized nation, and for what?
The small, island country off the coast of China is likely considered a prize. There is an idea among young children about possession. The basic idea is: “What is mine is mine, if I gave it to you 5 minutes ago it is mine, if I played with it, it is mine, if I saw it, then it is mine.” This idea is shown in China’s possession of Taiwan. In 1945, World War II ends. “Japan began the process of returning to China all the territories it had colonized, including Formosa (now known as Taiwan) which it had acquired in 1895 after the first Sino-Japanese war.” After being colonized by Japan, it is sent to become part of China, where the Chinese left Taiwan pretty much alone. Yet in February of 1947, when Chinese officials beat up a woman and shoot an intervening passerby, an island wide revolt is ignited during which more than 30,000 Taiwanese citizens are brutally slaughtered by Chinese militia. Stuck in the position as a Third World country because China offered it little support, Taiwan began to push its own economy into blossoming.
By the standards of the United Nations, Taiwan should be an independent country. Because each country that enters the United Nations will pull the other nations either up or down, only countries who will contribute to the ‘rest of the world’ are permitted entrance. Taiwan has a stable economy with which it supports itself. Taiwan has a democratic government, meaning the people decide what is best for the people, not a head of government who doesn’t care about the people, only about power. Taiwan has its own military and a system that ensures there will always be enough people in the military to protect the people who are not old enough to serve or have already done so. Taiwan has a national education system, so the number of uneducated and poor in Taiwan decreases. Taiwan has a national health system, giving medical care to those who can’t afford it.
Taiwan becoming a part of China would send Taiwan backwards. Only after Chiang Kai-Shek, a Chinese outcast who took control of Taiwan, died, “did the island move toward democracy and into the real world, by dissolving the all-China shadow government structures.” The most advanced of countries are democracies. The United States was the first stable democracy, and soon after followed Japan, India, Australia, Hong Kong (though it is now communist because of Beijing), Hungary, Iceland, France…etc. As a democratic nation, Taiwan is more advanced than China is, at least in the sense of government. When Hong Kong was moving towards democracy, Beijing, representing China, clamped down on Hong Kong and did not allow Hong Kong to become democratic. If Taiwan were to be absorbed into China, it would become communist and completely under the control of mainland China. This would take the progression of democracy back a step, and take China’s level of power up a notch.
As an island Taiwan is skilled at supporting itself. The people of Taiwan are united, through the stories their ancestors tell them, Taiwanese culture that never passed beyond the borders of Taiwan and the Taiwanese language, unmixed with any of the other Mandarin Chinese dialects. Being passed between Japan and China only brought the Taiwanese closer together, shunning all invaders and colonizers. Even though it is unrecognized as a country, Taiwan holds all the characteristics of a nation. The unity of Taiwan takes it further away from China, and however much China wishes to steal that unity, Taiwanese pride rests solely in Taiwan.
Holy –beep- that is long. I didn’t know my essay was that long. Knock yourselves out, people. It kind of sucks though. >< o.o hey, I have foot notes. Cool!

Post 15, 1 Aug 2007
Interesting. I just took the Dante’s Inferno Quiz and I’m in limbo this time. Last few times (last year) I took this I was in Level 5 and 6. Special…I am also high in the Heretics level (6) and Moderate in the Fradulent, Malicious, Panderers category. (Level 8) Probably because I said I am very good at lying, but it is only moderate because I said I never er, nevermind, you don’t want to look at the question. Nasty question. *sigh* Alright. I’m a “Virtuous Non-Believer” BORING I want to be a bad person! Muhahaha. Oh yes. The URL, in case you guys want to take this quiz, is http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv. I’m taking it again...Yes! I’m in the 6th level of hell now hehe. I only changed two answers, the religious and scripture. I guess it doesn’t count if I don’t believe in it. But I have read it. I’m a heretic. Whoohoo. Hey. I’m Moderate in both Lvl 7 and 8, Violent and Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderes. Um, okay. I’m high in the Virtuous Non-Believers still though. I suppose I’m a mix between Level 1 and 7. Uh, okay. You approach Satan's wretched city where you behold a wide plain surrounded by iron walls. Before you are fields full of distress and torment terrible. Burning tombs are littered about the landscape. Inside these flaming sepulchers suffer the heretics, failing to believe in God and the afterlife, who make themselves audible by doleful sighs. You will join the wicked that lie here, and will be offered no respite. The three infernal Furies stained with blood, with limbs of women and hair of serpents, dwell in this circle of Hell. Go me. ^ ^ Alright. I better go type my old blogs. *sigh* This will take forever. Eek just saw an ant. Haha I terminated it. *grins evilly* Back to life. I’m sleepy. I have to do my homework now. Time to work…*sigh* Ooh I’m going to type something fun. ^ ^ Well, I don’t have anything fun to type. Hehe I’m going to type in binary. Yay. 01100010 01101111 01110010 01100101 01100100. By the way that said bored. Big whoohoo, huh. I’m going to go bother Pei on her blog. Maybe there are more comments. Yay. That was very strange of me. Usually I’m not that…wu2 liao2. Like not bored wu2 liao2, but psychopathic wu2 liao2. Get what I’m saying? I’ll go comment on people’s blogs now. Oh yes. And http://www.theproblemsite.com/codes is a nice website. Just to tell you. Must do homework. Might blog more later. 15 pages of text so far. Nice. *looks up word count* 8619 words. Cool. Good luck reading. I’m a little more than halfway through the month. *wonders how many words and pages I will have by the end of the month* My graphing calculator is running out of batteries. *sigh* *grins maliciously* I just used the vacuum machine to kill 5 ants and a fly. I already warned the bugs that stepping into my house would be suicide, but they keep coming. What a waste of time. I want to take a self defense class. Just because the world is a dangerous place. (haha) Seriously though, I really need exercise. Piano just…isn’t very calorie burning. It makes my arms sore if I practice for too long, and my eyes hurt if I stare at the notes too much but it just doesn’t burn away all my candy calories. Which means I need to do some sport or something. But sports involving balls are…ahhhh run for my life. And swimming makes me sick. Literally, like cold sick. I like to swim. My immune system doesn’t. And gymnastics gave me “athletic thighs”. (aka fat thighs) And all the gymnastics people who have been doing it for a very long time are scarily buff. Eek, right. What else is there? That pretty much sums a lot of things up. Ice skating is too far away, and so is horseback riding. I tried horseback riding in 6th grade for about half the year. The horses stink, literally. It’s fun, but gets old quickly. Not like I’m serious about it or anything. So I should do something useful, right? I took art classes the second half of 6th grade and the first half of 7th. It was too repetitive, so I quit. It appears to be that I quit most of my extra-curricular classes. I’m boring. *sigh* So I should take a self-defense class! Nothing serious, just enough to learn how to protect myself from freaky people on the road. (At least then my mom will give me more freedom…and I won’t carry around plastic forks anymore) Yeah. So…what am I talking about? I have no idea. *feels stupid* When I was little I took tai-kwan-do, but the class thing is in Sammamish. There are lots of stuff like it…karate…judo…stuff like that. But they are all weird. With weird clothes and stuff. Yuck. Isn’t there just…basic self-defense? Hello. Yeah, so until I figure that out I’m just going to be lazy and fat. *plops onto chair* Hehehe. My piano needs tuning. Desperately. My mom is just like …okay. 2 days later; …okay. Several months later; …okay. Um, weren’t you going to get someone to tune the piano? Hello? *sighs some more* I’m not in a murderous mood anymore. I’m kind of tired. Must jump up and down! I need to burn calories without making my thighs any thicker. That is difficult. I am frustrated. I guess I will just tap away at the computer keyboard and burn calories that way. Isn’t that a great idea? Hey, I’m on my 16th word document page already! And I still have 12 more days before the blogger ban is lifted. Hey, only 12 days left. Yay! I’m too lazy to calculate the fraction. *sighs* I want to throw a party. Just so I can see my friends again. It’s not fair. Most guys’ parents don’t mind that much about who they are friends with, as long as they don’t really get into trouble. But girls’ parents are all *stare* hey, I don’t know that person, *calls that persons parents and gets that person in trouble*. It is very stupid. I guess my mom is pretty good for a mom though. She tries to get to know all my friends and I update her about how they are positive influences on me. Yay. I feel like I have been typing forever and ever. And now I have a stomachache. I am seeing non-existent bugs everywhere. I guess it is time to go outside and squash more ants. We took out a tree full of them, but suddenly a ton of them have come back. Time to kill. But I’m still feeling kind of sleepy and tired. As if ants weren’t squashable enough. I wrote a lot today. Then I write a lot on some of the other days too. I’m going to write until I am on the 17th page. Then I will go nuts. Yay. Too late though, I am already nuts. Go me. I need to get the SS packet back from Min Joo otherwise I can’t do anything. My hair is still poofy. I straightened it with a straightening iron and now it is both poofy and straight. I am ready to kill it. But if I hacked it off my mom would be mad. I would be mad at myself too. I’m going to have fun with codes. Codes are very magical and fun to play with. There are alphabet shift codes, backwards alphabet codes and tons more. Then there are codes where a sequence of different codes is used. Hey, you know what? I should make up a sequence and type it here then send an encoded message to people by email just to be annoying. Being annoying is fun. But then sometimes people eat your head, then your head hurts. After your head gets eaten you don’t want to be annoying anymore because your head hurts. And sometimes you stayed up too late during sleepovers and really want to sleep. Hey, I’m on the 17th page now. Go me. I have written two lines on the 17th page. Hey, the first line just moved back to the 16th page now. Come back…Ah well, I wrote another line. Isn’t this interesting? Don’t you totally love hearing about the lines I’m writing? Don’t you totally think this is a great use of your time? I know. I’m sure you agree with me. (note the sarcasm if you are really slow) Haha. I’m going to Costco later to get stuff. I’m going to buy a copy of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows and finally read the whole thing from beginning to end. Then force my mom to read it. She is still on the 5th book, but she read the 6th in Chinese I think. Boring. I need to practice Chinese. I’m a failure. *sigh* Ok I need to change because this skirt is too short and my mom says I can’t go outside in it. Alright then. I might write later, though I know you guys by this time are wishing I would stop. Ow my eye something in it ahhh. I’m going into a pillow selling business! And when I am sick of making pillows I will make scarves! Yay! Pillows are happy. Do you think ebay people will buy pillows for $15 to $20? I don’t know. Maybe. Ebay makes me laugh. And if I can’t sell the pillows I can always give them to people as presents. Yay for me. Pillows are happy. Time to bother my mom. And I’m going to research scarves now. I could make scarves out of plain fabric but that is boring. Technically I could make hats too but they take concentration. Lol. Time to do research. You know what. I could do skirts too! And sew in a sheet of fabric of the same color…Hey that is a good idea I’m going to try it. I could make bags too. Yay. But the bags I knit are hella ugly. But I can use the sewing machine to make pretty cool bags. Drawstring is really lame though. And zippers are hard to put in. *confuses self again* Um I’m too lazy to do anything now. I give up too easily. I need to figure out a way to earn enough money to buy a laptop. And it has to be a way that doesn’t force me around a schedule…and something I can do on my own because I’m not 13 yet and so technically I can’t have a job. Therefore…I will work in a sweatshop! Jkjk. *starts designing pillows* I’m wasting time again. Time to go do work. Couldn’t find Harry Potter at Costco so I bought New Moon instead. It is very good. Eclipse, New Moon’s prequel, is also very good. I bought the book even though I am like 68 out of 300+ holds for the book in the library. Yay me. I will lend it to people if you guys want it. And cancel my hold, which will make some people happy. x] haha. Well, I need to go now (it is 9:16 pm) and take a shower. It is too warm to take a shower. Our weather is terrible. I don’t like heat.

Post 16, 2 Aug 2007
Whoohoo. I made a mistake. Stphenie Meyer’s series is Twilight, New moon, Eclipse. So Eclipse hasn’t come out yet. (It will in August though!) Wait it is August. Uh, well it is coming out soon then. ^ ^’ Twilight is covered with really pale 2 arms holding a bright red apple. New Moon’s cover is a red and white flower with petals falling off. Eclipes’ cover is a slightly broken red ribbon. Hehehe I love the series! But the main character is a tad retarded. She is seriously crazy. Vampire boyfriend, werewolf best friend, clumsy git…you get the idea. Dong read Pei’s rant about him. I’m very sorry. I wish the world was a nicer place to live in. Yesterday I was mending the screen door and I cut myself my accident and it looks like I’m emo. I hope it does not leave a scar, that would be annoying. I did something funny to my computer. I made the panel thing usually at the bottom go to the side. Heheehe. I think I’m hysterical or something. Probably something. Like high off of my weirdness. Lol. The laptop is killing me slowly. The “h” key got chipped off by Derek and now it’s a pointy stub. Kinda hurts. Annoying. Very annoying. *avoids using words with the evil letter* Or I could stick some stuff on it. I didn’t use any words containing evilness. Yay for me. I’m going to place tape on it. Yay! But the little piece of paper I stuck on it (a piece of a sticky note) keeps on moving around. Quit that, you bad piece of paper. *sigh* HAHAHAHA I stuck a larger piece of paper under the keys around “h”. But now “g”, “j”, “n” and “b” are screwed up too. That is sad. *pokes paper not very gently* Did you know that Microsoft Word 2007 has a word count thing on the bottom of the page that is there automatically? It says I have written 10,416 words so far. Big whoohoo. I wonder if fake words count. Hey it counts it before I’m done typing the word. Crazy…Anyways, beyond word counts…I’m at my dad’s this weekend. We are cooking barbeque…and my dad just dumped some gas on the fire. Very annoying. The fire went nuts and my brother is laughing like a nut. Actually, Derek probably it a nut. -.- Marquee is very annoying. I did this whole thing but blogger is acting up and being very annoying so none of my new adjustments to my blog have done anything. No one visits my blog anymore. I can’t blame you guys though, I haven’t posted for a while and my posts are boring. I feel like I’m falling asleep or something. I love how word corrects all your spelling mistakes immediately. It seems to be adding a lot of “h”s. That doesn’t make any sense. I have typed 10, 569 words already? Uh…Moving on now. What should I talk about today? Hey! I’ve an idea! I’m going to translate English names into Chinese (based on sound) Okay? Let’s start with…my name! Yay! x] “Theresa” is Ta. Ree. Sa. “Ta” could mean anything from he, she, it…I’ll go with she. Ree doesn’t work for anything, so I’m going to try “ee”. “i1” means one. “i2” means to shift or to move. “i3” means chair. “i4” means …meaning. Okay, meaning then. “Sa” would easily translate into “kill”. *snort* Okay, Theresa means “She meaning kill”. That is depressing. Let’s try someone else. Pei is lucky, her name is translated from Chinese so it doesn’t work. -.- Lol. Ah I’m suddenly sidetracked again. I had a convo with my dad about college and dormitories and all that stuff. I want to go to the University of Washington. Because I’m not sure what I want to major in, so I don’t want to go to an Ivy League college until I’ve chosen what I would like to do for the rest of my life. That sounds very annoying, “rest of my life”. Yesssss. That sounds terrible. My brother is strange. Hehehe. He is like…noooo why me. You see? Strange, right? My grandma is being retarded lately and not letting me talk on the phone with my dad. Annoying git. I like the word git. Much shorter than retard. I’m going to go on a major-cellphone-craziness spree. I haven’t been using it enough lately. So…I should have a party! Yay! My dad is going to “learn from the computer” or something like that. So I have to type stuff now. And watch TV later. Boring. Anyways, I’m going to look at career options. The phrase itself sounds terrible and scary, if you know what I mean. “Career options” is simply not appealing. Apparently one year of college at the UW would be about $12,000 each year, including food costs. Killer.

Post 17, 3 Aug 2007
Hi people. I’m at my mom’s work place, which is, by the way, across from Crossroads. I just stole a candy from the front desk. Anyways, today was very…interesting. So today was the last day of Essay camp, and that is why I had class today (which is Friday in case you were wondering). In the morning my dad dropped me off 30 minutes late, which was very annoying. Afterwards, I got lost trying to find the Loew building, which our class had moved to. I finally found it and searched through all of the classrooms but my class was…gone. I went to Kane Hall and asked for the Robinson Center so I could call my teacher, but no one there knew…and so I went to the UW Information Center because that is where the people at Kane Hall said to go. And there the desk girl gave me a map and I found Guthrie, which is where I found the Robinson Center after a bit of searching. There, the person called Tyler (our class TA) and he took me to the Pho restaurant everyone else was at. What a pain. >< Lol. I am so not ever being late again. And it wasn’t my fault, either. My dad decided he didn’t want to wake up that early, so he kept on sleeping. *sigh* Oh yes, I’ve got some good news. My mom said that if I helped her next week (because I have no camps) she will let me go on blogger and email as soon as it is August 11. Hrm. Today is Friday the 3rd. That means I have to wait until Saturday of next week before I can do anything. I guess that is nice. Otherwise I would have to wait until Monday. I have to go, talk later. Hi! I shall write a bit of today's post here, because blogger is being retarded and I'm too lazy to go and retrieve my USB. Beyond that, I'm typing on gaia right now and I'm also typing just to earn 50 gold pieces. Yay, right? But I need 40,000 gold to buy fairy wings...so this is going to take a while. Alright, I will stop wasting my time and go do something else. I'm on a new computer right now! It was $300 less than normal, so my dad said good deal and bought it (we needed a new computer). Though right now is, according to the clock, 1:02. It's actually 11:02. Ooh Inuyasha. Nah, I'll type my blog instead. Vista is soooo cool! There is a sidebar thing that lets you have random stuff ranging from pictures, weather, time, computer stats, news...etc. I tried using the radio 'gadget' but it failed. Oh yeah, and I installed the "Health Tip of the Day" gadget to annoy you guys whenever I use this computer. Hehehe. Okay, today's health tip is...hey, it won't lemme copy it. Well, something about asthma and dehydration making it worse. Magic, huh. On kiss 106.1 there was just a scary advertisement. "Do you remember what you ate for breakfast? Do you remember what you did this afternoon? Do you remember the first question? Well, our children might not." Now I'm paraphrasing: The chances of neurodamage from Mercury has increased. yabbayabba. AHhhhhhh oh crap the popcorn ceiling is filled with Mercury. T.T Is this why I'm so stupid? x] *sigh* We are all doomed forever. Oh yeah, I made my background pikachu with two pichus. ^ ^ But the clock is way off. That is annoying...I think I'm going to delete my to do list...but I'm not sure. Depends how much I use the computer. I should look up more health facts. Advertisements are so annoying! Oh, there isn't any word document on this computer. Boring. I will need to install that later. Ooh I made a meebo account so I have this chat thing like Bunny's. ^ ^ Okay the poll apparently isn't working but I don't really care. This is fun. I'm going to play with the daily facts thing...should I? This is interesting. I fool around, ignore posting now. I'll write more tommorow.

Post 18, 4 Aug 2007
I'm writing another post just to earn more money. Though sometimes posting doesn't give me any money, but that is okay because I have to post anyways. Though technically I don't have to-I just want to. And this is annoying because there is no word document so I can't list how many words and pages I have typed. Anyways, it is a new day and everything is happy. Not. Today I have to play piano for an hour, do three pages of math, and do something about my LA and SS packets. That makes my head hurt. Oh right, and I have a Chinese school packet as well. This is very annoying and I think I'm going to die. Beyond that, I need to kill something!! Yeah that was random. Which should I do first? I'm definately saving the Chinese packet for last because it is terrible though easy and a total waste of time because there is no way I am reviewing and writing, I'm just going to copy stuff from the textbook. And I have to play piano or at least start playing within 30 minutes. Which means I will probably do a few pages of math, play piano, start writing IDs and answering history questions, do some of the reading packet, then do Chinese. This is very painful...Well, I better get started. *sigh* I'll write more in between each assignment. My foot is seriously in pain. So I just finished piano (because I remembered that I left all my homework on the car and the car is off at my brother's soccer thing) and it hurt my foot a lot. So the first 30 minutes I played normal music, just piano keys. Then I had to practice a stupid 8 page really slow song that is extremely repetitive. It's a schubert, and it is pretty but six of the pages are practically the same thing. It gets very annoying...And I can't even put a picture to it because it is so crazily repetitive. But I played it a bazillion times with the metronum and I'm just falling asleep...But every note needs a pedal change (and I need to pedal with my left foot too otherwise the music is too loud) and now my foot hurts. For some reason the pedal is edged and it cut into my foot. Stupid piano pedal. *sands the edge away* Okay, I'm all good now. My piano teacher ate my head because I haven't been practicing enough. That is true, but it is summer. I don't want to practice until I fall over. And because I play with my fingers really upright I keep on hearing my nails tap on the keys. I cut them to the quick already, and if I cut anymore my fingers will start bleeding. That wouldn't exactly help, huh. So I'm practicing playing piano with my fingers just flat enough to not hear my fingernails. It's another pet pieve of mine. My piano teacher says clicking every now and then is okay, as long as your nails are cut short, but it drives me crazy! Okay, I think my dad and Derek have come home already. Aw, man. It is time to do homework, I suppose. *sigh* Interesting, there is a little pop up thing exploding all over the computer saying “English”. That is annoying though. Okay, I’m on word document now. Lol, I changed to the laptop. Stupid h key. Anyways, I am on page 20 so if you are reading this feel awesome in the way that you have read to the 20th single spaced page of my blog posts. Technically just a word document post, but you get what I mean…there are 12,214 words so far. That is crazy, seriously! I need to brush my hair…and do the rest of my homework. I have been playing computer games for too long…I guess I will type some more blog stuff downstairs (the word documentless computer) and save it as a notebook thing. Annoying. I’ll download it maybe, but I need to find the data first. And not from the internet, either because that is both illegal and virus filled. This is so lame. Anyways, I guess I have to go do homework…and eat lunch. *wonders what is for lunch* Time for me to brush my hair.

Post 19, 8 Aug 2007
I’m sick. It is sad, really. I was supposed to help my mom at work all week, but now I’m sick. I have a killer sore throat, my head is throbbing and I think by the afternoon I will be feverish. This seriously is not happy. I really need to do my homework. I just started on everything meaning I am surely doomed. Ow ow ow sneezing hurts. How on earth do you do an identification for “culture”? I just noticed something! The PRISM 9th grade LA/SS class doesn’t do US History in the three year pattern but World Civilization! I am so relieved. I sound like a retard, typing like this. Anyways, World Civilization is interesting. More interesting than US or World history. Much, much more interesting. Yes! *hops up and down* Agricultural Revolutions. Bleh. I. Hate. Ants. Must. Kill. Ants. *squash* Alright, I’m done being weird. Well, not really, but a little less maybe. Or maybe not a little less, but that is all right. I mean, you guys are used to it. Anyways, question 4 is easy and it makes me happy. Yay. Whoa, my answer fills the whole page of lined paper o.o. My throat doesn’t hurt as badly anymore, that is good. I think I’m a failure. I can’t write an ID on “culture”. That is very sad. I mean, who created culture, and when was it created? Seriously, you can’t write an ID on a vocabulary word. This is annoying. Hey, I have an idea. Who would be humans, when would be since thought evolved, why…well I don’t have an answer for that, what would be what culture is because I’m too lazy to type that here and where would be wherever humans exist. Now I have an ID for culture! And significance is easy…Alright, next ID. At least Stone Age is an easy one. Aw, we have to define Paleolithic and Neolithic as well? This is really annoying. Songs are special. I have a really long list now. But some songs are nasty. Why are people so perverted? Makes me sad. My mom says I need to know how to drink alcohol but never drink it outside where I might get drunk. This is so I know how to get drunk, won’t get drunk too easily, but won’t knock myself out and do something stupid. This is complicated. And my dad had this…weird conversation with me about STDs. Hello, how old do you think I am? >< Anyways, I need to update my song list. Heh heh. My throat hurts again. Hehehe now I’m obsessed with the Potential Break Up Song. It is by Aly and AJ, and its…slightly tuneless but I like that type of song. Yay. My throat hurts a lot, I think I’m going to eat lunch now. But it is only 11:00. I still like “Before He Cheats” though. The radio is playing a really perverted song…*grimaces* *shakes head* Okay. “Easy” by Paula DeAnda is pretty good too. It is…strange though. Oh yeah, and the music video on youtube for “I Write Sins Not Tragedies” is very interesting. You guys should watch it. But the white faces are scary ><. Did you know that some perverted songs are really nice songs with horrible choices for words? Yes, it is very sad. If only the combination didn’t mean certain things, I would really like the songs. *prods songs* I’m eating lunch now. I have a potato. Great lunch, don’t you think? (note the sarcasm) Being home alone is nice. I think I need a gun. At least you can’t accidentally sit on the gun and shoot yourself. Much better than a knife. >:] Yeah. But I suppose I have to settle with a metal fork. >< Forks are allowed at school, won’t kill but definitely will distract (ouch!) and are pretty sturdy. Not like you need to sharpen a fork. And accidentally sitting on it won’t hurt that badly. Might leave four dots on your skin though. The world is a scary place. I don’t really like it anymore. Rihanna is weird now. I used to think she was a great singer. Hurricane Chris’ “A Bay Bay” is one of the stupidest songs ever. How can he even call it a song? He repeats “A Bay Bay” … 61 times within the song. -.- Maybe more, I might have miscounted. Still…we get the point…which we can’t understand x]. Ah, time to do work. I wasted an hour. The book “The Hills of Westria” (or something like that) is really good. Apparently it is a series but I’m too lazy to read the rest. My –bleep- throat! AHHHHHH! You know how 13 is supposed to be an unlucky number? Well I have been wondering why 13 (and not something else) is unlucky. So I researched it…and “Alexander wanted to be a God and accordingly made a 13th statue on the place of his capital. He died and people considered that his will to be a 13th God (12 gods, one for each month were known) was the reason of his death. After that this number was considered as unlucky. According to historians, there were 13 people at Christ's Last Supper and Christ was crucified on Friday 13th. So, Friday 13th is considered as Unlucky.” Interesting. *Terry nods* “There was an explosion of an oxygen tank of Apollo 13, which was on its way to moon. The explosion occurred on April 13, 1970” Hey, that is James’ birthday. x] Yeah. Now this is a bit of a stretch: “SADDAM HUSSEIN contain 13 letters (S,A,D,D,A,M,H,U,S,S,E,I,N) and was captured on 13 th December, 2003” because technically Saddam Hussein’s capture was good for us. And this person was totally reaching way out there: “Columbia Space Shuttle sent into space on 16-01-2003 (1+6+0+1+2+0+0+3 = 13) exploded during reentry and all crew members (including Kalpana Chawla of India) died.” Interesting, huh. I guess I’m unlucky then, because I was born on the 13th ><. But 13 is a very interesting number. See: 13 x 13 is 169 while 31 x 31 is 961. Isn’t that special? And 13 is the smallest prime number which can be expressed as the sum of the squares of two prime numbers. 13=2 squared + 3 squared, though why this matters I don’t really know. If we subtract the sum of it’s digits from 13, we get a perfect square. 13-(1+3)=9 and if we add the sum of it’s digits to 13, we also get a perfect square. 13+(1+3)=16 Then there is a long list of the ways you can manipulate the number 13, of which there are too many for a lazy person such as I to list. Yay. This is very amusing. ^ ^ I guess my birthday isn’t unlucky then. Heehee. I feel like I’m breathing rice. This is painful ><. I’m going to add cheese to my potato. Butter is flavorless cholesterol. *sigh* Everything is unhealthy. I’m going to hide and eat organic stuff for the rest of my life. Time to skin the potato! That took a bit longer than expected…Time to microwave then. O.o my wrist is bumpy. That bothers me a lot. Well, nothing I can do about it. *microwaves again* Snape. Snape. Severus Snape. Dumbledore! Yay. It is all Bonnie’s fault >< . xD jkjk. Finally, at least the cheese melted this time. Ow, ran over foot with chair. Not fun. I think my grandma put medicine in my potato. T.T This is terrible. Yessss. Well, now I think the potato tastes very interestingly nasty. Did you know that a healthy amount of water is 2 liters every day? Did you know that if you drink a lot of water you will drool a lot like Derek? Interesting, huh. *looks up more random facts to ‘enlighten’ people with* Did you know that knuckle cracking really doesn’t cause arthritis? But your knuckles still get really fat and ugly. So…yeah. Interesting. Conversationstopper.blogspot.com. Special! Salt shakers always have more holes than pepper shakers. But why would you need to know this if there is always a bit of salt and pepper on the top of the shakers? Apparently keeping a slice of bread with brown sugar will prevent it from turning hard. There are several problems with that, the first with moldy bread. Another fixit way would be to keep it in a watertight container. Whoa, a random fact website! Alright…lol, “Facts About Teenagers”…time to read! What a boring article. No kidding. Hey, this is weird. “The bloody shower scence in Alfred Hitchcock’s Psycho had no blood or red liquid whatsoever.” This is because it was a black an white movie, so they used chocolate syrup. Great…-.- Hey, “Dandelions are not native to the American, they were brought over by the Protestants.” Wow, that was nice of them. *twitch* Dnadelions have calcium, potassium, vit. A and vit. C. There are dandelion recipes on the internet. NASTY!!! That is…quite disgusting. Dandelions taste really, uh, plantish. Nasty plantish, not vegetable plantish. I accidentally licked my fingers after making a dandelion chain. The sky is blue because gas molecules in the earth’s atmosphere absorb blue light, glow and radiate light across the sky. I need to do homework, I will write more later. Though you probably couldn’t care less, but that is alright. Oh yeah, and I’m on the 23rd word document page. Yay me. 13, 887 words. I need that in gaia gold T.T. You are supposed to exercise 30 min to 1.5 hours when you are sick because it…makes you better. Define “exercise”. I don’t think I can hop up and down for 10 minutes, let alone 30 -.-. This is really annoying. I have until 1:45 to get in some…whatever it is that makes exercise so great for you. Well, better get started. Wow, I slept for 3 hours. O.o That is…very special. Alright, I really do need to work or soon I will have been decapitated. Might write more, but I’m sure you are all wishing I would stop. ^ ^

Post 20, 9 Aug 2007
This is very interesting. Well, I'm typing a blog post on gaia once again but this one will be short becasue I need to play piano and eat dinner. I'm hungry. Anyways, Gaiaonline has a completely different layout and it is so cool! You guys should all make gaia accounts. *grin* You should, I mean it. I'm going to bother you guys until you get an account. lol. If you actually are going to make one (which is a good idea because gaia is great for boredom) then the website is gaiaonline.com and my username is turayza. Be my friend! *giggles* Okay that was weird. But seriously, I need some gaia buddies just in case I get banned from blogger and email again...and is actually watched next time. So I suppose I will bother all of you to make accounts whether you want them or not just to have accounts and friends on gaia for me to bother. Yay. Alright, this post shall end. What a short, pitiful post. Well, I'm back and it is very late but I suddenly noticed something that I'm going to explain in detail just because I find it very interesting. You know how I cut my thumb? (I posted about this) Well the cut goes pretty deep but the bleeding stopped and after I took a shower it looked all healed. So I poked it to see what happened (it looked like it magically healed) and my whole cut opened up! It was quite disturbing. But there was only a very thin line of blood at the deepest part of the cut (the cut is a clean, up down type of cut) and because the cut was kind of diagonal when i poked it the piece of....cut off skin that was facing the light looked see through. I didn't know skin was see through. Interesting, don't you think? Hehe.

Post 21, 10 Aug 2007
New day. I left my USB on my mom's car, so I'm going to type my blog post here. >< Anyways, I think my nose is annoying because I can't breathe. This is killing me. I'm at ELC Studio right now and it is boring because the little kids really can't do origami and I am falling asleep. Now we get to rip apart magazines to make a picture. Sounds more interesting than cutting out a turtle...alright I'm leaving. Will talk about my picture later. Not that you care, but I feel like it. Ugh my head hurts. *sigh* Alright on the USB again. Still at the studio, I can’t breathe still. This is really annoying and I think I want to chop something up. I have been eating salty junk food all day long, which is definitely not helping my cold…Apparently drinking water is supposed to help. I guess I will drink a lot of water and hope it counteracts the junk food heehee. I will be aloud to use blogger tomorrow! I can’t wait, lol. Though technically there isn’t much of a difference…lol. I’m afraid of eating candy because I will get diabetes. I’m afraid of eating too-spicy, too-acidic or too-bad-for-stomach type of stuff because I have weak-stomach genes—though I don’t know if they came out. I’m afraid of the sun because of skin cancer. I’m afraid of sunblock because Ben was retarded and told me all the skin cancer possibilities. I’m afraid of metal cans now because I cut myself on one. I’m afraid of colds because I might have a stuffed nose, try to eat, choke and die. I’m afraid of the dark because there might be a psychopath with a knife waiting in it. I’m afraid of the light because I might get a cataract. I’m afraid of exercising because I might fall and die of blood loss from a broken bone. I’m afraid of paper because paper cuts are disgustingly nasty. I’m afraid of not exercising because then I will be obese, get heart disease and die. I’m afraid of people because worry can kill. I’m afraid of people also because they might raise my blood pressure, which would result in a very painful and nasty death. I’m afraid of the world. Yay for me. I think you guys all needed to see my list of fears (note the sarcasm) lol. I have more…but then I would have to think to find them. ^ ^’ Oh yes, I have names for a future daughter and son. I read a quiz thing, and I thought about it for nearly forever….So here they are. I don’t have a last name though…So let us assume I am single and I adopt. x] And so their last name is mine…heehee. Okay, for the girl I would call her Ferrari Fekkai Wang, for the boy I would call him Swarovski Microsoft Wang. Hahahaha *falls off chair* lol. I forget what type of stuff Fekkai sells, I think it is clothing? You all should know that Ferrari is a car brand, Swarovski sells crystal sculptures and Microsoft sells software and hardware. Oops, Fekkai is a hair product company ^ ^’ lol. Well, that works at least. *hops up and down* You guys should make up kid names! And my names weren’t just –company names!- they were based on the fact that a lot of kids are named after companies, like Dodge and Mercedes. Right? So this is happy for me and I feel a bit crazy. Time to move computers. O.o I just read that gaia invites give the inviter 100g and the invited 200 extra gold. Yay. If you are going to make an account tell me so I can send you an invite ^ ^’. Lol. I used 3 band aides today already. Quite a waste, really. I feel like I’m contributing to waste T.T and…I am. >< Ahhh my nose hurts. I have no idea why, it just does alright? It hurts. My nose hurts a lot. I need to kill something. My mom isn’t paying attention, should I check up on blogger? No, only one day left—I’m not going to risk that. Time to change back to gaia. Alright, leaving the studio. Probably logging off for today.

Post 22, 11 August 2007
Today I can use blogger! Yay! Did you know that if you can’t smell anything stuff tastes like dirt? And American Eagle’s jean sale ended. That was lame, all the jeans are either funny colored or all ripped up now. I wish they still made semi-normal jeans. Anyways, I just found a feather in my hairbrush and am slightly disgusted. Moving on now…I got this letter from Mrs.Allman that was about how 8th graders are supposed to help and guide 6th and 7th graders…and so she wants me to help with three events: stuffing the back to school packets on the 16th, taking over stations during back to school day and some parent leading stuff. I enjoy stuffing packets (don’t ask, I’m just weird…I like doing repetitive stuff) but there is no way I’m going to do the second two…Hey, did any of you guys get the letter thing? I’m supposed to “bring friends and family. The more, the merrier!” for the stuffing packets. Any of you want to come? ^ ^ Lol. I have to go with Derek to his soccer thingy and I wanted to walk but Derek wants to bike and I haven’t used my bike all year so…I guess. It is kind of short now though, unfortunately. That was a weird sentence ><. My hair is all frizzy because it snapped (a lot of the hairs) around the middle of my head (haha that sounds strange) and so around the middle of my head the hair is all poofy and frizzy and exploded. I guess that is life…I’m doomed. Once again, I slacked off on piano. I really need to get working. I just started the 25th word document page, but don’t worry, this post is nearly over. I’ll do word count, then post it, okay? ^ ^ 15,341 words. And obviously that was then, now is different but I bet you people really couldn’t care less and wish I would just please stop. Okay! :]